Chapter 147: Ignore
While these thoughts were heavily influenced by his rut, to a certain extent, they also came from his deepest thoughts. Not to say that he truly wanted to imprison or control Arren, as he was not obeying him; it was more like he wanted to let the omega know that he was also in the relationship and that if something happened to him, someone would be worried for him and be devastated.
Being carefree was good, and even if he wanted to be reckless, that was fine as well. However, there was a limit to it, and he might be in danger in return. Spade wanted the omega to know of his concerns and reservations.
What happened really made him scared, when he thought something had already happened to Arren while in the sea. He still wasn’t sleeping since yesterday. He was sure that Arren was already on the island, but he was still looking at the sea as though he wanted to dive there and search for Arren just to be sure.
If he really could search in the ocean, he would.
Now, his rut had come early from his uneasiness, frustrations, and even guilt.
He shut his eyes, waited for the omega that he wasn’t sure would come and at the same time suppressed his rut until it flared up.
Arren, the one Spade was waiting for, was already on the way back to the exact same place before they chased Mr. Ivo. He was focused this time, walking steadily and without stopping.
He wasn’t distracted by the attractions, and Spade was the only thing on his mind. For some reason, he really felt uneasy, which was why he was rushing himself.
This wasn’t because of nervousness; it was like something was wrong with Spade, and he couldn’t help worrying. He was already tired, but he maintained his pace despite the distance.