Chapter 335: I was starting to worry for nothing
"I think I’m gradually failing as the big brother you love." He said and Damian’s eyes widened. "In the world, you should be my utmost priority, my number one responsibility, and making sure I don’t bring you to tears with my actions is what I should think about but I..." He covered his face as he bowed his head even more. "Keep making you cry, don’t I?"
Damian’s lips gradually quivered, but he bit his bottom lip, hoping to stop the quivering, but his eyes took over. He let go of the railing and planned to turn around to face him. He wanted to pretend that it was fine but how...
"To me and everyone else I save, my deeds are heroic but I have to admit. I act recklessly, forgetting that I have you waiting for me at home. If I die, if anything happens to me," he shook his head in painful dismissal. "I forget to think of what would happen to you. I know you can’t live without me and yet I do things that make you worry and cry."
...how was he going to do that when his brother was lying on the table, all that he had done wrong?
"I’m sorry, Damian,"
Damian let go of the railing and ran towards Devon, throwing himself on him in a tight hug.
He wrapped his arms around his neck as his eyes flooded out with tears.
"Stupid brother, stupid brother. You don’t think of what would happen to me if I died. You don’t worry how I would feel. You know..." He cried. "You know you’re all I have and yet you... Stupid brother." He pounded his back and Devon took the hits while patting his back.
He could cry and vent out as much as he wanted. He deserved it.