Book 4: Chapter 11
đś Day 3 <D> The Common Area
Despite appearances, I was quite confident all through middle school. My grades were always at the top, and I was so good at piano that I won prizes at competitions. I was head of the brass-band club at school, and I even served as the student council president. Naturally, I had no end of admirers.
Perhaps that was why I subconsciously assumed I was exceptional.
There was no doubt in my mind that this would remain the same in high school, too. However, this throne of exceptionality wasnât waiting for me in my high school life. Iroha Shindo claimed it the moment she made her new-student address at the entrance ceremony.
I didnât give up right away, though. I had faith that I could reclaim my throne. In fact, I was even happy in a way to have found a rival.
I worked even harder than I had in middle school, believing I could surpass Iroha quickly and become number one. I increased my time in front of my desk, putting my studies first and foremost. I wasnât just spending long hours studying, though; I was also working trial-and-error-style to improve other areas like efficiency and maintaining focus.
But I was still no match for her.
I naturally started to panic. I decided I wanted to beat her in grades, at least, and so I gave up the piano I had played since elementary school, stopped going to the literary clubs I had joined, quit watching the foreign dramas I liked so much, refrained from hanging out with my friends, slept fewer hours, and studied during break periodsâand I did it all fully prepared to be mocked for being too serious.
Despite everything, Iroha was always ahead of me.
Even though she was in clubs and the student council the whole time, even though she slept during class and just didnât seem to be displaying as much effort as I was in generalâŚI could never measure up. It wasnât necessarily an odd thing, though. No matter how hard I was toiling away, nearly a hundred people were also scoring higher than I was on our trial exams already. There were plenty of others better than I was at piano, too, and if I turned on the TV, I could see an endless parade of beautiful people I could never hold a candle to. It wasnât like Iroha was the only person I had no hope of competing against, so this outcome wasnât unexpected.
I simply learned my lesson. I learned that I was just a normal person. That I wasnât anything special.
Thanks to Iroha, I was able to understand this and move on from my shameful self-importance, thatâs all. Even if she werenât there, I most likely would have found this out sooner or later.
But it still frustrated me.
It frustrated me so much.
Why? Why wasnât I the special one?
It took me so long to realize that by the time I did, I had nothing left. I had distanced myself from my friends; I had no more hobbies or special talents; all I had become was a boring girl with a decent aptitude for studying.
It was around then that I found out Iroha had a crush. She had tried to keep it a secret, but to me, it was as clear as day. The moment I learned of her feelings, the object of her affections became irresistibly attractive to me. I mean, if Iroha liked him, he had to be a great personâthat was my line of thinking.
If both Iroha and I went after him, I wonder which of us he would chooseâŚ
The moment I thought that, a wicked idea entered my mind.
If that person were to choose meâ
âwould that meanâŚIâm more attractive than Iroha?
I knew full well what a horrible thing I was about to attempt. But not even that was enough to stop me.
I just had to see it.
Iroha, jealous of me. Iroha, envious of me. Iroha, the failure, believing she can never win out over me.
And once Iroha was the loser, she would know.
She would know there was someone who had been frustrated for so, so long because they could never compare to her.
And I succeeded in going out with that boy.
I announced it as if I were just full of innocent happiness, completely clueless of her feelings for him. Inside, I was gleeful and giggling, hoping to see Iroha grit her teeth in frustration. When I think of myself back then, it truly makes me sick.
Hey, Iroha. I hope youâre upset. I hope youâre jealous. I hope you hate me.
I wouldâve been happy with any of it. As long as she lashed out at me with some negative emotion, I wouldâve been happy. But Irohaâs reaction was unlike anything I had imagined.
âNice going.â
She congratulated me and then mussed my hair with a pleasant smile on her face.
Irohaâwas genuinely happy for my success in love, of all things.
For me.
For someone as horrible as I am.
For someone whose mind was consumed with thoughts of hurting her.
I couldnât believe it. I just could not believe it, so I continued my plotting. I tried to ignore the growing realization that my romantic feelings were misguided and kept using the relationship against her. Through it all, no matter what I asked her advice about, or even when I told her we broke up, all Iroha did was support me.
