Chapter 91: 91: THE CHOICE CAN WAIT
The silence inside William's room felt incredibly heavy, and every time the clock on the wall ticked, it seemed to echo the rhythmic throbbing in his injured ankle. He lay flat on his back, staring at the white ceiling, but his mind was far from peaceful because the thoughts swirling in his head were not helping his body heal.
He knew from his training that mental stress could actually slow down the recovery process, yet he couldn't stop thinking about the massive decisions that were waiting for him in the near future.
He desperately needed to be fit for the next match because the team was counting on his vision and his passing, but the pain in his leg felt like a constant reminder of how fragile his dreams really were.
The more he worried about the league table and the questions Fernandes had asked, the more his ankle seemed to pulse with a sharp, stinging heat that made him wince.
Feeling a sudden wave of loneliness and uncertainty, William reached for his phone on the nightstand, hoping to hear a voice that always brought him comfort.
He decided to call his father, Mr. Gill, to seek some advice about the confusing situation with Chelsea and Blackpool because his father had always been his primary guide in life. He listened to the long, steady ringing of the phone, his heart beating a little faster with every second that passed without an answer.
Unfortunately, the call eventually went to voicemail, leaving William staring at the screen with a look of disappointment on his face. He tried to tell himself that his father was probably just busy at work and didn't want to be distracted by a phone call during a shift, but a small seed of worry began to grow in his mind nonetheless.
As he set the phone back down, he realized that he had been feeling a bit uneasy about his father for a while now, though he hadn't wanted to admit it. In the past, Mr. Gill would send him long text messages every single day, filled with encouragement and reminders not to relent in his pursuit of greatness.
Lately, however, those messages had become much shorter and far less frequent, and William couldn't help but wonder if something was wrong back at home. He tried to push the negative thoughts away by concluding that his father was simply overwhelmed with his own responsibilities, but the silence from his family made the room feel even colder than before.
He hoped that his father would see the missed call and return it soon, because he really needed a bit of fatherly wisdom to help him navigate the storm in his heart.
Since he couldn't solve his mental problems through a phone call, William decided that he needed to at least take care of the physical pain that was keeping him grounded.
He remembered the time before his first trial with Blackpool when he had been struggling with a minor injury, and Fernandes had given him a specialized massage that had worked wonders. The captain had a way of treating muscles and joints that felt almost professional, and William hoped that he might be willing to help him one more time.
He stood up slowly, gritting his teeth as he put a tiny bit of weight on his left foot, and he began the slow, painful journey toward the captain's apartment. He had to lean against the wall for support, moving inch by inch through the hallway, but the hope of finding some relief kept him moving forward.
When he finally reached Fernandes' door, he took a moment to compose himself and wipe the sweat from his forehead before knocking gently on the wood.
The door opened a few seconds later, and Fernandes stood there with a friendly smile, looking relaxed in a simple t-shirt and shorts. William quickly explained the reason for his visit, telling the captain how much his ankle was still hurting and how he remembered the help he had received during the trial period.
Gernandes didn't hesitate for even a second, and he gestured for William to come inside, his expression full of the paternal kindness that made him such a great leader.
"Don't even worry about it, William. Come sit down and let's see if we can get you back on your feet," Fernandes said as he cleared some space on the sofa for the young player.
Fernandes began the treatment by carefully elevating William's leg on a cushion, and then he started to work on the swollen area with steady, practiced movements. He rubbed a cooling medicinal cream into the skin, using his thumbs to find the knots of tension that were causing the most discomfort.
He then moved on to a technique where he gently dragged his hands along the muscles of the calf and the foot, helping to move the fluid away from the injury and reduce the inflammation.
Finally, he wrapped a fresh ice pack around the ankle, securing it with a soft bandage to ensure the cold could penetrate deep into the joint. Almost immediately,
William felt a wave of relief wash over his entire body, and the sharp, electric jolts of pain began to fade into a much more manageable, dull throb.
As they sat there in the quiet of the apartment, the physical relief seemed to open the door for William to speak about what was truly bothering him. He looked at Fernandes and confessed that he was still incredibly confused about his future, and the weight of the choice was starting to feel like a burden.
He explained that part of him still burned with the desire to play for Chelsea because it had been his home for so long, but another part of him had fallen completely in love with Blackpool. He loved the fans, the intensity of the matches, and the way the team felt like a real family where he was actually needed. He felt like he was being pulled in two different directions, and the fear of making the wrong decision was making him lose sleep.
Fernandes stopped what he was doing and looked William directly in the eyes, his expression calm and full of understanding. He told William that he shouldn't bother himself so much with these heavy thoughts right now because there was still a lot of football left to be played.
He explained that the reason he had asked the question in the car the night before wasn't to pressure him, but simply to prepare him for the conversation when it eventually arrived.
"I didn't want the situation to catch you by surprise at the end of the season," Fernandes said softly, his voice echoing through the room.
'But you have to remember that you are still a young boy with a long career ahead of you, and you don't have to have all the answers today."
The captain then offered some very practical advice that seemed to lift the remaining clouds from William's mind. He told him that the best thing he could do for himself, and for his future, was to put all of his energy into the remaining matches of the season.
If he focused on playing his best and helping Blackpool achieve promotion, then the right path would eventually become clear on its own.
He reminded William that a lot of things could change in the next few weeks, and there was no point in stressing over a decision that couldn't be made until the final whistle had blown.
"Concentrate on your recovery and your game, William. Once the season has ended and we see where we stand, then you can sit down with your family and make the choice that feels right in your soul," Fernandes advised.
William felt a profound sense of gratitude for the captain's words, and he realized that he had been trying to solve a problem that wasn't even ready to be solved yet, he thought he could settle it now and decide, but now he understood that he needed to calm down.
He wanted to tell Fernandes about the discussion with Reed in his room, but he kept quiet because he doesn't want Fernandes to look at Reed as a bad person or someone against the team.
The massage had fixed his body, but Fernandes' wisdom had fixed his perspective, allowing him to breathe properly for the first time in hours. He thanked the captain for his help and his kindness, feeling a renewed sense of purpose as he prepared to head back to his own room.
As he limped away, he felt much lighter than he had when he arrived, and he knew that as long as he focused on the present moment, he would be able to handle whatever the future held.
The road to the Premier League was still long and difficult, but with teammates like Fernandes and a clearer mind, William felt ready to face the challenge head-on.
