Chapter 289: Flashback - 29
Meyer’s POV
He directly sat on my lap while wrapping both his hands around my neck. We were facing each other. He was so close to me. On my thighs, I could feel him. His hands were warm on my neck. The grip he was holding with his tiny hands, his nervous face—even though he was still—was pretending he was fine.
I don’t know about him, but my heart was pounding crazily. Because this is not a joke, to get close like this to Orian.
"Orian, you shouldn’t sit on me like this. This is wrong." As I said that, I was about to push him. Just then I saw his gloomy face, and after seeing that, I was unable to push him away from me. My hands automatically gripped his waist.
"Why are you saying this is wrong? Don’t you love me? I love you so much." He suddenly leaned forward at me and hugged me. His chest was pressing against mine. He had rested his head on my shoulder and was hugging me tightly. I also couldn’t stop myself. My hand wrapped around his back and I hugged him tightly too.
Now that we are hugging, I can feel his heart beating. It’s fast, just like mine. He is more nervous than me. But now that we are hugging like this, I feel like not letting him go at all and hugging him all my life like this.
This orange scent is indeed delicious. One of my hands was on the back of his head, petting him, and the other one was rubbing his back. His panting sound was reaching my ears as every breath touched my skin.
I know in my heart that this is all wrong. But my mind is not ready to accept it. It is doing what it wants. My hands are moving on their own. And I don’t want to let go of this moment at all.
And suddenly, he nuzzled his face on my shoulder. As he did, it gave me shivers. All over my body, I was getting goosebumps.
His body is indeed so small. In my arms, he fits very nicely, which is great. Holding such a tiny body—he looks so delicate. Like, if I use my strength a little too much, I fear I could break him. Which is something I don’t want.
But the alpha inside me is telling me to bite his neck, which looks so beautiful and is giving off that scent. I just want to make this omega mine at any cost, but I can’t do that.