Thatâs when I was forced to see it.
All the hatefulness, pettiness, and wretchedness I had pretended not to see was illuminated by Irohaâs radiance, highlighted until I had to confront it.
Yes, I truly understand. It hurts, it hurts, it hurts so muchâyet I am not a victim to be protected. Iâm a wrongdoer deserving of abuse.
Still, I canât stop.
Thereâs no going back.
I donât want to accept the fact that after all the crimes I have committed, I am not even averageâjust a complete and utter fool.
I donât believe that besting Irohaâdefeating the exceptional girlâwill make me any less of a fool, much less merit forgiveness for me.
But this is all I have left. There is no way back for me.
Donât you agree?
Iâm sorry.
Iâm sorry.
My crimes are too heavy for those words alone to earn me forgiveness.
âAnd you think saying that will get me to forgive you?â
Iroha sneers coldly in the common area where weâve all assembled.
She must have heard Yuriâs confession during their Private Meeting afterward.
âYou think that explaining how horrible you are will get me to let you off the hook for your deception?â
Unsure of whatâs going on, all Maria, Daiya, and Koudai Kamiuchi can do is watch the scene unfold.
âIâll never forgive you, you stupid bitch!â Iroha says. She spits on Yuri, who is stripped down to her white underwear and kneeling before her.
Despite Irohaâs cruel treatment, all Yuri does is tremble slightly, saying nothing with her head lowered. Her left cheek is swollen; she was beaten earlier in Irohaâs room.
Itâs not an easy sight to stomach. I predicted things might turn out this way, after all. So this is also partly my fault.
But if I didnât take things this far, I wouldnât have a chance against Iroha.
ââŚHey, Shindo, what exactly happened?â
Maria speaks up, unable to bear the sight of Yuri like this.
âOh, nothing major. Iâm just demonstrating what happens when someone ignores their orders and does something stupid even though they joined the Group and swore obedience to me.â
âStill, isnât this going too farâŚ?â
As if to reject Mariaâs warning, Iroha places the sole of her shoe on Yuriâs head where she sits.
âUngh,â Yuri gasps instinctively, and Iroha clucks her tongue and increases the pressure of her foot on Yuriâs head without another word. She pushes harder and harder until Yuriâs forehead touches the floor.
In this position, Yuri is all but groveling before Iroha.
âWho told you it was okay to open your mouth? You need to just keep your head lowered like some figurine. Or are you trying to imply that Iâm going to have to beat that into you, too?â
âS-stop it, Shindo!â
âNo. But letâs put this aside. You know why, right? Timeâs up. This is when I bring you all under my rule, too. Whatever this bitch was trying to pull, itâs the best plan Iâve come up with, so thereâs no need to change it,â Iroha declares with her foot still on Yuriâs head. âOnce Iâm the king, Iâll put an end to this game.â
Yeah, thatâs who Iroha is.
If it serves her purpose, she can do this to someone she considered her best friend up until a bit ago.
Iâm not trying to say she isnât feeling anything. Iâm sure sheâs deeply wounded, and she most likely has guilt about it as well. But she can lock those emotions away. Iroha can temporarily control her own feelings in order to further her goals.
I found this out in the third game when she won by slaughtering everyone on the first day.
Yes, thatâs why I predicted this.
I could foresee her taking this sort of action.
Thatâs whyâ
âItâs not going to work.â
âIâm going to drag her off this false throne of hers.
Iroha slowly brings her foot down from Yuriâs head and stares at me. There is a heat in her gaze, with an unmistakable hint of murder, too.
ââŚSo is this what youâre trying to say? Youâre maintaining that you have no intention of joining the Group? Thatâs too bad. Youâre going to die, Hoshino.â
âNo. Iâm merely stating a fact. As lenient as you are, thereâs no way you could possibly rule anyone.â
âLenient? What the hell are you talking about?â
Her piercing glare is really frightening. But I force my mouth into a smile to build as much confidence as I can.
