Fractures of Eternity

No matter how much time passed, I couldn’t forget what I saw, which tormented me. Loki had the same hair as the boy I recalled, and his eyes would be the same, too, if it weren’t for the purple ring surrounding his iris. The curls were entirely his, though, as the boy didn’t have long hair like he did. Even as I rode him violently, he never told me to stop, as he focused on caressing my breasts with his hands before using his mouth to suck on them, until he left them tender to any touch.

All I wanted was a release that would wipe my mind, ensuring that every other desire came secondary, yet nothing I did could erase Elias’s face from my mind.

Why were you so sad when you looked at me? Did you actually hear me or feel me? Ah… I can’t…

After making out with the vampire for so long, I had lost track of the time. However, Rem came close to midnight before I made a mess of my willing lover.

“Vivi, wait.” Loki huffed, separating himself from my chest.

“No… No waiting! I want more!” I huffed, ignoring his plea, yet I couldn’t win against a vampire’s strength as he clasped down on my hips before slamming me to a halt.

Holding me there, I could feel his heat twitch inside of me as a loud moan came from his lips. The eruption that followed was so different from the others, filling me up in such a way that it was splattering on the bed, prompting me to reach down to my lower abdomen, which felt full of him. Loki huffed, heavily, cheeks redder than before.

Did you… just…

The stimulation made me reach my peak, leaving me trembling in his grip. However, no matter how many times I washed my mind clean, Elias’s face couldn’t be erased from it. Even though we were both out of breath, I moved again the moment his hold loosened, prompting everything he had poured into me to slide out as his length pushed any residue out. It didn’t matter that we had made a mess on the bed.

“Vivian, wait, I’m super sensitive, I think I just squirted in you.” Loki groaned in a hoarse voice, as his wings had been out for a while, prompting me to coil my hands around his hair tightly.

“Hush… Give me more,” I breathed, stealing his lips the moment he gazed up at me.

He shivered when my tongue invaded his, pushing it aside while I felt nothing more like a vixen, searching for pleasure, yet that would all change in an instant when the door flew open.

Eh?

Eli’s wings spread wide, covering us when Oswald walked in with a package in his hand. Instantly, Loki drew away from our kiss, forming a string of saliva that connected us, while I froze in place.

“Fuck,” He muttered, close to my lips.

In my frenzy, I had never thought of Oswald coming in.

Especially tonight. Is it even night anymore?

The absence of sunlight in Night City only added to my confusion, as I couldn’t tell what time it was anymore. In my relentless attack for the boy under me, I didn’t once stop to check the brighter lights coming through the curtains by the window. Loki and I had fucked throughout the entire night without stopping, leaving my body exhausted and partly numb, but it didn’t quell my desire to forget.

“Oh, shit!” Oswald cursed, taking a step back before dropping the box he had in his hands onto the floor.

The blanket we usually used to cover ourselves was under us, much like the rest of my mess. I wasn’t sure if my mark was visible to the other twin, as Eli was using his body to cover me. However, Loki’s hesitation to move alerted me that any movement would reveal my back to his brother, and my mark was shining in all its glory.

Biting his lip, he cut off the string that connected us before he reached for my hair and gently tucked it behind my ear, prompting my entire body to shiver on him. His expression told me all I needed to know, as I was probably tighter than I had ever been. It almost appeared painful for him, especially given his sensitivity, yet he didn’t yank me away.

“Leave,” He ordered bluntly.

Oswald pushed the box in with his foot. “Yeah, this is the last time I do you any favor.” He sighed, closing the door behind him.

The moment the twin left, Loki kissed me, and I had no idea what appearance I was wearing, but a second later, I found myself on the bed.

“Relax,” Eli whispered near my ear.

Loki didn’t let me respond, as he thrust himself deep into me before letting my lips free, and a sharp mewl escaped me.

“Fuck… Oz didn’t see it. Relax or else you’re going to suck me dry.” Loki huffed before moaning in my ear.

His thrust got rougher instead of slowing down, as he wouldn’t stop until I reached my release again.

“Loki!” I cried, unable to hold my sanity, which was slipping.

Even though we had been caught yet again, I couldn’t think straight. Not while he was shoving himself into me so violently, leaving me feeling as if he was trying to wash my mind like I had been doing before. It wasn’t long before we both reached our release again, when a loud mewl left me while my legs quivered in his grip, ensuring my entire body convulsed under him. When my world slowly rebuilt itself, I reached for his face while he panted for air.

At this point, I noticed Eli had left us, leaving this vampire’s hot skin on mine.

Licking my lips, he simpered. “I never knew you were so passionate about me. You loved me the entire night.”

“I…” I mumbled, shivering at any slight movement he made.

Gazing beside us, Eli brought up a box, probably expecting me to get rowdy, but I didn’t. Instead, I followed his glance, while my body screamed for sleep, yet I didn’t want to.

If my dreams are plagued by what I saw, I would rather…

“Don’t think all this fucking has made me forget anything, Vivi.” Loki huffed, pulling away from me and taking all the warmth away, leaving me whimpering because of it.

“I don’t know what you mean.” I voiced, turning slightly to the side where the box was by the table.

“Hah… Oi… should I fuck your brains out a bit more?” My vampire’s frown triggered a giggle from me.

“Hm… I think you failed. I’m still up.” I breathed.

