Chapter 105 - Eighty-Seven
LEO
"I-I am what?" I breath. Too many emotions rush through my veins at once, and I can barely think or see anything. Everything is blurring in and out of my focus. "R-Ruth can you show me the results?" I stutter out.
"Yeah, can you show us the test result?" Erwin’s voice is so close yet too far away from me. I don’t know what face he is making right now. Is he happy? Is he sad? Is he angry? Is he still not believing or accepting my pregnancy? I don’t know. I don’t know. My head is a jungle.
All I want to do, All I want to see and know is if I am really pregnant. If I am really getting to see my child’s face. If I-If I am not losing him this time... I-I...
My whole body is trembling uncontrollably and the pulsing heart inside my chest is drumming in my ears. Erwin’s rm tightens around me as he holds me onto a place and tries to calm me down.
"You are fine, Leo." He whispers into my ear, "We are fine. The baby is alright. We are going to be okay. No one is doing anything to you this time. I am here with you."
And his voice is like a piece of soothing music to my ears. Every nerve in my body calms down as his deep voice sinks in. I turn to him and nod slightly, my lips quivering. Erwin’s silvery eyes are looking down at me, there is nothing but soothing calmness in his eyes. A small smile spreads across his face. This smile is one of the most beautiful things I have ever seen.
Erwin’s eyes are glistering with emotion and his smile is spreading. He is smiling like he never did before. "You are gonna be a papa, Leo." He grins as he kisses my forehead, "And I am gonna be the dad. You don’t know what this thing is doing to me."
"Guys, leave this affection for when you two are alone. I will die at the cheesiness of your actions." Though Ruth is taunting there is a broad grin on his face that is giving him away. This bastard is just as happy as us. "To think am gonna be the uncle."
"Then what am I going to be?" John raises his hand and asks as if he is asking questions in a lesson, "If Ruth is going to be the uncle then what am I supposed to be"
"You are going to be the sassy aunt who talks shit about everyone," Ruth says playfully, his eyes glinting with mischief.