Chapter 171 171: The Hardest Truth
The silence after Alex's words felt suffocating.
Because neither Claire nor Gloria could honestly deny them.
That was the unbearable part.
Even now—
with Haley shattered,
with the family standing near collapse—
part of them still grieved the thought of losing him.
And recognizing that inside themselves made both women feel sick.
Gloria sat down slowly at the kitchen island again, looking suddenly exhausted beyond words.
Claire remained standing near the counter like she no longer trusted herself to sit.
Then Gloria whispered quietly:
"I hate that she's right."
Alex didn't answer.
Didn't need to.
Then Claire finally spoke, voice fragile in a way Alex had almost never heard before.
"I don't know how to stop feeling something just because it became wrong."
There it was.
The truth beneath everything.
Not justification.
Not excuse.
Just reality.
Alex folded her arms tighter.
"You stop feeding it."
The sentence came instantly.
Sharp.
Practical.
"You stop working together. You stop creating situations where this keeps growing."
Claire physically flinched at the word growing.
Because that was exactly what had happened.
Then Alex continued quietly:
"You both keep talking about this like it's some tragic accident." Her eyes moved between them carefully. "But at some point it became choices too."
That landed brutally.
Because again—
she was right.
The work.
The calls.
The intimacy.
Not inevitable.
Chosen.
Then Gloria whispered:
"We kept thinking we still had control."
Alex laughed softly once under her breath.
"That's the most adult thing I've ever heard." A small shake of her head. "Everyone thinks they're controlling disasters right up until they aren't."
And suddenly the cost of all this expanded further:
their children were being forced into adulthood because of them.
Then Alex looked toward Claire directly.
"You need to tell Dad something."
Immediate panic crossed Claire's face.
"Not everything," Alex clarified quickly. "But enough that Haley's behavior makes sense." She rubbed at her forehead. "He's not stupid. He already knows something's deeply wrong."
Claire looked physically ill at the thought.
Because even partial honesty with Phil felt dangerous now.
Then Gloria spoke softly:
"And Jay?"
Alex looked toward her.
"You know him better than I do." A pause. "But if you keep lying while emotionally checked out…" She swallowed once. "That's still hurting him."
The directness of that visibly hit Gloria hard.
Then, the quiet settled again across the kitchen.
Three women.
Three completely different stages of grief.
Then Alex asked the question neither older woman wanted to face yet.
"What about Gael?"
Nobody answered immediately.
Because suddenly, the center of the disaster felt strangely absent despite affecting all of them.
Then Claire whispered:
"I don't even know what he's supposed to do now."
Alex's expression shifted slightly.
Something complicated.
Almost sad.
"Probably the same thing both of you should." She looked down briefly. "Disappear for a while."
Everyone understood what it meant:
distance,
separation,
loss.
And for the first time since this entire emotional collapse began—
Claire realized she was genuinely grieving something that hadn't even fully happened yet.
