Fractures of Eternity

A soft sigh left my lips, “Right…” I mumbled, covering myself with the covers.

However, even its warmth wasn’t something that could replace my vampire’s touch.

“Hmm… are you comfortable?” I asked, trailing my hands on Eli’s body, which didn’t feel the same with the coat of paint on him.

He nodded, flicking his tongue out. “I’m fine, little love.”

A gentle hum left me as I stroked his scales, which had once been smooth to my touch.

“How much of your past life can you remember?” I asked, shifting my attention away from how he was before, gazing towards the wall.

Eli slithered by my arms, “Well, every time you say my former name, my end becomes clearer.”

Pulling him into my chest, I snuggled with him, finding the perfect chance to ask him about everything I had been holding back.

“Hey… You’re a god who can play with emotions. How did you lose to them?” I traced my fingers down his wings.

Thea’s paint job was good, yet on his feathers, there were tiny spots where the white would shine through.

“Hm… From what I remember, Yama was resistant to my power because he had long ago suppressed his emotions. Plus, I was scared he would hurt you, so not to endanger you, I gave up. Though I thought he would let my sister go, at least.” He answered, prompting me to feel stings in my chest.

Because of me, you and Zeph…

“I wonder how someone can kill their emotions like that,” I mumbled, finding it hard to control, let alone ignore, the intense feelings invoked in me by the people around me.

“Well… I don’t know. I just knew that it was useless to try. There wasn’t an ounce of feeling within that god.” He sighed as I shook my head.

Just how…

“Okay, one last thing… is there anything you remember about our bond?” I mumbled, feeling a bit flustered about bringing it up between us.

In response, he chuckled, “Hah… Just that they banned it, naughty goddess. Back then, I wasn’t really interested in anything that had to do with romance, let alone linking my soul eternally with another.”

My cheeks burned as I puffed them up, ready to blow at the little snake in my arms.

Why you—

Before a word could leave my mouth, though, Loki came into the room, slamming the door, startling me before he stormed into the bathroom.

“Hmm… What happened?” I grumbled, sitting up.

“He’s angry. Rem once again insisted he let you go. She even threatened to come in here and tell you herself.” Eli informed, as stings in my chest rose.

Hah… It isn’t surprising, but it still hurts to know your family won’t accept me, even without knowing what I am.

“Miracle, she isn’t in front of my face demanding that right now.” I breathed, allowing myself to fall onto the bed again.

Are you showering right now? Should I join you? Ah… just what am I thinking?! Control it!

I felt my cheeks burn hot as I tossed to the side, triggering Eli to chuckle.

“Well, that’s because Loki said if she did that, it would be the last time she saw him.” He informed, prompting me to bite my lip.

Will I destroy this family? I don’t… want that…

“Idiot… I can handle Rem just fine.” I huffed, clasping my chest.

A few moments of silence passed by before Loki emerged from the bathroom refreshed, yet when he spotted me on the wrong side of the room, his eyes narrowed.

“Why are you in that tiny bed?” He questioned, voice still venomous from the encounter with his mother.

“Well, I didn’t know if you were coming or not. So, I decided to sleep in mine.” I pouted, grabbing onto my pillow instead of the snake that was in the covers with me.

“Huh? We don’t fit comfortably there.” He pointed out, placing his hands on the footboard.

“So… you left without telling me the reason, and then you came late. Why should I bend to your comforts?” I shrugged, shaking my head.

A sigh left his lips, rolling his eyes. “I wanted to ask Oz how to make Mom back off, but she got there before I left, and he’s going to bring us dinner later. Without walking in on us.” He informed me, tapping the board, yet it wouldn’t be long until the bed sank under his weight.

“Hmm…” I hummed, turning to him to see those blue, purplish eyes gazing at me, prompting me to melt into the bed.

He wasn’t wearing a shirt, so every feature was out for me to enjoy, as it took everything in me not to touch him when he climbed on top of me.

“Come, my bed is way comfier.” He whispered, trailing his fingers down my cheek.

Though his expression was alluring to me, as if he were asking me to eat him up, his scent was so fresh, too.

I love it.

“No,” I gazed away from him.

