Chapter 658: To Lobelius
But that was all they could own. The time and memories they willingly share with each other.
And that was exactly why the time they spent with each other no matter how short was so precious.
Thus, Ferdinand wanted to accept Arabella’s apology immediately, but he could not get over the fact that she thought he would just put it inside her and do her even when she could not feel anything because she was unconscious.
Sure he was a dragon, something humans perceive as a monster, but not even their kind was that disrespectful.
Raymond had kept reiterating to Ferdinand that it was par for the course to ensure the other side was enjoying it as well. And Ferdinand believed in that too.
Ferdinand was never involved in any sexual activity before since he was not interested in it. But now that he was one who had such a huge appetite for it, he was not crazy to just do Arabella without her permission. He would not just keep doing it if she was not enjoying it either. What use was doing it if Arabella was not enjoying it?
Thus, he had to know why she thought of him in such a manner.
Ferdinand could not stop himself from asking.
"Why did you think that I could take you while you are asleep? Have I been too forceful to you and did not notice? I know I am lustful but I’m not into you just because of your body," Ferdinand reminded.
He did not want his feelings to be mistaken as something that was only physical.
He loved Arabella so much and he wanted her to know it was because of his feelings that he was like this. He loved and desired her so much that being unable to hold her in his arms was torture.