Fractures of Eternity

A soft sigh left Loki’s lips as he kneeled in front of me before grabbing my hands into his.

Eh?! You know I’m a monster! So why are you treating me like this?

“Vivi, you didn’t force me into anything. Your blood is the best thing I’ve ever had, but it didn’t make me want to hold you. If anything, it made me want to drain you of it—something I would never allow myself to do, especially to you.” He declared, emphasizing the last part.

Crap… Crap! You know!

Instead of letting me say anything, he tugged my hands up to his lips.

“I held you because I wanted to, and I kept doing it because you were adorable under me.” He smirked as I shook my head, tugging my hands away.

When did… Ah… When you held me from behind… When I left myself open to you while under you. So… What are you planning? I can’t fall… for…

“Impossible, I’m not worth it.” I scowled at him as there was no need for politeness anymore.

There was no need for politeness anymore.

“To me, you’re worth it, sweets,” Loki assured me, unfazed by my hostility.

Huh?! What?! Surely, you’re playing me, right? Right? There’s no way you’d be like this if…

The marks that were on his body surely didn’t come from me being under him like a rag doll. There was no doubt in my mind that he knew who I was, especially since I marked him as mine, mostly near his mark.

Hah… I’m insane. Why did I mark you like that when you aren’t mine to do that with?

“You know what I am, don’t you?” I stopped, going around the bush.

Loki wasn’t as stupid as he pretended to be. He, in many ways, was sharper than Oz himself. I learned that from the way he caught me in my words, as well as how he could perceive how genuine my emotions were.

Upon hearing my words, the vampire’s eyes narrowed before nodding, prompting my heart to sting.

“What you did back at the shopping plaza was utterly reckless. I hope you know that.” He huffed.

“Stop tiptoeing around me, if you know then—” That thought wouldn’t be finished when he suddenly interrupted me by crashing his lips onto mine.

Stunned by the affection, he picked me up into his arms before finding myself pinned against the wall and him between my legs. The covers I clung to slipped onto the floor when I gripped him for support. A small, gentle smile rose on his lips, pulling away from the light kiss he used to silence me.

Tilting his head to the side softly, he brought his lips to the side of my ear while my hands rested on his chest, creating a small space between us. The vampire’s speed was too much. Thankfully, this one was harmless to me.

“This isn’t the place to talk about this, Vivi. So, let’s shower and get dressed so we can go elsewhere to speak. Hm?” Loki whispered, shifting his gaze towards the bath.

I closed my eyes, trying to brace for the heartbreak that was going to come my way.

You know… You know… Hah… I thought… I hoped… No, this is the best way. I need to stop thinking with my heart and start using my brain. Hah… I’m such a disgrace.

“I have to report to Gerta.” I tried to escape this moment, shifting my gaze towards the side.

That silly thought quickly shattered when I felt Loki grind his clothed shape into my slits, causing me to whimper lightly at his touch. Eli slithered behind him, tugging on the underwear as I gazed towards my captor, locking against his mesmerizing blue eyes before his tip slipped into my depths.

A sharp yelp left me, as this was the first time I felt him fill me with a sound mind.

Huh? Why?

Licking my lips, he thrust himself into me while I clung to him, unable to read into his actions. The feeling he left in me was almost addictive, leaving me wishing he’d do more.

No! I can’t! This… is torture! Don’t give me more of what I’ll never have?! Ah… is this revenge? It has to be.

“Fuck, it feels so good to put it in you raw.” He murmured into my ear as I gripped onto his shoulders for better support.

“W-Why—” I could barely form words as his swift movements lit within me the same fire as before.

Even though we had done it so much the previous day, his venom was still within my system. However, even without it, I would’ve happily held my legs apart for him.

Ah… I’m…

“Listen, Emma and Zoe already told her you were injured during the attack. Everyone’s having the day off and helping rebuild the city.” Loki whispered, keeping up his movements as his voice turned husky.

“Loki, wait, I—” I tried to get my head straight, yet instead of allowing me to, he stuck his thumb in my mouth, preventing me from finishing that thought.

“Hush… You’re still so tight on me, even though we did it so much yesterday. I thought you’d remember my shape by now.” He breathed, leaving me at his mercy.

All the will I had to fight him quickly melted. However, before I could entirely fall for his trap, he darted us onto the filled bathtub where he lowered me onto one of the side edges.

My mind snapped back into reality, rather than drifting into the fantasy I wished to have. Still connected, I reached down towards our union while he gripped onto my waist. A second later, I quickly withdrew my approach when he slammed into me, taking me to the stars and beyond.

His movements were swift and precise as he had learned everything that made me tick the night before. All while I tried to hold onto my voice to keep it from leaking to his tune.

