Chapter 334: the call
Kim’s pov
The next two days passed by in a blur. I was a mess, but only behind closed doors. In public, I was the same bubbly and cool Kim. But once I get alone, I sometimes end up crying myself to sleep. That only happened once but it left me feeling extremely disgusted with myself.
It made me feel extremely weak and made me glad in a way that this thing with Roy and myself didn’t end up working, because it felt extremely daunting that I’d be acting like this after getting together with Roy. In the past two days, I’ve felt emotions I haven’t felt in my entire life that it was almost crazy to comprehend.
I was sitting in the large arena where so many music instruments were placed at, and I wasn’t sitting by myself. Labyrinth was beside me. He was saying something to me but I wasn’t listening, because my focus was on San and Roy. Roy was saying something to him and he was laughing way too loudly for my liking, like he was trying to rub it into my face that he was with Roy and I wasn’t.
Roy was playing the guitar to him and he was making animated moves while speaking to Roy at the same time. Jealousy curled within the lower hit of my stomach and I exhaled shakily, hating that I was still feeling this way and it’s been days.
I had hoped that after a few days, I’d stop caring about Roy and his cute boyfriend and that I’d have completely moved on from the two of them. But I had been so wrong, which is because this is my first time experiencing heartbreak. The heart apparently doesn’t heal that fast, it actually takes days before it heals. Having to see Roy and San multiple times a day was making everything worse for me and I blamed Roy for all of this. He’s the reason I’m currently feeling this biting pain within me. He’s the reason I seemed to have lost weight in the past few days. He’s the reason for all of this and I hated him so much because of that.
When Labyrinth nudged at my shoulder, I flinched before returning back to the present and I sighed as my eyes met labyrinth. He had a knowing look on and I rolled my eyes, instantly wishing I could get away from this room right now.
"I wasn’t staring at them." I muttered, feeling the need to defend myself. Labyrinth had his lips pursed and he nodded slowly, looking like he almost wanted to laugh before deciding against that.
"I never said you were." He pointed out and I slapped at myself on the inside, feeling stupid for having fallen right into his trap without him having to try.