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I’m My Own High School Rival A Gangster Reborn as a Boy in a Matriarchal Clan World

Author:
KnoxCross116Alternative names:
I’m My Own High School Rival A Gangster Reborn as a Boy in a Matriarchal Clan WorldGenre:
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I’m My Own High School Rival
A dead gangster gets his second chance at life—and realizes resurrection is the cruelest joke possible.
After dying in a fire set by betrayal, Knox Cross wakes up inside the body of Antwon Carter, a boy from a world that looks like Japan—but isn’t. In Kokiri, power belongs to women, lineage is law, and men survive by learning softness, obedience, and proximity to dangerous women.
The wish that brought him here was never really his.
It belonged to Sakura Carter, a girl who asked the universe for her brother back and got a stranger wearing his face instead.
Now Knox must live as Antwon:
navigate high school politics, survive being claimed by Christina Tetsusen, endure the manipulations of a genie named Jenie, and survive a world where affection is possession and love is often indistinguishable from power.
But resurrection comes with a flaw:
the more he lives as Antwon, the less clear it becomes where Knox ends and Antwon begins.
Memories fracture.
Trauma repeats.
Time bends.
And every woman around him—Sakura, Christina, Tiffany Nakamura, Rika Igarashi—is trying to define who he is before he can define it for himself.
Because the real rival isn’t another boy.
It’s the person he used to be.
The story is a psychological drama disguised as a romance, a reincarnation story disguised as a gang war, and a love story where the greatest question is not:
Who will he choose?
but
Who is he becoming?
Optional Theme Song:
“Bloodlines Rise” — a dark J-pop × rap piece representing Kokiri’s five ruling courts.
(Listen if you want the world’s tone before reading.): https://suno.com/s/GROr8EyRh1vA6cBv
Chapter List
- Chapter Fifty: Between Two Fates
- Chapter Fifty-One: Welcome to the Underbelly.
- Chapter Fifty-Two: Pieces in Motion.
- Chapter Fifty-Three: There Ain’t No Other Janitors.
- Chapter Fifty-Four: A Useful Lie
- Chapter Fifty-Five: The Fifth Line
- Chapter Fifty-Six: When Queens Go Hunting
- Chapter Fifty-Seven: Unwanted Company
- Chapter Forty-Eight: Breaking Point
- Chapter Fifty-Nine To Keep the Peace
- Chapter Sixty Wrong Place to Be Good
- Chapter Sixty-One The Cost of Keeping My Creed
- Chapter Sixty-Two One Tool for Another
- Chapter Sixty-Three What You Get When You Win.
- Chapter Sixty-Four If You Want to Die, Just Ask
- Chapter Sixty-Five An Inconvenient Heir
- Chapter Sixty-Six Knock If You Must
- Chapter Sixty-Seven Sixty Seconds
- Chapter Sixty-Eight Choice / Control of Death
- Chapter Sixty-Nine When Queens Arrive
- Chapter Seventy: Mine
- Chapter Seventy One In The Queen’s Care
- Chapter Seventy Two: Final Clause
- Chapter Seventy-Three: Day One
- Chapter Seventy Four: Day: One: Adverse Reaction
- Chapter Seventy Five: What Belongs to the Dragon
- Seventy Six: What the Dragon cannot hold
- Chapter Seventy Seven: What the Fan Protects
- Chapter Seventy Eight: Just Christina
- Chapter Seventy Nine: What Refuses to Die
- Chapter Eighty: Day Two.
- Chapter Eighty One: The Shape of a Brother
- Chapter Eighty Two: Good Little Consort
- Chapter Eighty Three: Soft Things Break First
- Chapter Eighty Four: Housebroken