âIâm saying youâre going easy on Yuri. All youâre doing is hitting her, spitting on her, and putting your foot on her head. Ha-ha, youâre way too soft.â
Iroha flashes a grin to show sheâs just as confident as I am.
âOkay, then what would it take to satisfy you?â
I say the words that will wipe the smile off her face.
âKill her.â
As I intended, Irohaâs smile vanishes, and her eyes flare wide.
âYou said it at the very beginning, right? You would flush all our rations at the first sign of insubordination. But you havenât, have you? You made a whole show of tearing her clothes off and dragging her out in her underwear, but you havenât done what you said, have you?â
Iroha smirks.
ââŚHa-ha. So youâre saying itâs just for show if I donât actually flush her rations and kill her? Youâve got a really twisted mind. How could you not tell I was exaggerating when I said that? Donât you see I had to say it given the circumstances, even if I had no intention of actually doing it?â
âEven if thatâs the case, now that youâve been so lax in dealing with Yuri after she went against you, youâve shown that you donât actually have hold over your group, havenât you?â
ââŚâŚSo what? Are you telling me I should kill Yuri?â
âNot at all. Iâm just pointing something out.â I donât mince words as I tell her, âThis group system was broken from the very beginning.â
ââŚâŚâ
Iroha stays silent, folding her arms. Someone as bright as her has to know sheâs going to get steamrolled at this rate.
She can mull it over all she wants, though, because thereâs no way out of this. Everything Iâve said is absolutely true.
ââŚâŚEnlighten me on how itâs broken.â
Her voice is just the tiniest bit weaker than before.
âThe Group was founded on your trust in Yuri. But there was never any such thing to begin with. You built this plan on the premise of a trust that doesnât exist. Thatâs why itâs broken. Am I wrong?â
ââŚâŚâ
Almost there.
Just one more push, and Iâll drag Iroha Shindo, the one who could massacre everyone with a knife to achieve her goal, who would amputate her own little finger just to make others recognize her, down from her sham of a throne.
Iâve clearly got her on the ropes here.
âOr at least, I should have.
Iroha smirks in spite of everything. As if to show me sheâs still good to go.
âYeah, it may be difficult to maintain this group system. Iâll give you that. Still, so what? If forming groups is difficult, then all I need to do is toss that plan out and put together a new one. Are you trying to suggest I canât do that?â
ââŚâŚâ
I sure didnât expect such a comeback; Iâll give her that.
Even when sheâs backed this far into a corner, she still isnât ready to throw in the towel. Iroha is the opponent I needed to take down firstâmy most powerful foeâso itâs only fitting.
If I can do something about my most capable opponent, then Iâll accomplish what I set out to do. Daiya and I most likely share the same purpose, and if Iroha and Yuri are with me, we can keep Koudai Kamiuchiâs impulsiveness in check so he doesnât kill anyone.
The most difficult pArt_of anything is setting it into motion. If I can get things moving, the rest shouldnât be that difficult.
This is the first step in getting my plan on track: defeating Iroha.
Once I pull that off, Iâm pretty much already at the finish line.
Thatâs why thereâs no backing down for me. Iâve clearly pushed Iroha to the brink, so I absolutely cannot let up.
I search for that final push.
ââŚâŚâ
I look at Yuri. I see her trembling with her head still pressed against the floor.
Oh, I guess thatâs it.
It doesnât matter how much I keep after Iroha, does it?
ââŚOkay, so youâre going to cast aside Yuri, is that it? So you can save yourself and the rest of us?â
Iroha is already aware that sheâs lost, after all.
Iroha immediately answers my question.
âThatâs right.â
I predicted her affirmation.
Her blatant lie.
The lie she wants me to see through.
âYou canât fool me.â
This is already over.
âDidnât I say it earlier? Go ahead and kill Yuri.â
âââ
âIf youâre going to give up on her, you should prove it to us right here. Kill her like you cut off your finger, demonstrate your determination, make us all bow down before your power.â
Iroha.
