Chapter 426: Unproductive Confrontation
Xing knew Chenglei was following her. Back then when she lost her mother, he followed her too. That day he asked her to share her sorrows with him and ever since then she always relied on him. But the one following her now, is not the one who she could rely on.
Chenglei! If you were going to forget me like this, you never should have spoiled me! I used to be able to not cry and keep everything deep inside my heart! You were the one who made me able to express my sorrows properly and now.... You’ve abandoned me.
Xing gripped the urn she had in her hands tightly. All she now wanted was to be in a silent place burying every sorrow inside her heart like she used to before.... Before her mother died, before he came back for her after leaving her for years, before she had a father,before she was free to do whatever she wanted.
When, she had control of her own life.
After she composed herself and get a hold of herself, she’d return back to her husband and her Manor. Where else would she go, if not there?
I still have nowhere to go other than to him, neither do I want to find another place. I’m stupid!
But I need a little break for now.
Xing looked at the urn in her hand and took a deep breath. If she could do it before, she could do it now too.
Yes! Nothing is bad! Everything is fine!
She tried to compose herself. But her master’s dying face came to her mind.
This is going to be tough! She sighed.
And that’s when she remembered the odd thing.