In response, he leaned on me, allowing droplets of his wet hair to fall on me, turning my warm skin cool for only a few moments before it quickly warmed up, and his smell was so strong that I had to grip my sheets to keep my hands off him. I couldn’t help shiver in anticipation as the itch of wanting him grew stronger.

“Why are you saying no now?” He huffed, taking off the blankets that covered me.

“Because…” I trailed off, not wanting to finish that.

“Fine, I’ll just make love to you in this tiny bed again.” He declared, causing me to sit up.

Our lips were hovering over one another as I smirked.

Gods, you really know how to rile me up.

The last time we had fun in this bed, he made me crazy for him—something I wouldn’t allow to happen that easily.

“The only way you’re doing anything is if you sit,” I announced, trailing my fingers on his chest.

Watching him shiver because of my touch allured me even more. Everything about this vampire was adorable, especially how he wouldn’t push me to do anything I didn’t want, which gave me the advantage in this encounter.

“What?” He nervously chuckled, grabbing onto my hand before pulling it to his lips.

In response, I tugged away from him, shoving him onto the bed. He was in such a way that he easily lost his balance, landing with me in between his legs. Before he could recover, I undid his pants as I jerked his underwear down to expose his semi-stiff heat.

“Oh, baby girl, what are you doing?” He breathed, grabbing onto my hair.

I gazed up at him to see his cheeks rosy.

“I want to pleasure you,” I announced, prompting his eyes to shimmer lightly before I clasped onto his member and stroked it.

“But I want us both to feel good.” He sighed, holding my hair off my face.

Every stroke made his heat firmer, warming my core as well.

“I enjoy seeing your expressions and hearing your voice.” I went to lick it, only to stop when he pulled my hair.

There, I got to see his expression again, which was impious and tender.

“Oh, sweets… You like my voice?” He simpered, triggering my heart to skip a beat.

Such a fool… Why are you so cute?

His voice always made me feel like I was in the clouds, soft and smooth in my ears. Watching him like this in my grip, the following words slipped out of me before I realized it.

“I love you.” I professed, as in that moment his eyes gave off a brighter hue, as his cheeks turned purely red, which reached all the way to his ears.

Covering his mouth with his hand, he shifted his gaze towards the side. “Ah… Fuck… Go on… You’d better suck and lick me all you want now, or else I’m going to jump you.” His voice was unsteady.

Oh… Can you even be more adorable?

His words made my heart race, sending shivers down my spine, leaving me struggling with the desire to ruin him. Without hesitating, I yanked his hard length into my mouth, producing a groan to leave his lips. His back rested against the footboard as one hand held my hair up, while the other trailed behind my back before ending up on my bum.

Trying to concentrate on pleasuring him by taking him deeper into my cavity, he focused on me by squishing my soft cheeks before pulling me closer to him, causing my body to curve a bit.

Argh… This bed is small, but it also makes the space between us even smaller.

A soft moan left his lips as I gazed up to look at his expression, to see one of pleasure, though his eyes weren’t locked on what I was doing. No, he was looking to do something else, as a heartbeat later, his hand trailed down my hips and into my underwear. The moment I felt him touch my vulva with his digits, I couldn’t help but shiver.

“Wow… Vivi, you’re so wet. Do you enjoy sucking me off that much?” He breathed.

Instead of answering him, I continued to bob my head on his heat, yet a gasp left me when his fingers invaded my depths, halting my advances as my eyes quickly found what he was doing. However, instead of seeing what he was doing, I was met with him pushing my head down towards his stiff member.

“Oi… Don’t stop.” He licked his lips, breathing unsteadily.

Unable to refuse him, I took him back into my mouth, making him moan because of it. Though with the way his fingers were stroking my insides, I could barely keep it up as it warmed my core, wishing for him to go even deeper. Yet the moment my taste buds savored something salty, I knew he was close, allowing me to focus on his tip, while I stroked his base when he tugged his digits out of me. Bringing them to his lips, he lapped them before leaning to the side, and before I knew it, we were both lying on the bed.

Huh? Wait, this position is—

There, he took off my pants and undies in one tug, while the sneaky familiar wrapped his body around my legs and held them apart for his other half. A second later, a whine left me when I drew away from his heat, feeling a bite on my inner thigh, which let a fire within me again, causing every brush to make me quiver.