Iroha thinks sheâs better suited to the role of the king than anyone else. She stands before us now precisely because of this belief. And sheâs doing it because sheâs convinced it offers her the highest probability of achieving her goal.
But what happens if she begins to believe someone else might make a worthy king?
She would most likely allow that person to take on the role.
Thatâs why sheâs testing me now.
Sheâs testing me to see if I can discern this level of falsehoodâif Iâm suitable for the throne.
ââŚâŚâŚâŚâŚHa-ha.â
Iroha lets out a laugh.
ââŚYouâre right. I canât do it. So I can never become the king.â
And thatâs how Iroha hands the throne over to me.
Her lips pouted, Iroha takes a seat. âPhewâŚâ She gives a deliberate sigh, then smiles ruefully.
ââŚIroha lostâŚ?â
Yuri has lifted her head up. Wide-eyed, she looks at Iroha, whoâs sitting in her chair with a defeated expression. Wearing nothing but her underwear, Yuri gets to her feet and walks over to Iroha, then stands over her.
ââŚâŚWhy? Why wonât you kill me? You have it in you, rightâŚ? You could do it if it helped you achieve your goal, right?â
When she hears this, Iroha smiles bitterly.
âYuri. What do you think my goal is?â she asks, looking away with her elbows resting on the chair.
âHuh? Itâs to become the kingâŚisnât it?â
âOf course not. That was just a means to an end.â
âIâI see. Soââ
Yuri is still troubled, so Iroha says the rest to her with a gentle smile, as if she were patiently teaching a child struggling with multiplication.
âMy goalâŚis to protect you.â
Yuri can do nothing as her confusion grows. For her, itâs the most unbelievable statement in the world.
I already knew this about Iroha, though.
She told me something as she died in the first game. Just before her life faded away, she said, âIâm sorry I couldnât save you.â
Those words indicated to me that Irohaâs goal was to protect Yuri.
Of course, she was also trying to safeguard her own life along with the rest of ours. But if you look at the way she conducts herself in life, Iâm positive that Iroha puts others before herself. Iâm also sure sheâd try to save Yuri before a bunch of people she just met that day.
Thatâs why she canât kill Yuri, even if it means she wonât be able to maintain her group system.
Yuri is shaking her head in disbelief. âY-youâre lying. IâI mean, I betrayed you! Thatâs why you got angry and took my clothes and hit meâŚâ
âYuri, are you trying to mess with me?â
âHuh?â
âAre you trying to play with my emotions and make me change my goal? Are you suggesting Iâm a weakling? Basically, you cooperated with Hoshino. I had to punish you to keep the Group together, even if only on the surface. Tearing off your clothes was good for a performance because it draws attention, donât you think?â
ââŚâŚâ
âWell, I was just delaying the inevitable. You see, I had no doubt you would keep quiet and go along with my plan. I never imagined you would fall into Hoshinoâs clutches like this. Once we reached that point, Iâd already lost.â
Yuri gives Iroha a long look after she says thisâthen shakes her head again as if to say she still doesnât accept it. ââŚI donât understand. You were trying to protect me? Maybe you were at first, but thereâs no way you could still want to help me now that you know how I tried to hurt you this whole time. Youâd never help someone as awful as I am.â
âYuri, youâre kind of an idiot, you know?â
Iroha sighs.
âUh, whaâŚ?â
âYou shouldnât even have to think about it, right?â
Yuri still looks lost, and Iroha scratches her head angrily.
ââŚAgh, give me a break! Okay, have you ever tried looking at things from my perspective?â
âYour perspectiveâŚ?â
âYeah. You said you always had the top scores, but I was in the same boat. I was always at the top, too.â
Yuri doesnât seem to get the significance of what Iroha is saying, because she still looks confused.
âI wanted to be in that spot just like you. But thereâs someone always working like crazy to overtake me, so all I can do is put my nose to the grindstone, too. I donât want to lose, either. Do you have any idea how desperately I worked in secret to protect that position?â
Shock spreads across Yuriâs face.
