Fractures of Eternity

Trembling where I stood, I couldn’t help but clasp onto my chest, waiting for judgment to pass.

“Oh, Vivian.” Loki sighed.

In the blink of an eye, he was in front of me as his arms pinned me to the door. For a moment, my breath hitched as I shifted my gaze to face him.

“If you remember—” I began, but never finished, when his lips met with mine as his hands cupped my cheeks.

Eh…? Why…? I…

Unable to help it, I grabbed onto his arms, unable to stop myself from kissing him back. If this were a trap, I would go into it willingly, but before I could get too into our moment, he drew away, grabbing me by my chin to assure I couldn’t look away from his rosy cheeks.

“I’ll never hate you, I love you.” He simpered, brushing away any tears that remained on me.

Huh? Impossible… No one ever…

“Liar,” I growled.

Another sigh left his lips as Eli coiled around my legs, causing me to fall on him, as I hadn’t noticed him. Again, the slippery snake was my chair, while he spread my legs apart for Loki, who got in between them.

“Fine… It seems you only respond or get it when I hammer it into you with my dick.” My prince grabbed onto my hips as Eli helped him off his sweats.

Like me, he had no underwear under it, too. Unable to help it, I gazed down towards his length, which was up and ready to go.

I… I don’t understand.

My reaction caused him to chuckle. “Want to touch it, love? Your hands are free to do as you please.” Loki licked his lips teasingly.

Argh! You’re just playing with me now!

I felt my eyes twitch. “You’re crazy. There is no way you want to do this to me. I’m monstrous. You know that! You saw me kill! I even tried to kill your damned aunt!” I huffed as my vampire quickly relieved my pajama pants of their duty.

Rolling his eyes, he slowly pressed himself against my entrance, as everything he had unloaded into me in the bathroom still dripped out.

“You didn’t, though. Hah… You know nothing, my love, but don’t worry, I’ll make sure to heal your heart, which I failed to do when…” Loki trailed off, slipping his tip into me.

A mewl left my lips when he pushed the rest of his length into me, triggering my legs to get jittery—something Eli remedied by tightening his grip on them.

“Are you sore? Does anything hurt?” My vampire asked, watching my reactions.

I shook my head, only feeling the heat his touch was giving me, as pain was something he rarely ever made me experience.

“Why are you doing this?” I asked, as instead of answering me right away, his lips met with mine.

His grip on my hips tightened, using them to shove himself all the way into me. Drawing away from our short kiss, he shifted his gaze towards the curtains as the lights were shining brightly under them. We had probably pulled another all-nighter, yet the stress and anxiety were the ones keeping me up, leaving my head slightly throbbing more, thanks to the crying.

“Vivian, I love you, and absolutely nothing will change that.” He assured me, gazing back at me.

In his eyes, there was no deceit, as even though he had filled me to the brim with himself, he wasn’t seeking his pleasure, but allowing me to feel his desire for me.

“But I…” I trailed off, glancing down to where we were connected.

A soft chuckle came from my prince’s lips when I did that.

Does Elias want to do this with me, too? No… this has to be a trap. I… I caused…

“Do you like what you see?” Loki teased, yet my heart was already fatigued from fighting a battle I couldn’t win.

“I do.” I gave in to him, unable to push him away anymore.

Instantly, he released my hips and gripped my chin, ensuring my eyes wouldn’t drift away from him. His cheeks were bright pink as he leaned in slightly.

“Oh, you’re being so honest. That isn’t like you, my love.” He breathed, closing the small gap as a kiss soon followed it.

Eli’s grip on my legs tightened a bit as his head rested on my shoulder.

These two are out of my understanding.

Within the lock of your lips, Loki thrust once into me, as the sudden movement caused me to tug away and grab onto his arms. He was being gentle again, much like the moments before in the bathroom. Knowing Eli had me tightly, he licked his fingers before using them to rub my swollen bean, prompting me to whine and grip onto him tighter.

