Chapter 87: The sweetest poison
"Now, are you going to help me get this cum out of me or are you going to cry about it again?" Maxwell said, amusement in his voice as he comforted the bigger man above him. It always seemed to surprise him how sensitive Andrew was to everything. Not that he had a problem with that, he was just unused to it.
Watching the other man sniffle and cry broke his heart in certain circumstances, and turned him on in others. He worried he might be developing a weird kink, and hoped that Andrew wouldn’t mind that he had it.
Andrew’s face was still tense, and full of pain and sorrow. It was silly to him how easily the man was spiraling, but he also knew it wasn’t fully Andrew’s fault. Andrew before his manifestation had been quite calm, easy going, and easy to talk to. He wasn’t quick to express his emotions. This Andrew? The new one?
Well, he was dealing with quite a bit of a difference. Most of the physical attributes to true alphas hadn’t come in yet, like the knotting. Maxwell was actually quite thankful for that, but it also left him worried. When was it going to happen? Dr. Smith suggested that Andrew was going to lose his two canines any day now, but Maxwell was sure Andrew hadn’t been paying attention to that.
There was also the concern that Andrew knotted in Maxwell and the condom broke. Sure, they could joke around and Andrew could fill him up like a fucking cum balloon right now, but that stopped being funny when Andrew knotted inside of him. Sperm counts went through the roof whenever an alpha knotted, and Andrew could do it on command.
Well, it would be more on command once he learns how to control it. It would be a dangerous game till then. Maxwell felt like he was playing with a gun anytime he slept with Andrew. At least until he started expressing his other true alpha traits. He had a feeling Andrew was subconsciously holding everything back like he had done previously, hell, maybe even for his whole life. But he hoped that meeting Kim and seeing how good she was of a true alpha might spur on the change.
The sooner it happened, the sooner everything could become normal. And everyone could leave them the fuck alone.
Maxwell didn’t like having guards, he didn’t like having people concerned about him personally, and he liked his privacy. Currently, that was what was driving him insane. Very little of it was truly related to Andrew, but it was Andrew adjacent.
So once Andrew stopped fighting himself, and began to accept who he was, the sooner Maxwell could feel in control of his life again.