âYou say you could never beat me no matter how hard you tried because Iâm special? That has nothing to do with it. If you ask me, you havenât set any clear milestones for yourself. Can you tell me off the top of your head what you want to be or why youâre studying? You probably canât. The only thing you could think about was trying to beat me.â
âThatâsâŚâŚâ
âYouâll never win with such weak aspirations. You worked hard? I donât think you can say that. You havenât worked nearly hard enough. People who really put in a lot of effort never say they have nothing going for them or that theyâre a pile of crap.â
ââŚâŚSo if I put in the effort, I can be like you?â
âAgh, come on! Listen to me! Thereâs no way you can be like me. Iâm me. Youâre you. No matter how jealous you may be, your abilities and strengths will always be different, so you can never be exactly the same as anyone else. You can envy me all you want, Yuri, but you canât become me!â
âYouâre right. Thereâs no way I could ever hope to become like youââ
As soon as she hears this, Irohaâs eyebrows shoot up, and she gets to her feet. With terrifying severity, she grips Yuriâs now-trembling shoulders.
âO-ow!â
âThatâs right. No matter how jealousâ!â
Iroha shouts.
âNo matter how jealous I am, I can never be you, Yuri!â
Yuriâs grimace of pain is replaced by wide-eyed shock as she stares at Iroha.
âYou think I was unfazed when I heard you were going out with him? I was sincerely happy for you? If thatâs how it looked, I guess I was successful. I would never commit a faux pas like not congratulating my best friend on finding love.â
âI-IrohaâŚ?â
Irohaâs tough facade has already caved. Though she seemed so calm even when her Group fell apart, she has now completely lost it.
âWho wouldnât be upset to see the person they like snatched away? Of course I was torn up over it. Of course I was jealous. But I couldnât do anything, because he chose you! When I heard you were going out, I just thought, Well, no surprises there. Can you understand where my mind had to be to think that? Do you understand where I had to be to so readily accept that he would choose you over someone like me? Do you think those thoughts didnât drive me nuts? Iâm not you, though, so all I could do was give up!
âWhat the hell, Yuri?! How do you fail to see any of this when youâre so good at reading people? You wanted me to envy you? You must be stupid! IâŚâŚIâŚ! From the moment I saw you when I started school, Iââ
Irohaâs grip on Yuriâs shoulders tightens as she yells:
âI was jealous of you!â
Yuri stares at Iroha blankly, unable to comprehend what was just said to her.
It must be hard to believe from Yuriâs standpoint. Sheâs probably having trouble swallowing the idea that the one she had come to think of as superhuman, as a rival she would never, ever beat, had actually envied her the entire time.
Iâm sorry, Yuri. I knew.
âBut even being the way I was, the first time I respected, enviedâand yeah, probably felt jealousy toward someoneâŚwas Yuri.â
I knew all that from the first game.
Itâs how I also knew it was their miscommunication that was destroying them.
âI think about depending on someone, too, yâknow! But for some reason, I never can. Whenever the thought enters my headâŚI always think of you,â Iroha says, then releases Yuriâs shoulders.
As Yuri stares dumbfounded at Iroha, surprise appears on her face.
âIroha⌠Why are you cryingâŚ?â
âHa-ha, whatâre you saying? I never cryââ
Iroha puts her hand to her cheek as if just going along with the joke.
Her eyes go wide. She realizes she really is crying.
âNo way⌠IâmâŚcrying? I donât remember crying even in my earliest memories. And now Iâm doing it in front of other people? Thatâs ridiculousâŚâ
But her tears are flowing.
Theyâre really flowing.
The fact that Iroha is crying is undeniable.
Her mask breaks.
âNghâŚâŚâ
That face that had been so tense for so long crumples like a childâs.
âWah⌠Waaaaaaaaaah! Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!â
Iroha sobs loudly.
The Iroha we knew, the same Iroha who could lop off her own finger to reach her goal, is bawling like a child, unable to contain her emotions.