“You were more honest yesterday, Vivi.” Loki teased in a husky voice, noticing my efforts to stay strong.

“Maybe you were better before,” I growled, only for him to slam himself into me.

The suddenness of his motion caused me to squeal before he suddenly pulled out of me, leaving me trembling where I was.

“Hah, I’m pretty sure I’m getting better as I go.” He huffed, turning me over so my back faced him.

My bum hung off the edge of the tub and above, while my knees were submerged within the water. His fingers traced down my marking on my back, making me shudder as he let out a small chuckle.

“I always imagined you being something scary. Not a fragile girl and crumbles within my grasp.” Loki mumbled under his breath, loud enough for me to hear.

I couldn’t identify any hate or anger in the tone of his voice. His assessment of me triggered me to gaze back at him, only to feel him in me once again soon after. Ripples of pleasure hit me as the sudden fill of my depths left me whining.

Unable to take it, I bit my hand, trying to keep my voice down, which was too embarrassing to hear. However, they couldn’t be compared to the noises I made while under Loki the previous day.

Utter disgrace. A mortal boy is taming a divine like me.

The vampire’s touch was making me hotter each time he plunged into me as the deeper he went, the more I sucked him in, too. Low groans left Loki’s lips before he noticed my muffled noises, prompting him to tug away my barrier.

“Stop, you’ll hurt yourself.” He huffed, replacing my hand with his lips.

His tongue muffled both our voices as I couldn’t help but search for more of his warmth. My hips bucked back into him as his spongy muscle tangoed with mine. Saliva dripped down my chin when he drew away from our passionate kiss, pulling both of my arms to my back.

Feeling him fill me to the brim, I couldn’t hold on to my voice any longer. However, the moment a loud mewl left my lips when he went a bit too deep, I bit my lip.

“Fuck!” He cursed, flipping me over as I had broken the skin without realizing it.

Pressing his body against mine, he quickly lapped my lips as I welcomed his tongue with mine. Even though he did it in search of the blood flowing from my lips, I couldn’t help but want to kiss him back. The taste of iron was quickly forgotten when my body reached bliss, convulsing under him while his movements got shorter and sloppier.

However, the kiss didn’t stop as it wasn’t long until a sharp groan left his lips while they were on mine. With it, a throb rushed through me when I felt an explosion within me as our connection deepened. My voice was almost unrecognizable, while his heat twitched within me, filling me with his seed.

Drawing away from my lips, he gazed down at the mess he had made as we panted for air desperately. There wasn’t enough to fill my lungs.

“Hah… Crap… You made me lose control, Vivi.” Loki breathed, sliding with me onto the water below.

Instead of caring for what he meant, I tried to catch my breath, lying against his chest. My body felt warm as waves of pleasure kept rippling through me, as I had never felt satisfaction like that before. When his swollen member slid out of me, I could barely understand what was happening.

I tried to get away from the sensation his body left on mine by gliding in the water to one corner of the tub. The beautiful, scented, warm water soothed my aching body, though.

A soft sigh left Loki’s lips, watching me from where he sat. “I cleaned you up last night. So, this is to refresh ourselves before we go out.”

His expression was gentle, even though he knew what I was, and I could barely face him anymore when I gazed away from him.

Would you do that with someone you hate? Why... are you so gentle with me?

“Why did you do that? Knowing what I am.” I grumbled, still feeling tingly over what we did.

My body craved more, as did my heart.

“Eh? I told you what I was going to do to jog your memory, and who says I didn’t know before it even started?” Loki smirked, pointing towards the mirror tiles in the room.

Ah… from the moment you took off my dress, you knew.

“You weren’t paying attention to your surroundings, Vivi. Not that I let on either way. It didn’t change the fact that I had to help you.” He noted, picking up his hair into a ponytail.

Hah… What a joke. You had to help me? No… You didn’t. You could’ve left me to suffer if you wanted! You did it with many other girls! Why not me?!

Eli slid into the water with us before I felt him come behind my back. His skin was so comforting against mine, which made me relax into him instead of jolting away.

There’s no escape.

“Then, why?” I asked, gazing towards Eli, who flicked his tongue near my neck, prompting me to shiver.

You… aren’t attacking me either, even though I’m probably the cause of you being within the soul cairn. Then again… you don’t have your memories either.

“Because I wanted to do it. Vivian, I couldn’t let you suffer after you tried to save me while sacrificing yourself like that. Why would you do something so stupid?” Loki huffed, studying every one of my reactions.

His words caused a squeezing sensation to rise on my chest.

I… can’t say why I did that. But if I do… Would you believe me?