Chapter 179: FEELS ABNORMALLY NORMAL
She did not want to tell him, saying that, it also did not mean in a negative way.
After all, she had personally previously told him about the relationship dynamics she had with different members of her family. And what Dove knew with all honesty in her heart, is that right now, when her mind was also jumbled up, she really did have this very strong urge to pour the confusion out of her heart, the moment he asked about it.
But them she halted! She stopped herself! Why? Because hadn’t she until half an hour ago making her mind to keep personal distance from him? And she would take hold of her heart? Because one thing that Dove was coming to realise was that, the more she was sharing about herself, the more comfortable she was getting around him, the more she was losing her heart to him. And she couldn’t risk that since everything about it did not seem very favourable to her!
She did not want herself to get involved in a one sided love, that would wreck her heart when he does not reciprocate the same feelings for her. So she did not want to tell him. Specially when she knew that, Dante being himself, she would definitely come up with something that she most probably would like to hear, and then again as usual she would be stupidly charmed by him. And Dove did not at all wanted that.
She smacked her lips a little, before breathing out and said, "Did I not tell you just now, Dante, that is nothing? Nothing to huge to be heard by all." And saying that curtly, she went quiet and then silently stared out of the window. Dove could feel Dante’s gaze on her, and honestly to pricked her heart. It honestly feels so rude on her part to speak so rudely to him, specially when he was being so gentlemanly concerned.
Humph! She needs to do this now. Better to be safe than sorry later if she doesn’t hold on to her emotions and then the situation that would result in.
Meanwhile, Dante looked at Dove through the rear view mirror, with his lips pressed in a straight line. He felt his heart somewhat fall into a pit when he heard her slightly strict tone towards him, as if telling him to stay away from her personal space. He was not liking it.
Taking a deep breath, and thinking about it, he came to the conclusion that, one, the matter that the two of them had discussed about must have been something really big of a matter, that she must be very much stressed about it. Or secondly, she must be simply wanting to keep a distance from him.
And now that Dante thought about it, the first option felt doubtable since Dove had shared many things about her family, even the truth about her pregnancy, that the others did not know nothing about. But she told him about it. They had even discussed about the big projects, that he had helped her with, that was probably supposed to be confidential.