âI-IrohaâŚ?â
âWaaaaaaaaaaaaah! Stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid, stupid Yuriii! I trusted you! IâŚwas such an idiot! I trusted that at least you would never betray me!â
The tears pour from Irohaâs eyes, and her nose is running.
âWhat the hell? Superhuman? Donât be stupid!! Look at me! Itâs not like I want to be the king! This killing game terrifies me! Cutting off my finger hurt! I wanted someone to protect me, too! But I had to do it even if I didnât want to! I thought I would make the best king, so I had no choice but to take on the responsibility! I had to do it because I couldnât stand the idea of relying on someone else and then letting everyone dieâletting you die!â
There isnât even a trace of Irohaâs usual aloofness as she sobs her heArt_out here like a little kid.
Still in shock, Yuri asks her, âIroha⌠Why did you want to protect meâŚ?â
The question is a little off topic, and Iroha fixes Yuri with a red-eyed glare.
âYou know why!â
I then recall something.
A certain question Iroha asked me during the first game.
âDo you think Iâ
actually liked Yuri?â
I didnât know the answer until just now, this very moment. Iroha has enough control over herself that she can expunge any emotions that might get in her way, and my experiences in the third game werenât enough for me to see the truth of her heart.
But now I understand very well.
Now that I can see her feelings laid bare, I understand completely.
Irohaâs feelings for Yuriâ
âI wanted to protect you because I love you!â
âare love.
âIf you died because I failed to protect you, I could maybe bear it if you at least thought I didnât love youâthatâs how much I care about you!â
âAhâŚâ
Emotion finally returns to Yuriâs dazed eyes.
âAhhâŚâŚâ
In an instant, her tears well and overflow. Before long, her face is soaking wet with a river of tears, just like Irohaâs.
These two.
Their mutual admiration was so great that they envied each other.
That led to some mistakes within this Box, but they wouldnât have come to harbor such powerful emotions if they didnât care so much in the first place.
âIroha⌠IrohaaaâŚâŚâ
Yuri hugs her.
The two of them embrace each other, sobbing.
âIâm sorry⌠Iâm sorryâŚâ
âI donât want to hear that. I donât want to hear any apologies from you. I wonât allow it. IâdâŚmuch rather hear something else.â
Though it takes her a moment, Yuri, now covered in snot and tears, quickly catches on. Putting on a clumsy smile, one with no trace of deception but rather a desperation that even a flatterer wouldnât call polite, she whispers gently:
âIâI love you, too, IrohaâŚâ
Yep.
When I hear that, it all comes together for me.
The reason why Yuri put on Irohaâs wristwatch during the second game. Why she confessed to stealing the boy she had feelings for, and why she drove her into a corner.
ââPlease kill me.â
She wanted to make it easier for Iroha to take her life.
Sure, Yuri probably wanted to beat Iroha. But she also knew Iroha would become the player eventually, so she made sure to say this so that Iroha would find it easier to kill her as an NPC. Yuri was trying to save Irohaâs life, even if it meant earning her hatred in the process.
ThatâsâŚnot an easy thing to do. For instanceâ
âIroha⌠Iâll always love you.â
âif she didnât love Iroha, she could never do it.
Oh, what the hell.
Whether they forgive each other doesnât matter. If the feelings of love are mutual, then none of that is important.
This doesnât mean the relationship between the real versions of them has improved, of course. These two NPCs arenât the despair-filled girls in the real world.
But I have faith in them.
I have faith that these two can mend their friendship and do away with their hopelessness.
I find that very easy to believe now.
And I begin to think.
Now that my most troublesome opponent is out of the way and Iâve taken a solid step toward preventing our deaths, Iâm certain.
Everything will be fine. I have unmistakably set the wheels in motion. I will arrive at my destination. All I can see in my head are visions of success.
Thatâs rightâ
Iâve beaten Daiya.
âI will beat you, Daiya.â
So Kazuki Hoshino declares.
I canât hide my amusement.
âNot a chance in hell.â
Iâm absolutely certain of it: Kazuki Hoshino will never be able to achieve his goal.
If heâs sure he can win, itâs nothing more than a delusion.
