SILVER-HEART

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The more I spent time here, the more I realized how much my purpose as a Yin runs deep. A fate... written in stone that even I could not destroy, a place I must stay and fulfill a balance to secure the realms. A purpose bigger than even me. A purpose I cannot run away from.

My hands and Aldon’s were joined together holding a circle of water, we raised it up and allowed the spiral of water to hang in the air before it glowed.

"Our powers are just as connected," Aldon said to me with a smile on his lips, and the spiral descended and spilled into droplets around us.

I felt Aldon’s hands on my chin lifting it gently so that I would look at him, which I did with a forced smile.

"Aveline," he said softly. "I know all this will be hard for you, for you created a life for yourself there. I understand if you need more than enough time"

Aldon was understanding and always tells me to take my time. In the short period of time here I have gotten used to my people, and learning my language and traditions, Aldon keeps close to me and talks about many things both here and back in the Isle of Pathways and I listen to all wanting to know more as much as I can.

I didn’t like roaming around without the faintest memory about the past, maybe having those will give me some closure for I felt like an alien here, I felt like a misplaced piece, so I wanted to do my best to know my memories and maybe just maybe I can ease the feeling storming within me each time a new day breaks.

I only remember little things, mostly what I saw in the milky water. Aside from that, the rest haven’t come to me, I still don’t know why I suddenly disappeared or why William dropped me off in the Mortal Realm. Aldon only tells me it would take time to regain that we have all eternity, or it might be an aftereffect just like the time I was reborn having no memories of the past. This could be it too, I might never remember.

And it only makes things worse.

Each passing day felt like a silent torture I am meant to bear. Even as I converse with my people and learn about things, I still picture crystal green eyes haunting me, even when I close my eyes, I could feel his hand against mine.

I could feel his lips against my skin, I could feel his warm breath against my face, I could see his smile that rarely formed on his lips, and I could feel his arms around me. But each time I opened my eyes, everything vanished into thin air and it was just me in my room, alone in the darkness and silently drowning.