Chapter 175
- KILLIAN -
She’s avoiding me. It’s one thing to be understanding but it’s another to try to put up with it when I have so much going on.
Hazel has not said a damn word to me for days. I’ve had no texts. No calls. Not even so much as a gaze from her and we literally are in the same school. I can’t take this any longer. It’s getting frustrating. Ridiculously frustrating. I, for one, would never do this to her. Not even if I was threatened at gun point because deep down, I’d know how it’ll break her, so I’d rather my skin be broken instead. I let out a strained groan.
A good thing to take into consideration is the fact that she dumped you, I’m reminded. I let out a heavy sigh. Even if she dumped me, does that take away everything we shared? Every feeling? Every emotion? Every damn time we looked at each other and said the words; I love you?
Surely it doesn’t. I can’t seem to get the thought of her out of my mind, not even for a second and I’d expect it to be the same on her end because I am selfish and want to be the only one invading her head, even now. There’s no possible way she can just forget me, I’m not someone that’s easily forgotten. And even if, she’s the last person I want moving on from me. My gaze softens.
Even if something happens to us, I don’t ever want her to move on. Not for a moment, not even after years to come.
Someone comes into my office, disrupting my thoughts. Not the person I expected to present herself to me in a thousand years. It’s Lorelei.
YaY, I think sarcastically as I roll my eyes, just the person I need to see. I’m bored already.
“Good morning, Killian.”