Fractures of Eternity

With my last ounce of sanity, I gripped onto the hands that threatened to undress me.

“Loki, I can’t hold on anymore! Please, don’t play with me! Just leave! I... can’t... You won’t… like this.” I huffed, feeling my entire being quiver as I wanted to give in to him.

The only thing that kept me grounded was the knowledge that this would only end in disaster.

But if I do… You’ll… hate this in the end. I’m not… This… won’t be sex with a random normal girl! It will be with the monster who took everything from you! I can’t!

My warning slipped by him as he continued to undress me more instead of backing away. The sensation of his hands on my skin was about to send me into a frenzy when the simple thought of my mark stopped me.

No! If you see it… I can’t give in!

“Maybe if we do once, it’ll be enough, just know when you’re back in your right mind. You can hurt me all you want for not letting you suffer as you wanted.” Loki’s gaze shifted to the wall behind as I felt my dress drop.

In that moment, his eyes widened as his grip loosened for a second, allowing me to slip into the tub. There, I protected my bare back against the tub’s wall, yet it wasn’t long until I realized I was in my underwear alone.

The straps of my bra were on my arms rather than my shoulders, as my sudden action caused the vampire to shake his head and gaze away from me.

“Everything…” He trailed off as I couldn’t tell what expression he had on his face when he stood up and removed his blood-soaked clothing from his body, allowing it to hit the floor.

What stood in front of me was a sight I never thought I would see, as Loki’s bond mark on the left side of his chest was completely visible to me. The last time he was bare like this, I didn’t allow myself to gawk, but with his venom coursing through my body, I couldn’t help but stare at his features.

His mark covered his left pectus and was identical to mine, as his abdomen was defined. There was a visible tent in his grey underwear before he crawled into the tub with me. With him inside, all the blood from before dripped down his body and onto the bath’s running water.

A smirk rose on his lips when I couldn’t take my eyes off him as he seized my chin once again.

“After you’re fully you again, we’ll have to talk about your blood and...” Loki trailed off, tugging away from me and taking the shower head above us.

He washed his body with soap, leaving me to watch as I couldn’t help but admire the way the water ran through his defined features. It came along with the same scent that intoxicated me every time I was in his room.

“You’re too strong for your good, you know.” His voice snapped me out of my daze before he dripped some liquid soap onto my body.

Unable to help me, a squeal left my lips as he washed it off using the same warm water from the shower head.

This... can’t happen... If I...

“You don’t need to hold back,” Loki sighed, prompting me to reach toward him.

My hand landed on his abdomen as I trailed my fingertips down his features, unable to stop myself from doing so. Shivering under my touch, he placed the shower head on its hanger before grabbing onto my hand, saving himself from me tugging his underwear down.

“Like what you see?” the playful vampire teased, lowering himself back down towards me.

Slipping my hand away from him, I shook my head.

What was I—

That thought was quickly popped when he pushed himself in between my legs, triggering my breathing to become unsteady.

“Wa—” I tried to halt this one last, unable to push him away when he brushed his lips against mine.

A small yelp left my lips when I used the opportunity to deepen our lock, allowing his tongue to dance with mine. In an instant, all of my strength melted as I pushed on his spongy muscle while his hands traveled up my curves and onto my bosom. Mine quickly found their way onto his chest as he wasn’t the only one grabbing a handful of flesh.

His warmth radiated into my skin, leaving me on cloud nine as I clumsily tangoed with his tongue. Lifting my bra, he softly kneaded my delicate lumps lightly while focusing on our kiss. Saliva dripped down our chins as the water behind him splashed around us.

A soft mewl escaped me even though I was locked with his lips when he pinched my sensitive nipples, triggering that same electrifying sensation to ripple through my body. Each time it did, my mind muffled as the desire for something to fill me increased. Drawing away from our kiss, he trailed his free fingertips into my undies, causing me to gasp lightly.

His eyes darted down to see what he was about to do as my hand gripped onto his arms.

