Chapter 192: Addicted
Kim’s pov
"Fuck you, Xander. Fuck you big time!" I hurled at him as I crossed the room and letting myself into the bathroom, slamming the door after me.
I hated him because of how right he always is. I hated him because he was an asshole. I hated him because I still need him till date.
I stepped under the shower with my clothes still on, and as the cold water poured over me, I tried to slow my racing heart. Cold instantly seeped into my veins and I soon began to shiver, teeth clattering but that was better than me crying.
Xander was right. I do need a shower, because I reeked of Chris who fucked me in his limo after having me suck him off.
That thought made me retch in disgust and with tired limbs, I began to peal my wet clothes off, cold settling in my ribs.
I scratched over every inch of my body with my fingernails until my skin felt raw and red, but I still feel dirty when I shot the water off.
Would I never stop feeling dirty?
I stood still and tried not to think about anything right now, but that was hard to do seeing as my mind was always never at rest.
I stepped out of the bathroom, my entire body shaking with the gust of wind that hit me at once.
Xander was splayed in his bed and he motioned me over, and that irked me so much because I hated that I always need him and he was aware of that.