Kazuki Hoshino has made a huge mistake, after all.
I can be here in this room where I can see everythingâthe Master Room, if you willâso I naturally know all about his blunder.
ââŚâŚHeh.â
StillâŚ
âTedium is a monster⌠Some people might even try to slay it with a bullet to their own brains.â
Iâm quite fond of that quote.
Tedium is indeed a monster. If it wasnât, I wouldnât have used a wish-granting Box to relieve myself of it.
âOkay, here I go,â Kazuki Hoshino says, then looks toward the screen. His face is illuminated by the pale white light of the shabby arcade cabinet.
Several transparent hands stretch out toward Kazuki Hoshino where he gazes into the display.
His expression is loaded with disgust as heâs engulfed in the hands spilling outward as if to devour him. As if the hands are pulling it out of him, the color gradually fades from Kazuki Hoshino until he turns transparent and eventually disappears.
I applaud your tragic resolve.
But there was never any point from the get-go. Even in the unlikely event you are able to steer things so that no one offs anyone else, it still isnât worth squat.
Because, well, Daiya Oomine isnât the owner of the Game of Indolence.
âThatâs just the way your core nature works. It catches and alters everything that happens. Things you find enjoyable will just be tedious to someone whoâs naturally bored.â
âIf someone consumed by boredom uses a Box, the results will only stave off the tedium temporarily. Thatâs why this is all just a diversion. A pointless game.â
Itâs meâKoudai Kamiuchi.
Thanks for the commentary on me, Daiya.
Kazuki Hoshino just happened to misinterpret it. Daiya Oomineâs verbal smoke and mirrors made a complete chump of poor Hoshino. âž
And thatâs whyâheâs doomed to fail.
As if he ever wasnât. Itâs impossible to win when youâve got your sights set on the wrong opponent.
âOomine.â
When I address him, Daiya Oomine looks at me without a word.
âWhat exactly do you want to do with Hoshino?â
âWhy do you ask?â he replies unhappily.
âWell, itâs just that I heard your conversation, and I donât really get it. You said it yourself, right? âIf no one kills anyone else for eight days, you can survive.ââ
âI did say that.â
âThat was a lie, wasnât it?â
Daiya Oomine doesnât answer.
âI mean, having a rule like that is out of the question. Do you think Iâm the type to build in such a meaningless escape route?â
Force the game to end. His explanation was so persuasive, even I almost believed it, but if you really think about it, Daiya Oomine has no reason to know a trick like that, since he isnât even the owner.
In short, it was a bunch of BS.
Daiya Oomine has a joyous look on his face. I had wondered how he would react, but this is a surprise.
I canât help but smirk, too. This guy came up with a bunch of crap off the top of his head and got Kazuki Hoshino to buy it, and now heâs smiling.
No wonder he beat the first round of the game so easily.
âIt doesnât matter whether itâs true or whatever. The important thing is whether Kazuki Hoshino believes it.â
âOh, Iâd say he swallowed it hook, line, and sinker. I almost feel sorry for him. But what Iâm asking is why you did it.â
Daiya Oomine scratches his head as he replies, âWould you be convinced if I said I wanted to see Kazu dance around like a fool?â
ââŚHuh? If youâre putting it that way, does that mean youâre lying?â
âItâs the truth.â
I donât know the whole story, but I get the feeling heâs being honest, so I burst out laughing.
âMan, youâre a real piece of work. Youâve got Hoshino beat on so many levels.â
âI guess,â he responds with no emotion, as if itâs nothing.
Still, Iâm sure that isnât his only reason. I know thereâs more to him even deeper below the surface. He may be telling the truth, but at most itâs just one of the things he hopes to do.
âBy the way, why are you doing this? Why did you want to become the would-be guide for Kingdom Royale?â
This Box summons the players to this space by force and can put them in stasis until their turn in Kingdom Royale actually rolls around. But for some reason, it couldnât put him under like it did the other players.
When I tried asking the man himself why that was, Daiya Oomine said something about how the fact that heâs an owner allows him to butt into othersâ wishes. Iâm not going to lie, but that made me real skeptical.
