Chapter 292: Lost In A Good Way
I felt like I was in my own world, I felt lost but in a good way, the sound of her voice directly to my ears was so smooching, the sudden pace and the slow rhythm and the soft playing of her guitar, echoing in the background, her humming that came whenever she started a song and then putting into words.
Her songs weren’t romantic or anything but it was more of her singing about her life.
’I’m a lonely girl trying to find her own way through the several paths that lay before me. Will I fall or will I run? I wanna run because if I fall no one is gonna pick me up, so I have to at least try, maybe that’s why I’m different and searching for a purpose to at least find me on the way so that my path will be shown’.
She was good with words I won’t lie and listening to more of her personal songs I see why she didn’t sing it on stage. It seemed so personal hearing the lyrics, I was still stunned by the fact that she gave me her headset.
I fell to the bed and then closed my eyes, the headset still on as I listened to her tones, this was so much better than hearing all those noises, or anything other than that, this was the best sleep drug and a way to take my mind off my thoughts, for the first time I didn’t fall asleep overthinking about anything, it was just me and the peaceful bliss of sleep.
And for a moment there, it felt like there was nothing before me, nothing I should be scared of or worried about, it was just me existing in my own world, evolving around it and it was a feeling that gave me serenity.
A smile on my lips as I let it consume me.
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I groaned while turning on my bed. The constant knocking at the door was waking me up and I didn’t wanna get up, I just had the best sleep ever. The headset was far from my ear right now, I think I dropped it on the table so that I would sleep well. But why was there knocking on the door? Please just go away. I wanna sleep!
It came again and again. I was fed up as I shot up from the bed, I turned my eyes to the clock.
"It’s 1 am" I groaned. It must definitely be my mom, she must be done with the fan meet-up. I mumbled several curses under my breath as I walked to the door like a zombie.