Chapter 80 - 79: Too Good to Keep Testing I
(Jay POV)
Monday morning already felt different before Jay had touched a ball.
He walked into the changing room and two lads he barely knew said his name on the way past, easy, no thought behind it. Fredrik, the fringe midfielder from the canteen the week before, waved him over to a spot at the breakfast table instead of leaving him to find one.
At the far end, Aksel, the right-back who’d walked him off the ball without a word on his first morning, gave him a short nod that had nothing careful in it anymore. Not a test. Just hello.
Jay’s legs told him the same story his surroundings did. The ache that had sat in his hips and calves all through week one had gone quiet, replaced by the ordinary tiredness of a man doing a job his body had learned to expect. He knew which bus to catch without checking the app twice. He knew which door led to the gym and which led to the pitch, and he walked to both without waiting for anyone to point him there.
Espen split the group for a possession session, and Jay went out with the first-choice group this time, not the fringe one. He lined up on the left, Aksel behind him, one of the club’s main central midfielders inside him.
He held his width without being told to.
When Aksel showed to overlap, Jay tucked inside on instinct, opening the lane before the full-back had fully committed to it. When the ball needed to move quick, he released it in one touch instead of two. When the team’s shape actually created the yard of space out wide that a winger lived for, he took it, and only then.
None of it felt like effort. That was the strange part. A week ago every instruction had needed translating twice, in his head if not out loud. Now the picture just arrived, players moving into spaces he’d half expected before they got there, corrections from five days ago sitting in his legs like they’d always been there.
He did not know why it had gotten easier so fast. He only knew that the game around him had started to feel readable in a way it hadn’t on day one.
The session went by clean.
He did not lose the ball through a bad decision once. He did not miss a single pressing trigger, closing down the moment the ball turned when it was his job to close it down and holding his position when it wasn’t. He put three or four genuinely dangerous balls into the box across the session, none of them forced, none of them a dribble he didn’t need to attempt.
It was not flashy. It was correct, over and over, the ball finding the right foot at the right time because Jay was where the pattern needed him to be.
Malik found him after training and did what he’d done all week, except properly this time.
He brought Fredrik and Aksel over to the same table, no translating needed for most of it, and let the conversation run wherever it wanted.
They asked about the first week, and Jay admitted it had nearly broken him a couple of times without making a speech out of it. They asked how he’d picked the patterns up so fast, and he shrugged and said he didn’t really know, which was true. Someone asked about England, what level he’d played at, why he was over here instead of somewhere closer to home, and Jay kept it light, a released contract, a chance that came up, nothing about hospitals or debt or a bedroom in his parents’ house.
Somebody mocked the cold he still hadn’t gotten used to. Somebody else mocked the way he mangled half the squad’s surnames, and made him say three of them out loud just to laugh at it. They talked about the weekend’s match and who was fighting for the same shirt, freely, like Jay was already someone worth telling that to.
It was ordinary. That was what made it land.
Aksel started giving him things during training that a defender did not owe a trialist.
Small stuff. Which way Egersund’s striker liked the cross when he was running in front of his man, and when he preferred it delayed a half-second so he could attack the back post instead. Which league defenders sat off and which ones jumped early. Jay took each piece and used it inside a rep or two, not three days later, and Aksel noticed that faster than he noticed anything else about him.
By midweek, the coaches ran repeated attacking phases against the club’s established defenders, into quick transitions the moment possession changed.
Jay went through it without a single flat rep.
He beat the full-back outside when the man’s stance narrowed to protect the inside. He cut inside instead when the man shifted to guard the touchline. When neither lane was clean, he combined with the overlapping runner rather than forcing a one-on-one that wasn’t there. He found the striker with a low cutback when the angle called for it and with an early diagonal when it didn’t.
Every time the attack broke down, he was already moving, closing the nearest passing lane or dropping back into shape before anyone had to shout at him to do it.
One sequence, midway through, made the whole session stop.
Jay received it tight to a defender, escaped him with one touch that bought half a yard and nothing more, slipped it to the midfielder arriving beside him, kept running past the pass instead of admiring it, and arrived exactly where the return ball met him. He squared it first time. The striker did not have to break stride.
It looked built, not brilliant. Three players moving the way a team was supposed to move, not one man doing something for the cameras.
Espen stopped the drill afterward, and it took Jay a second to realise it wasn’t for him.
The coach was on two of the other players instead, sharp, pointing at the space they should have filled a half-second earlier than they had. He didn’t mention Jay’s name once. He just reset the group and ran it again, faster, and this time everyone moved like the standard had quietly gone up without anyone announcing it.
Jay felt that shift without being told what it meant. Nobody was adjusting to keep up with him out loud. They were doing it anyway.
Thursday evening, Malik and Fredrik dragged him to Fredrik’s flat, some tournament loaded up on a console, food that Jay couldn’t pronounce spread across the coffee table.
They argued about English football versus Norwegian football for a solid twenty minutes, neither side giving an inch. They took the mick out of the three layers Jay still wore indoors and the way he picked around half of what was on his plate. Fredrik taught him a handful of Norwegian words, careful and patient about it, right up until he slipped in one that turned out to mean something Jay absolutely should not have said to Aksel’s girlfriend the next morning, and both of them nearly fell off the sofa laughing when he found out.
Jay laughed properly, the first time since he’d landed, the kind that came from somewhere real instead of politeness.
His phone buzzed partway through, a message from his dad, and his face changed before he could stop it.
Fredrik clocked it and didn’t push. Jay only said his mum wasn’t well and being away made it harder, nothing more than that, and Fredrik nodded like it was enough, passed him a controller, and steered the night back toward something lighter without making a thing of the moment at all.
Late in the second week, the coaches ran a long eleven-a-side block, several likely starters on both sides, preparation for the coming fixture folded into it.
Jay went with the stronger attacking group.
He held the defensive shape properly through every phase, no gaps left behind him for someone else to cover. He won the ball back cleanly through the exact pressing trigger the week had drilled into him, not a wild chase, a picked moment.
