Chapter 813: DESPAIR
This feeling was not anything like Iris had gone through before. She was having a hard time to breath. All of despair and misery came crawling back to the front or her mind, brought back all of the forgotten memories that she had suppressed all this time.
Iris was being reminded of the pain when she was being whipped by Mason, the disappointment in Gerald’s eyes for having her as his daughter, the way people looked down on her and how she was trying her hardest to get a little bit affection from people around her.
But then, those memories were interrupted by the memory that did not belong to her.
This was a memory of Ethan.
The period of time when he was in the slavery. The time when he was tortured and how those savages had tormented him. The gamma looked very young, he was no older than fifteen years old. The pain in his eyes and gradually his eyes lost its light.
Iris felt every bone that was broken and every pain those savages gave to him. Iris could feel Ethan’s rage and his bloody desire to kill everyone, or anything that touched him, but he was helpless and weak. There was nothing he could do to defend himself and no one could defend him.
Iris could feel Ethan’s urge to kill himself to end the pain.
And then the memory of Kellan. Iris relived the moment when he told her how to touch him, hoe he coaxed her to do what he wanted. Iris could feel his hand on the back of her head, trying to guide her of how to give him pleasure. The way he moaned and and how he complimented her.
All of his little game...
Iris remembered how confused she was when Kellan touched her inappropriately, but he kept telling her ’It’s okay, good girl...’.
Iris watched the confused little girl, who was none other than herself, trying not to cry when the young Kellan persuaded her to do what he wanted her to do, while telling the little girl all the sweet words that she was so eager to hear.