Chapter 177
Kate’s Point of View
After showering, I put on a pair of shorts and a black sleeping gown. I brushed my teeth with one of the new toothbrushes I found in the closet and headed back to the room. Ethan and Nathan were already waiting when I arrived. They had on only a pair of shorts, leaving their chest bare for me to see how muscular they were.
I looked up at their faces to see they were smirking. I was sure I was as red as a tomato. They had caught me checking them out.
"You like what you see, Love?" Nathan asked
"Um, no, I mean, yes, I um..." Nathan chuckled
"Quit teasing her brother. It’s okay, Princess. You can look. There is no reason for you to be embarrassed. We are yours to look at," Ethan said
"I agree," Nathan added.
They were looking at me, and now I was nervous for another reason. We were all in the same room. They said that I could sleep alone, but did they really mean it? Were they planning on staying in the same room with me? What did they expect from me? I was a virgin and wasn’t planning on losing my virginity. Not until I was ready.
Nathan started walking my way, and that made me walk backwards.
"Um, aren’t we sleeping in separate rooms?" I asked
"Sure, we can do that if you really want to, but I don’t think you will get much sleep that way. I think it would be best for us to sleep together," Nathan said
"Huh," I gasped out. My back just hit the wall, and now Nathan was very close to me.
"What do you think about that?" Nathan asked
"Stop it, Nathan. You are making her nervous. Princess, what he means is that it would be best for us to sleep in the same bed so that we can get some sleep. We haven’t gotten any since the last time we saw you. I am sure you haven’t gotten much sleep either," Ethan said
"You just plan on sleeping, right? Nothing else?" I asked
"Yes, we will just sleep," Ethan said
"Okay, then. " That seems okay," I replied, and a smile went to Ethan’s face.
"Great! Um, I will be back in a minute. I have to go talk to some of the warriors. Nathan, you stay with Kate and make sure she is comfortable," Ethan said
"I will, brother," Nathan said as he stared into my eyes.
"Are you okay, Love? You looked very nervous," Nathan asked once Ethan was gone.
"I am fine," I gasped out. My back was still against the wall, and he was so close that our bodies were touching. Nathan lifted his hand and touched my cheek. That caused pleasurable sparks to go through my body.
"Are you sure? You seem to be shaking," Nathan said
"Yes," I said. We were just looking into each other’s eyes, but I could feel my wolf wanting me to do something. I wanted to do something. I don’t know what came over me. I suddenly connected my lips to his. He stilled for a moment, but then he started kissing me back. The kiss quickly turned heated as I wrapped my legs around his waist. He held onto me and walked me over to the giant bed.
I was lying on the bed, and his body was on top of mine. He stopped kissing my lips and started sucking my neck, causing me to moan.
"Nathan," I gasped out. Suddenly, he removed his lips and got off my body. I just looked at him. I wondered if I did something wrong. Maybe I wasn’t a good kisser. He must have noticed my worry.
"Whatever you are thinking, please stop. I wanted to keep going," Nathan said
"Then why did you get up like that?" I asked
"Because I knew I needed to stop. If I didn’t, I wouldn’t be able to control myself. Ethan and I are going to wait until you fully accept us. Also, you are only seventeen right now. We will not touch you at all until you are at least eighteen. It wouldn’t be right," Nathan said.
I was shocked. They were different than I thought they would be. They were putting my needs first even though I was sure it was hurting them to wait for me. Honestly, at that moment I would have let Nathan do anything to me, but he stayed in control. He wasn’t as bad as I thought he was.
"You should lie down and get some sleep. It is getting late. " I am going to go and check on Ethan," Nathan said
"Okay," I replied, and he walked over to me and kissed me on the top of my head before leaving the room.
I lay in bed just thinking about what had happened. I couldn’t fall asleep. One reason was that I was deep in thought. The next was because I felt like a piece of me was missing. Well, two pieces were missing.
About an hour later, the door opened. Ethan and Nathan walked inside. After a moment, they got into bed on either side of me. I had my eyes closed, acting as if I was asleep. They both moved close to me.
"Get some sleep, Princess," Ethan said, and it didn’t take long for me to fall asleep.