Chapter 178: Kuze Masachika’s Nightmare Part 1
"Getting aroused watching the woman I love being taken by another man... Disgusting. I’m the worst."
Masachika woke from his sleep, his body heavy, his head throbbing.
The first thing he noticed was his wet, sticky pants—evidence of a repulsive wet dream. Nausea twisted his stomach again. He hated himself.
Reluctantly, he stripped the soiled sheets, tossed them into the washing machine, and put fresh ones on his empty-feeling bed. Then, Masachika trudged weakly to the bathroom.
Under the stinging cold shower, he tried to wash away not just the grime on his body but the filth in his mind.
"No. It can’t be Alya. It’s just someone who looks like her. Yeah, just a lookalike. There are plenty of people who resemble each other. Silver hair? Lots of people have it. Body shape? Could be a coincidence."
Masachika fought desperately against the horrific images seared into his brain.
"With Alya’s personality... it’s impossible. She’s so proud. No way she’d have sex on camera. She even hates being secretly photographed, let alone a porn video!"
"What that woman said in the video... that’s not the Alya I know. She’s too vulgar to say those things so easily."
"Besides, that eye censor... it’s deliberate to make people assume. It’s a dirty trick! Yeah, a dirty trick by some mastermind to fool me into thinking it’s Alya."
"I can’t fall for it. No way Alya would do that!"