Chapter 17: So Wrong
+ Glyndon Walton: (Song of the Chapter: Hunted by Isabella LaRosa+ A little Death by The Neighbourhood)
While I was showering after Alex and I had sex here in the school showers, I’m still horny.
I want to talk to someone, I want advice but I’m scared of being judged for wanting more and for wanting an orgasm with someone not just with myself.
I’m a sinful woman.
I’m a bad woman I shouldn’t want more than what my future husband gives me.
As I closed my eyes, my mind started playing back yesterday night.
That shadowy dark figure watching me from the gate of my house.
I couldn’t see their face but I could feel them watching me without even blinking.
Someone actually sneaked into my house, probably watched me having sex with Alex and filmed a whole video of me masturbating and then they put it on my TV and ran away.
Now there is someone out there who has a whole video of me masturbating and moaning Kathrine’s name out loud.
If that video was posted online everyone would think I’m gay, my parents will get so angry at me, Alex will hate me, and God will send me to hell and will never forgive me.
