Chapter 309: Please, Be Careful!
Xing looked at Chenglei, ethereal as always but his green jade orbs looking at her was filled with exasperation.
She remembered the words that came out of her mouth and felt a little embarrassed for herself. Only a little because she knew Chenglei doesn’t like these kind of talks. But, What’s wrong being a whore to one’s husband only, right? Also it is not r*pe if there is consent, right?
Ah! Why can’t I keepy mouth shut! She cursed herself. That’s right.. It must be the effect of the drugs...! She comforted herself.
Chenglei on the other hand was in deep thoughts.
’R*pe me’, ’Treat me like a whore’.... What kind of words are these, coming out of her mouth...? Such vile words.... Does she even realise what those words truly mean? This woman... How is she making me crazy..? The moment I think I know her well, she’d turn that around by doing or saying something out of my grasp.
If someone spoke the same words to him when he was in the inner palace, he’d have considered that woman vulgar and characterless and would have dismissed her as someone not worthy of him. But when those words came out of her.... Why did he feel more attracted towards her?
"Mmm", he took in the sweet smell from the small of her neck, "If someone told me I’d fall for a woman who tells me to treat her like a .., like a....", he couldn’t even say that word out loud to her, so he skipped it, " Think of r*pe when looking at torture tools and ask me to r*pe them, I’d have laughed in their face!"
"No you wouldn’t have...", she turned and kissed his hair as that was the only thing accessible to her since her hands were tied.
"The twelve year you didn’t know how to laugh!", she chuckled and Chenglei could feel her body shaking and wrapped his arms tightly around her to stop laughing too loud lest those two in the next room will hear it. She is supposed to be getting tortured by now.
But she is not wrong about me! I wouldn’t have laughed or learned to laugh if not for her....! This woman... How much did she change me?
He kissed her on the lips following her collar bone leaving marks and with her responding to him, he went further down and as he reached her chest, there it was.... The permanent mark he left on her. Every time he sees that awful scar in her chest, his heart would skip a beat out of that guilty feeling. Guilty that how he, with his own hands hurt her in the past!
Aww... How can I repay her for hurting her...? Wait! I almost forgot the important issue to talk with her!