I asked why Maria Otonashi, also evidently an owner, canât do the same thing, and he said that apparently she might be able to. According to him, sheâs stuck in stasis simply because her turn hasnât come around yet, and thatâs prevented her from detecting the presence of this Box.
In other words, Daiya Oomine is free to move because he was already released from stasis to play in the first round of the game.
Anyway, Daiya Oomine has used his freedom to explain Kingdom Royale to Kazuki Hoshino and brag like he did just now.
âI told you the reason. I want to watch Kazuâs clumsy little dance.â
âThatâs not all, though, is it?â
âLet me put it this way, then. I donât want to tell you.â
âOh-ho, thatâs tough talk toward the owner when heâs letting you run around free here. Do you understand your position? But itâs fine with me if you donât want to answer. I donât really care that much anyway.â
Iâm okay with whatever as long as itâs interesting. Actually, seeing Kazuki Hoshino turning desperate over a bunch of lies sounds like a good time.
Daiya Oomine sighs, like heâs disgusted I backed off so easily. ââŚNow that I think about it, thereâs one thing I havenât asked. Why choose us as the players?â
âHey, might as well get people whoâll give me a run for my money, right? Hard mode is more fun than easy mode, after all. So I decided to go with the guys everyone says are the top students at our school.â
âAnd Kazu? Surely you canât call him an overachiever?â
âNo, I canât. To tell you the truth, I had someone else in mind. You know, that Ryu Miyazaki guy in second year. I had to nix that, though, since he doesnât go to our school anymore. A guy wants a little consistency in his enemy mobs, right?â
âSo you chose Kazu in place of Miyazaki. Seems like a poor substitute.â
âThere you go again. I know you actually have a pretty high opinion of Hoshino. Besides, thatâs really not the case. Sure, Hoshino might be a nobody when heâs on his own, but if he teams up with Maricchi, he can be real trouble.â
Daiya Oomine grimaces with displeasure. ââŚMaybe so. But did you know that before you started this game?â
âAh, O told me.â
Daiya Oomine seems surprised for a moment to hear this, then smirks.
âWhatâs with that look?â
âOh, nothing. I just thought that mightâve been the case,â he says, then looks toward the screen. Kazuki Hoshino is speaking with Noitan.
The sight of his oblivious sincerity reminds me so much of a clown acting for our amusement, I canât help but laugh.
Daiya Oomine gazes at Kazuki Hoshinoâs ridiculous show, as if he doesnât even want to blink.
What the hell? I thought you wanted to laugh at him. Why so serious?
ââŚâŚâ
Ah, who cares.
âHey.â
Daiya Oomine speaks up, eyes still glued to the screen.
ââŚWhat is it?â
ââŚI just wanted to check something, but your NPC doesnât know the details of the Game of Indolence, nor that heâs the owner, right?â
âIf he did, it wouldnât be fair, and thatâs no fun.â
âHmm, your NPC doesnât have a clue, and he still acts like that. At any rate, you must not think thereâs any meaning to the Game of Indolence or the bloodshed that takes place in it.â
âHuh? Isnât that obvious? Do you think differently?â
ââŚWhether I do or not, hereâs how I think Kazu sees it.â
ââŚ?â
Daiya Oomine lifts his head and looks at me.
Then he says:
âHeâs going to try to give purpose to the Game of Indolence.â
Thereâs a hint of happiness in Daiya Oomineâs face as he tells me.
ââŚâŚâŚâ
That expression creeps me out.
Itâs like heâs actually counting on Kazuki Hoshino, when he should be trying to play him for a fool.
Itâs not the type of thing you expect to see when two guys are supposedly going at it.
What if theyâre really working together to try to trap meâŚ? âŚYeah, no wayâthatâs not possible. I saw how they talked together earlier, and Iâve watched pretty much every interaction theyâve had in the game through this cabinet. If they are in cahoots, I wouldâve noticed.
âŚAnd, well, even if they are conspiring against meâ
âthat doesnât really matter, either.