“I don’t know, bear with me while I learn,” He mumbled under his breath, watching for my reactions when he traced my vulva through my underwear, trying to figure out its anatomy.

His exploratory touch was quickly rewarded when he touched my sensitive, perky bell as a whine left my lips. Each brush caused waves of pleasure to erode at my sanity as I could barely think straight anymore.

“Does it feel good there?” the vampire asked.

“Y-Yes! More, Loki!” I mewled, prompting his lips to meet mine again for another feverous kiss.

Releasing a soft whine into tango, the prince drew away again. Leaving my voice to roam free, as he concentrated on trying to release every tension I had.

“Come on, cum for me, Vivi.” He breathed, swirling his thumb on my bean.

He asked me to do something I hadn’t done in my eighteen years of life, yet my body knew what he wanted as the electrifying sensation merged with a knot in my core. Each brush he gave me left my body twitching as I could barely handle the pleasure striking at my being.

Loki turned to Eli, who was in the tub with us, as he handed the showerhead to him. The small break of caresses let me catch sight of the tent in his boxers, which had gotten more pronounced since we started. I wasn’t the only one who begged for release, but he wouldn’t give me that, as I somehow kept my hands on his arms.

I… want to… Argh… why am I… resisting?

Pulling his hand away from my undies, he placed the head of the gushing water against my vulva.

“Lo—ki!” I squealed as every fiber of my being released, leaving my mind white as a winter storm.

Instead of a gripping cold, warmth erupted through my entire body, as it didn’t feel like it was mine anymore. A soft smile grew on his lips, knowing what happened when I tightened my grip onto his shoulders, feeling him hold the running water against my sensitive place until I rode out my peak.

“Good girl.” He purred, kissing me once again in a shorter burst as he left me wanting more when he tugged away.

“Is it better?” He asked as Eli slid into the bathtub behind him to place the head on the holder once again.

Instead of dousing the fire, it made the itch get worse.

Deeper… I want your warmth… In my depths.

“Not enough.” I declared, clasping onto Loki before dragging him into another kiss.

I… need more. I won’t… hold back anymore.

He responded for a moment before tugging away slightly as I chased his lips for more. Kiss cheek, I trailed my lips against his neck as his eyes studied me.

“Okay.” Loki breathed, reaching towards my underwear, only this time I felt his hand go in.

A soft gasp left my lips when I felt his finger trail my anatomy before it slipped into my depths, causing me to wince. A jolt of discomfort was soon filled with the bliss of being filled by him, yet it wasn’t enough. The reach of his sole digit wasn’t exactly where I wished it to be.

“You’re so tight, Vivi. I can’t put another one in. Relax a bit.” He whispered into my ear.

Why are you asking for the impossible? Just...

“I can’t! Just drain me of my blood and be done with it!” I whimpered, holding onto him before nipping at his shoulder as he tried to introduce another finger, leaving me squirming in his grip.

“No, I can’t do that, sweetheart. That would kill you.” Loki sighed, trying to hold on to his sanity, too.

Unable to help myself, I grabbed onto the tent that had been calling to me earlier, prompting him to gasp before shoving his fingers into me. The sudden action caused me to draw away from his heat, letting out a sharp yelp as the itch was barely scratched by it.

“Shit... sorry.” Loki apologized for the rough movement.

Deeper…

Trying to get a hold of my spinning head, I held onto the bathtub when he tugged his digits out to see blood on them. The harsh movement had caused my hymen to rip, triggering his eyes to give a light hue before he licked his fingers clean.

The rose tea was probably out of my system by now, prompting my unfiltered blood to send him into a minor frenzy. Saliva dripped down his chin when he tugged me up to the bathtub’s edge, allowing me to lean against the wall entirely. Yanking my underwear off, he buried his face between my thighs as I gripped onto his hair.