Licking the blood off, Loki chuckled, noticing me tremble from his slightest touch before biting my thigh again.

“Loki,” I breathed, barely able to keep up with what he was doing.

“Gods… You taste so fucking good. Don’t stop, make me cum, Vivi, I’m so close.” His breathing hitched as I couldn’t help but trust the vampire who had lovingly held me for months.

Shifting back onto what I was doing, he quickly buried his face between my legs, as his tongue lapped my sensitive bell, while his fingers left me feeling silly from how they caressed my inner walls. Swapping between biting my thighs and licking my intimate lips, I quickly plunged into the waves of pleasure, while keeping his smoldering heat in my mouth. A wetness started to drip down between my legs; if it were blood, saliva, or something else, I wouldn’t know, yet everything this vampire did was ecstasy-inducing. It wasn’t long until mewls escaped my busy mouth, until the hand he used to keep my head within his grip pushed me into his groin, while his hips bucked in search of pleasure.

Before I knew it, it felt like he was showering my mouth and vulva with affection in one go, robbing me of most of my senses. Tears welled at the corners of my eyes; I was not used to it being this rough, and the gag reflex was almost overwhelming my novice body, yet I didn’t hate it, especially when his voice was ravenously echoing through the space. Yet, air was hard to come by, which was something Loki was blissfully unaware of as he was in a frenzy.

I had never seen him this rough with me, but I guessed the reincarnated god of emotions was being overwhelmed by his own feelings, which was rather cute, well, if I had not been almost choking on his heat. Eli, who had a cooler head than his other half, seemed a bit concerned about me. Luckily, a few moments later, he exploded in my throat, as I also found mine trembling in his grip, as my entire mind went white. The following moment, I found myself coughing desperately for air while saliva and his seed dripped into the bed from my lips.

Loki had finally snapped out, noticing what he had done, as he cupped my cheeks in his hands, assessing me.

“Oh, god. Vivi, I’m so sorry. I… I lost it a bit.” He winced while I struggled to fill my lungs as his hands shone a gentle blue light.

I was not nervous or anything, but it helped soothe me.

“You were so rough,” I voiced, though it was hoarse.

In response, Loki bit his lip before wiping my face with the sheets of the bed.

“I’m sorry. I don’t know what came over me.” He appeared like a pup being scolded by his master, which only caused me to roll my eyes.

Stupid… If I wanted it to stop, I would’ve bitten you.

Allowing myself to fall on the bed, I held my legs apart, offering myself fully to him.

I guess this is my loss since you made a mess of me instead of me making a mess of you.

“You don’t scare me,” I huffed, still short on air.

His eyes glowed again, though this time he gazed away as I noticed some of Eli’s pain had rubbed off on my legs, yet I was too into this to care about it too much.

“No, drink your tea first, or I fear I’ll hurt you.” He tried to hold himself back.

On his side of the bed were feathers, which I hadn’t seen the moment when his wings had sprouted from him, as I picked one up before bringing it up to my lips.

“After how gentle you were yesterday. Oh, please make a mess out of me.” I trailed my hands down to my vulva, splitting my moist lips apart for him to see.

It was mostly his saliva than the lubrication from the affection he had showered me with. However, my heart jumped when he appeared before me suddenly, eyes shimmering much like a burning star, as I felt his glans press against my entrance. Though instead of slipping it in, he rubbed it on my labia and bell, ensuring my desire for him grew even more.

“Are you sure? I can’t say I won’t lose control again.” Loki warned, holding himself back one last time.

In response, I simpered, wrapping my hands around the back of his neck. “I’m all yours,” I assured him, drawing myself to meet with his lips.

It was a moment, as I tugged away, not knowing if he wanted to taste himself.

“Sorry, I—” I wouldn’t finish that when he sealed my mouth with his.

A moment later, he slipped inside of me as Eli slid between my legs again, pulling them apart again, giving his other half better access to me. However, one of his hands held my bum as his thrusts were deep and harsh, washing pure ecstasy through my entire body, while filling me to the brim with himself. If he wanted, he could break me apart, so even though he was rough, at the same time, it was gentle, even when he tried to slam me into oblivion.

Hah… If I were another vampire, you wouldn’t have to worry about breaking me.

Those thoughts quickly melted when his kiss was too much to bear, as I quickly gave up on trying to win the fight for dominance this time.

