BLOOD LEGACIES

EMILIA

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I hated myself right now to the point I would just end my life. I was such a fool, I was so stupid. I think I have lost my brother because of my own stupidity.

All I could do was cry under the table like I was a child. I only wanted his well-being, that was all I wanted, seeing him this past month in so much pain was killing me, has he forgotten that his pain was mine too? I could feel everything because of our sibling bond, it was just too much so I said the only thing I could... about him rejecting Emma, I thought that would be a solution for him. But the moment he muttered dad’s sick ways in his head I knew then just how far I have strayed.

My dad was both gentle and strict while bringing us up, we knew he would go to any length to make our clan prosper and he was the one who wanted us to find deserving mates more than anything, worthy of the family name because of our status.

I was so blind until now... Dace saw all this far ahead and I didn’t. I accepted Emma for being his Female... but what happened just got me searching for a better way for him. He was soon to be Alpha and he had his duties and so did I and I didn’t want him to linger, but I was wrong to think that way. I cast him out instead of supporting him.

I can’t even take his angry and hurtful expression off my head to the point I cried my heart out for being so stupid.

I sobbed, wiping my tears away and rising to my feet. I can’t just stay and cry, I have to find him and tell him what I said was a mistake, I have to tell him how sorry I’m and how much I regret it. Oh please let him forgive me, please.

I rushed out of the house, I couldn’t catch up to him by blurring, he was so fast so I shifted to my She-lion form. I was similar to Dace in my beast form, dim yellow gold furs and all but I have a feminine structure and I had less hair on my face, mine took the shape of a typical lioness but I still had a lion’s mane hair because of my Alpha blood.