He winced, shaking his head. “About that… Fuck… I don’t know if pulling an all-nighter was a good idea, sweets, today out of all days.”

“Hm… I thought vampires could go days without sleep.” I hummed.

He growled, triggering Eli to chuckle, tightening his body around mine, leaving me feeling like he was hugging me.

“Oi, not this one. This one likes his sleep.” Loki hissed back.

I simpered at him. “I know this one likes to sleep.”

Instantly, his cheeks turned rosy while I pressed my hands on his thigh. My touch triggered his gaze to come towards me again. We had to be ready for the ball in the afternoon, which meant he could sleep if it were needed, but there was something else on my mind.

More than just Oswald walking in. If the coven attacks tonight, which is high since all of Rem’s kids are here now. If this happens…

“Are you filled with enough blood for tonight?” I asked, locking eyes with him.

My breath still escaped me when he caught on to what I meant.

“You think they’ll…” Loki trailed off, biting his lips.

I nodded. “Yes, so are you full?”

He shook his head slightly, avoiding my gaze.

“Yeah, I am.” He fibbed.

Stupid vampire. You still think your magic is too volatile… But…

This probably stemmed from the moment he had that accident with his sibling.

Thea… We’ll also see her tonight.

“Okay, well, drink more,” I announced, sitting up slightly.

His eyes twitched, not liking where I was going. Eli slithered on my lap, snickering at the prince’s unsaid thoughts.

“I-If I do, you’ll be lightheaded, and y-you haven’t even eaten since last night.” Loki huffed.

Hah… Silly, all I will feel is the warmth of your venom coursing through me and the pleasure of our teeth sinking into me. Such a dummy…

All of that had become something to look forward to, even when he tried to limit it since he refused to use his power on me to replenish every cell he took for himself. Draining a bit too much blood could leave me anemic, but I was far from that point.

I’m not as brittle as you made me be, especially with my cycle gone. I can handle you.

“I’ll be fine,” I assured, exposing my neck to him. “Come.”

It was better if he drank earlier than later, since his venom still affected me, even though I had gotten to the point where I could keep a calm mind if he fucked me a couple of times. I needed my wits about me the entire time, but I also wanted him to be safe. For a moment, he sighed, leaning over to me and pressing his lips against my nape. His tongue lapped my skin, making me shiver, yet instead of sinking his teeth into me, he drew away.

“Actually, I won’t unless you tell me about Tania. Why did you avoid her?” Loki whispered in my ear, cupping one of my breasts in his palm.

Crap! When did you become this sly?!

“Perverted, foolish vampire! Why would that matter?!” I challenged.

“Anything about you matters to me, Vivi. So, if you want my bite, you’ll have to tell me.” He sighed, nibbling my ear with his lips.

Shivers ran down my spine in response to his fondling of my breast.

“Argh! Fine! I hate her. I want to erase her from existence. That’s all you need to know.” I growled at him.

The lack of sleep didn’t help my cause, either.

“Not enough. Don’t you want me to feed on you?” He murmured, trailing one hand down to my vulva.

Eh?! When did you stop being a vampire and become an incubus?!

The moment his fingers touched my bell, I stiffened up as he rubbed it lightly before quickly dipping his fingers into my depths. His fluid still flowed out of me, making it easy for him to slip three of his members into me at once.

“Ah! No! This isn’t fair!” I grumbled, feeling surges of pleasure radiate through my core again.

“Tell me.” He whispered, brushing his lips against my cheek.

“Argh! S-She was the reason s-someone I cared about d-died.” I mewled, giving in to his touch as my hips bucked slightly into his hand.

Even after all we did, he knew exactly how to touch me to get me going again. I hadn’t drunk the rose tea today, which meant my scent was almost too much for him, too, especially when I was offering myself like this. The next moment, I felt my vampire’s fangs go into me, prompting a whine to leave me as I clung to his arms tightly. Sucking on my skin, Eli wrapped around my legs before spreading them apart to allow his other half better access as his fingers kept sending bliss through my entire body.

“Loki!” I cried his name, feeling a bit lightheaded as the fire his venom set within me.

Noticing it, he separated from my neck, pushing me against the bed. A second later, his heat was inside of me again, spreading me apart for him.

“Fuck! Vivian, I can’t control myself.” My prince moaned, thrusting himself into me at a fast pace.

“Yes! Lose it with me!” I mewled, reaching for him.

My mind was never on mine when he bit me, yet this time I desired him more than I realized. Our hands met, only for him to yank them behind me, as it lifted me from the bed, while he shoved himself into me repeatedly. A moment later, both my arms were behind me as Eli bound them together. While Loki held my hips tenderly, ensuring all that held me up were my knees, as he rammed me from behind. It was almost as if the blood rejuvenated him back to full capacity, while my numb body responded to him.

However, tears soon trailed down my cheeks, as the venom had a second effect on me, prompting me to lose myself within the memory, which became more vivid than before.

Everything about Elias was the same as Loki’s.

That boy… is you, isn’t it? That’s why I’m afraid to sleep. Because I… will see how I killed you once before!

My hair covered my face, hiding my tears, while my voice only responded to the pleasure.

Elias… Elias… Eli… Loki… No… I can’t lose them.

Suddenly, everything turned white, and I lost my awareness.