Chapter 245: The Pause Before an Answer
Haley froze with her hand still on the door handle.
Not because the question was dramatic.
Because it wasn't.
That was the problem.
It sounded normal.
Comfortably, dangerously normal.
The kind of question that belonged to routines.
Relationships.
People who still existed in each other's daily lives.
And for a second, Haley just stared at him like she didn't know what to do with how badly part of her wanted to say yes immediately.
Then she looked away first.
"You're assuming there's a return trip."
Gael leaned back slightly in his seat, trying not to push too hard.
"I'm hoping."
Haley exhaled quietly through her nose.
God.
A month ago she would've melted at that tone instantly.
Now everything felt slower.
More careful.
Still—
the warmth spread through her chest anyway.
Annoying.
Then she glanced at the dashboard clock like it might save her from answering.
"You don't have to."
"I know."
Again with the calm acceptance.
No pressure.
No guilt.
That somehow made refusing harder.
Then Haley narrowed her eyes slightly.
"You planned that answer."
"No."
"You definitely did."
A faint smile tugged at his mouth.
Haley hated how relieved she felt seeing it again.
Then silence stretched between them while people crossed the parking lot outside.
Ordinary morning.
Ordinary life.
Meanwhile her heart was beating too fast over a ride home.
Pathetic.
Then quietly:
"What if this gets confusing again?"
The question came out smaller than she intended.
More honest too.
Gael's expression softened immediately.
"Then we deal with it honestly this time."
Something about that answer settled into her more deeply than she expected.
Not promises.
Not certainty.
Just willingness.
Then Haley looked down briefly at her hands.
Because the truth was—
she already knew she wasn't ready to let him disappear again.
No matter how angry she still was.
Then she laughed softly under her breath.
"I cannot believe I'm considering this."
"You are considering it though."
"That confidence is very temporary."
But she didn't deny it.
Then finally she looked back at him fully.
"My shift ends at six."
Relief flickered across his face before he could fully hide it.
Tiny reaction.
Still enough for Haley to notice.
And strangely—
seeing how much the answer mattered to him made her chest ache in a softer way than before.
Then she pointed at him lightly.
"This is not forgiveness."
"I know."
"And if you disappoint me during pickup, I reserve the right to disappear dramatically."
"That sounds fair."
Haley shook her head faintly, fighting another smile.
Then finally she opened the car door.
But before stepping out, she paused again and looked back over her shoulder.
The morning light caught softly across her face now, less guarded than when she opened the front door earlier.
Still hurt.
Still uncertain.
But no longer closed off completely.
Then quietly:
"You really looked terrified on my porch."
Gael laughed softly once.
"I was."
That answer lingered between them.
And for the first time since everything fell apart—
Haley let herself enjoy knowing she still had that effect on him.