All of this is surreal, yet it isn’t a dream. You really…

However, this didn’t stop my worries. Even as he sent pleasure throughout my body, my heart still ached. His words, sincere as they were, were failing to reach my heart fully.

Ah… I’m terrified of this change, of you realizing I’m not worth it.

The love between divines could be much worse than that of mortals, especially if it went sour. I couldn’t recall the names of the gods involved in the story, but they ended up being destroyed by Orenz, which was why Aster stopped doing the eternal bindings. Not all of Edna’s stories were well-documented, as some she mentioned in passing to my father; yet, the Amor Aeternum was something divines tried to avoid.

A soft moan left Loki’s lips as his thrust kept up his gentle rhythm. Drawing away from our kiss, I couldn’t help but much that I pressed my forehead against his chest. Eli was holding up my PJs, allowing me to see Loki’s movements clearly. So, when he pulled his hand away from my vulva, it gave me a full view of him making love to me—an image burned into my mind. With each pull and push, our union became slipperier, allowing him to glide effortlessly into my core, leaving me entranced by it.

“You’re so tight, Vivi. Look at me, make love to you more.” He panted, picking up his pace a bit.

The tone of his voice caused me to gaze up at his face, which was full of affection. I couldn’t let it beat me. This could all have been a trap, and if it weren’t, then I would test it. However, my strength to fight was draining. Using all my body weight, I pushed myself on him, prompting him to clasp my bum as I was no longer using Eli to sit on. Though the snake was quick to support Loki’s stance, so we wouldn’t tumble onto the floor.

Oh… Are you jealous, too?

“Hey, that’s dangerous,” Loki huffed, holding me tightly.

I couldn’t help but giggle at his concerns.

“Not as hazardous as screwing the being that destroyed your life more than once.” I coiled my hands in his hair, pulling on it.

He winced in discomfort, though he didn’t want it; all he needed to do was use his force, too.

“Vivian.” He sighed.

I shook my head. “No more! Stop trying to distract me! If you remember… Why are you doing this? Why aren’t you binding me to you?!” I growled, even though we were still deeply connected.

“Hah… Look, I can’t remember all of it. It comes in bits and pieces at most… and some make little sense to me.” He sighed, prompting me to scowl at him.

A second later, I was on the bed with him as he caged me under him, prompting me to grip onto his hair as he thrust into me again. Eli was gone from my view.

Is this it?

“Am I a delicate piece of meat for you?” I huffed, trying to keep my voice.

In response, he bit his bottom lip and gazed up as the slippery snake was there, who took the opportunity to coil around my arms, though he didn’t yank them off Loki’s hair.

“You’re more than that.” My vampire breathed, not stopping his movements.

“Liar… You’re a—” I couldn’t finish, when his lips crashed with mine again.

The sudden kiss caused my grip on his hair to loosen, and the next moment, they were on the bed, intertwined with Loki’s. Eli had taken the opportunity to coil around all my limbs, allowing him to keep my legs in place, while his other half moved more freely. Before I knew it, bliss filled my body, triggering me to tremble in his grasp while his tongue left me voiceless and senseless. In those moments of heavenly pleasure, he exploded within me too, as he didn’t stop his thrusts, which pressed into my womb, giving a path to his seed to go deeper within me.

While I convulsed in his grasp, he pulled away from my lips, leaving behind a trail of saliva that connected us.

“Hah… Fuck, Vivi, I only remember a few bits. Like when I found you in a chamber, and when I picked you up, thinking you were a powerful book, used by this ass of a god, whose name I can’t remember well.” He panted, holding onto my hands tightly.

His movements continued as I rode my high with them, before his tongue lapped my lips, breaking away the small link between us. Although my PJs separated our chests, I could feel his hot skin rubbing against the cloth. This vampire wasn’t done with me, even though I felt like I already was in the clouds and beyond.