Before his name fully formed on my lips, his tongue soon lapped my slits, prompting me to cry it instead. Clasping tighter onto his hair, I mewled loudly, trembling in his arms as he continued to slurp me without a care in the world. His tongue invaded my depths in search of the rich nectar he craved, leaving me feeling lightheaded.

Tugging on his locks prompted him to draw away from my intimate lips as saliva dripped down his chin. His eyes lightly locked with mine before he turned towards my right thigh and sank his teeth into my skin.

Withdrawing his fangs soon after, he licked where he bit as I felt the fire relit because of it. Any semblance of sanity I had gathered quickly melted away with a simple action.

“Your blood just got... Fuck! I… Fuck it! Fuck this! I’m having you! You can kill me tomorrow if you want!” Loki declared, picking me up from the bathtub without even drying our bodies.

He headed into the bedroom with me before suddenly throwing me onto the bed. A second later, he climbed on me, kicking his underwear to the side.

Lining himself up with me, he stopped, gazing at me with hungry eyes. “Do you... Want this? If you don’t, I—”

Ah… stop.

Without a care in the world, I drew him into a kiss, not wanting to halt this anymore. The only thing I could feel was pure desire, and it wasn’t just because of the fire that threatened to make me lose my sanity.

I… care about you… I want to feel you in ways I shouldn’t.

Sadly, I would never have been this honest if his venom weren’t coursing through me. If it were anyone but him doing this, I would’ve leveled the place already.

Only because you are my partner… will I tolerate this. No… I’ll love every minute of it.

This was a moment in time that would forever be with me, even when he hated my guts after he learned what I was

If you give me this one moment, I will feel satisfied. One where I’m a normal girl under you, then… that’s all that matters.

Releasing a nervous chuckle, Loki pressed his tip against my entrance as it wasn’t long until it gave way to him filling me. Feeling him stretch out my virgin walls, I gasped as pain rushed through me in waves, triggering me to gaze down to see what was causing it.

His heat was too thick and big for someone as inexperienced as I was. I didn’t even know what any of the others looked like, yet I couldn’t help but wonder if it was breaking me because it was going in the wrong way. It wasn’t even entirely in, leaving me heaving.

“Wait, Loki! It’s ripping me apart!” I whined, gripping onto his arms.

Another softer chuckle came from him because of my assessment, as his voice appeared husky and out of breath. His wings erupted out of him, allowing feathers to fall around us, leaving me in awe of this beautiful vampire.

You… are…

“It’ll be okay. I promise my dick isn’t tearing you apart. You’re plenty wet. I just need you to relax.” He reassured me before brushing his lips with mine, which wasn’t long until it turned into a tango of our tongues.

While I was distracted by his affection, he took the chance to shove himself into me entirely in one push. I yelped into our kiss because of it, feeling like my entire vision blurred when he drew away from our kiss, tracing his fingers on my cheek.

Soft pants left his lips as he wiped away any rogue tears that might have fallen because of the pain.

“I won’t move unless you want me to.” He huffed, wincing a bit before shifting his gaze down towards our connection.

“Does it hurt for you, too?” I whimpered, touching his cheek as I finally felt more leveled with him in me.

Or perhaps it was the pain bringing back some clarity. My question caused his eyes to widen when he shook his head, smiling ever so brightly.

“No, it feels too good that I think am going to cum soon, but I don’t want to because I want to enjoy it more. I also don’t want to be the only one feeling like that,” Loki murmured as his eyes shimmered once again when the scent of blood reached him.

“Fuck! Your blood’s driving me crazy, Vivi.” He confessed as I reached out to touch his cheek.

The pain was slowly dulling away, as I could see he was struggling with the desire to sink his fangs into me. When my palms touched its destination, he leaned into it, kissing my wrist before licking it.

This vampire was suffering the same as I was. We truly were poison to one another, yet I…

“Do whatever you want to me, Loki.” I simpered, causing something to snap in him as he did just that.

Caging me between the bed and him, I felt his fangs sink into my nape as I held myself closer to him.