Fine… Tonight, you’ll be the only one on top.

The moment he let my lips free, I mewled his name, while he flashed his fangs at me, thrusting deep into me. Saliva dripped down my vampire’s chin as I clasped onto his bum, triggering his wings to spread wide, allowing me to see the light gold tint in the white of his feathers’ tips. My body moved to his rhythm.

“I love you, Vivian, so fucking much,” Loki confessed, burying his face into my neck, as his voice was also loose, allowing me to hear them as my body responded more to him because of it.

His moans were music to me, leaving me grasping onto him as my life depended on it, yet I went over the moment I felt his fangs penetrate my nape. A loud mewl left me when I felt the heat of it all rush through my body again, while my entire mind whited out again, ensuring that nothing else mattered other than being in his arms. He didn’t allow me to ride my high without overstimulation, as he continued to shove himself into me while I convulsed under him, unable to help myself.

The sound of skin slapping was the only thing filling the air when he found his release, leaving my thighs trembling while he whined, still thrusting himself into me. Even though he had reached his peak, he was still going, making me reach for his face. As my fingertips touched his cheeks, he drew away from my neck, while I shivered under his eyes, which shimmered brightly.

The affection wasn’t stopping, allowing me to watch him move into me, which caused me to burn within. His venom was something, but his affection for me was even more addictive. On his lips, there was blood dripping down his chin, while I felt lightheaded, but it was nothing I couldn’t handle.

“I love you too.” I simpered, trying to fill my lungs.

Though it was hard, since his thrust never stopped, and was only made more impossible when he stole my lips along with my breath. The taste of iron filled my senses, as I relished anything that came from him, leaving me nibbling on his bottom lip when he drew away from our moment. A soft nervous chuckle left him before he suddenly spun me around, pulling my shirt up to my shoulder, where he halted in his tracks.

“Vivi, your other mark is gone.” He trailed his fingers down my back.

Instead of focusing on the lost link, I pressed my bum onto his groin, prompting him to clasp onto my hips.

“My mark is on my breast now.” I gazed back at him, smirking, triggering the same expression to rise on his lips.

Leaning into me, he suddenly cupped my left breast. “Oh, you mean this one.” He chuckled, squeezing it gently.

Eli’s tail coiled around my abdomen and back.

“Don’t be mean, give me more.” I huffed, grinding on him lightly.

“Oh, sweets, I can’t be nice tonight, especially when you’re being this naughty.” He licked his lips, holding my hips with his other hand.

Unable to take it, I pushed myself on him again, as my motion made him sigh and growl playfully at me.

“Then move,” I ordered, as he followed it thoroughly, thrusting deeply into my core while his digits played with my sensitive nipple, before a yelp left me when he squeezed it between his fingers.

“Ah! Vivi, don’t get tighter, you’ll end up milking me dry.” Loki moaned, burying himself in me.

“What if I want to?” I panted, feeling bliss rush through my entire being.

For a moment, he stayed quiet as he leaned down on me again, allowing his chest to touch my back.

“Fuck me, you’re driving me insane.” He breathed, grabbing onto my hips with both hands.

Feathers were floating around me as I gazed up to see the fake light of Night City shining through the window on the side. It wasn’t long until the sound of skin slapping against one another was what filled the night, while I lost myself in him. The only time he stopped was when Oswald messaged him about the food, which was on the way. At other times, his phone shone, but he ignored the rest. However, in a small break we took to eat, I saw those messages were from Rem, asking him to talk—something he didn’t seem keen on doing anymore.

After finally finding a cooler head, after a meal, I couldn’t help but scowl at the snake, who was now partly white.

Does Thea even have more paint?

Noticing my glare, he chuckled, “If the price of loving you is Rem angry, so be it.”

Argh! You didn’t just say that!

“She’ll be more than angry, you stupid snake!” I growled, throwing a pillow at him.

Though at that moment, I also felt some of our love juices drip down my thigh.

Ah… Crap…

My legs were already shaky, too. Flustered, I gazed at Loki, who smirked upon noticing what was trailing down my legs.

“You didn’t need to get up. I mean, I worked hard to put that in there.” He smirked, handing me the box of food.

Oi! Do you always have to be a damn tease?