Chapter 465: Grudge
"Did he fucking touch her?!" his knee slammed against my abdomen and I fell to my knees. Another came again but I was able to block his leg, holding tight and using a bust of my strength to plunge him to the ground. He landed on the floor and I proceeded to hit him but he used his elbows to block the hit but that didn’t stop me from pulling my punches.
He punched my side and I lost balance and fell to the floor behind him groaning in pain. That took almost everything out of me. Even in human form, it felt like I was fighting a beast. He’s not healing just like I wasn’t, taking everything in full force and yet it felt like I was fighting an actual lion.
Dace pants and held me down with my face to the floor and his hand on my back pressing me more into it. "Answer the fucking question!"
I chuckled. "Now I know how much you care about her. I needed to be sure. Even the Dark Alpha feels something"
"This isn’t a fucking game! Don’t rile me up or I will fucking rip you halves"
"My bad for that. And to answer your question," I struggled trying to relax my muscles and get ready for the next strike when he didn’t expect it. "Emma never had feelings for him, she was only bound to him by blood!" I pushed him off me by rising abruptly.
I was up on my feet rubbing the back of my neck. "I hated it!" I growled. "It made me so angry but I made the choice! I made the fucking choice and I had to live with it. It was either stay in a nightmare of torment or let her live as a cold being"
Every single day I hated myself for turning her. Emma never blamed me for it but I blamed myself, and if there was a better choice I would have gone for it. I owned up to my decision but that doesn’t mean it didn’t eat me up. It did. It kills me each time when she was a slave to only his blood, like without him she couldn’t live.
I was angry and worried when Dace kidnapped her but it was also a relief because her shackles were broken.