This must be a dream. Yes, it surely is a dream. No one will ever make me feel this way if it were real.

The moment my arms were on him, he tugged away from my neck, licking his lips. It wasn’t long before he thrust his hips into me, as I couldn’t help but cry out because of it. However, the sensation of him filling me out drowned out the pain of him stretching out my newly used walls.

This mortal body was soon sent into pleasure when Loki’s movements quickened as my whines of pleasure guided him. The noise of skins slapping soon filled the surrounding air when Eli came into bed with us, pulling my hands away from Loki and binding them together against the bed above my head with his body.

His tail also held my legs apart for his other half as the vampire smirked when he got up slightly, pulling my hips up with him. My voice suddenly wasn’t mine when I saw the stars as he plunged himself deeper into me. My body gave off a soft shimmer, unable to hold itself back as the pin that kept me in check was nowhere near me.

Aside from my moans, Loki’s groans became more apparent to me as his release drew closer, making his movements sloppier and longer. Raising my left leg, he licked the calf before biting briefly into it, before lapping the blood that dripped from the temporary puncture holes.

Most vampire bites healed in less than a minute, even without the blood magic that Loki possessed. The sensation was enough to send me over the edge once again, leaving me convulsing in his grip. He pulled himself out of me, placing my thighs together and rubbing his heat in between them, as it wasn’t long before his seed exploded onto my stomach with a groan.

The warmth of his liquid on my skin sank in, leaving me wanting to touch it.

“N-Not e-enough.” I heaved, causing the vampire’s eyes to widen before a smirk tugged at his lips.

“Don’t worry, Vivi. I won’t let you feel empty for long.” He assured me as Eli suddenly let me go, gliding to one of the cabinets.

Eli suddenly let me go, gliding to one cabinet. There, he took out a small box before giving it to Loki. One that he ripped open, allowing wrappers to fall onto the sheets. In my state of mind, I didn’t know what they were, nor cared to know.

All I knew was that I wanted him and that I could no longer feel my heart. Though my hands were free, allowing me to reach towards my belly, where I dipped my fingers into the warm liquid he had left behind.

Dragging them on my skin, I brought them to my lips.

“Vivi, what are you doing?” my vampire asked, cheeks rosy, which turned bright red when I licked my digits.

In that moment, it was as if something snapped within him.

“Ugh… So salty and bitter. I thought you’d be sweeter.” I murmured, prompting little words to leave the vampire, who appeared stunned in place by what I had done.

The absence of his touch, though, wasn’t unnoticed by me. I felt my body get hotter under his gaze, and my patience was drained.

“P-please, be faster!” I begged, reaching down where we were connected moments ago.

It still stung a bit, yet not having him stretch me out was more uncomfortable.

He snapped out of his astonishment, grabbed one wrapper with his free hand. Using the other to hold me in place, he tore it open with his teeth before using the plastic on his head, covering it. I cocked my head, unable to tell what he was going to do with it when he chuckled.

“Never seen one?” Loki teased me, pressing his tip against my entrance once again.

I shook my head even though my mind was mainly a mess.

“Hurry!” I whimpered before he filled my walls again with himself.

An unfamiliar sensation consumed me because of it. There was no pain like before, but there was something different.

Hah… I liked it better before.

“They’re used to keep us from having an accident we don’t want. Oz always insists on having a pack around in case something like this happens. I guess I’m thankful right now for that.” He informed, kissing my forehead before moving on to my lips.

Intertwining our tongues, he made me his once again as I dug my hands onto his back, prompting a groan to escape him. The pleasure was almost too much for my mind to keep up before it melted into what we were doing.

I didn’t remember how many times he held me. All that came into my mind was that it felt good. I didn’t care about anything else but having him, and by the gods, we had each other that night. All without a care for the consequences that came in the morning.

I didn’t stop myself from riding the vampire to my desires, even though I deep down knew this would only end in heartache. His name was the only thing that left my lips before he covered them with his.