Chapter 256: Disarray Of Thoughts {2}
EMMA
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What Emilia just told me came as a massive shock to me, when she told me things got steamy between them I never expected it to be ’sex’ Woah! That is a lot to take in right now, I knew for a fact that Emilia was attracted to Grayson and vice versa but I never knew they would act upon it or the fact that Grayson is actually her Male.
I knew something was off ever since Emilia came to us. I just couldn’t pinpoint it until now, they were both acting strange, stealing secret glances at each other like they couldn’t keep their eyes away for a split second.
And right now Emilia was having a hard internal battle with herself, she might not know it but her eyes are blazing gold, she was both furious and perplexed and it was hard for her to keep a clear head. I don’t know what I could do to help but all I knew was I really needed to calm her down before she goes berserk. She would definitely go berserk at this point...
She thinks because he’s a Venator she can’t accept the bond, well basically Grayson isn’t a Venator but I can’t tell her that... Grayson made me promise that his adoption would be a secret, he was still unable to grasp it and he didn’t want anyone to know about it so he made me promise. I can’t tell Emilia that the biggest thing she thinks is an obstacle to being with Grayson is actually NOT! This is so messed up right now.
She huffed right after I told her that she should just talk to him. But it didn’t seem like she was planning to, she looked like someone that was ready to bury the fact that Grayson is her Male to the ends of the earth.
"I rather keep it to myself because I don’t him to reject me, I don’t think I can handle it"
She’s afraid of rejection, that’s why, but...