Chapter 92: You know nothing, Me (M)
Here? When he said ’here’, did he mean...
Oh my God!
It seemed like I made quite an expression because he immediately leaned forward to kiss my cheek and temple and spoke in a soothing voice. "Ssh—it’s okay if you say no, sweetheart," the hand he placed down there shifted upward, stroking my back in a pacifying action. I wondered if I looked frightened or something, because he was smiling quite anxiously. "It’s alright, I’m just asking. You don’t have to allow it."
He continued to pepper my face with light, soft kisses like he always did when I was having my panic episodes, and I started to relax. It was then that I realized I had been holding my breath. As I felt my hands getting warmed again, I also realized that my heart might have been in a stutter earlier.
How weird. I didn’t think I felt scared, though? Perhaps just...surprised?
Natha no longer had his hands on any of my sensitive places, just holding me and kissing my face, before nuzzling on my neck as if we were just cuddling before, instead of making out passionately.
Oh, my Demon Lord...he was just so so patient, wasn’t he?
"Umm..." I let out a soft murmur, and he swiftly looked at me, as if someone waiting for judgment. "Just...just touch?"
Slowly, I could see the silver eyes widen in surprise. It took a few seconds before he replied in a rather raspy voice. "If you allow me...to put my fingers there too..." He looked keenly at me, caution written on his gorgeous face, before he added in a whisper. "...inside,"
I could hear myself gulping; in nervousness, in arousal, I had no idea which one.
Yes, I was a virgin through and through. This soul, as well as this body, had only been experiencing carnal pleasure not long ago. That being said, it wasn’t like I had no idea about what would eventually happen, where would our intimacy lead to.