Chapter 79: Roh, no.
Seoha’s POV
"I can explain!" I stutter as he drags me past countless numbers of staff.
My legs are still wobbly from last night, and even more shaky from meeting Jaemin, my bias, one on one.
The alpha pulls me into his office and slams the door shut, pushing me up against the door as he sniffs me aggressively, ignoring my scent patch.
My jaw drops when his nose drags over the sensitive skin of my neck.
"Junho?" he asks and I nod, "yes, I was with him" I say softly and he sighs like he has been holding his breath all along.
"Did anyone hurt you?" he asks, muttering the words against my skin and sending shivers down my spine.
"No, I’m fine" I whisper back to him, feeling dizzy from the way his scent is leaking, his scent patch can do nothing to hide the danger and worry in his pheromones.
"Don’t, don’t leave my side ever again" he orders and I nod, whining in my throat at how much I also miss him, the effect of last night is still on my body...
But I feel open to more.
"I’m sorry" I say softly and the alpha sighs again.
"I didn’t mean to make you worry...most times you act like you don’t want me...so..." my voice trails off as he pulls back to look at my face.
And through the glasses he’s wearing, I see a kind of light in his eyes, like I’m with a different man.
"I want you. okay? I don’t know how to...say it, but I want you" he says and takes my hand, limping slightly as he leads us to his desk.
"Are you hurt?" I ask him, wondering why he is suddenly tender to me, and at the same time, happy that he hasn’t mentioned the little bag I’m clutching.
"Hmm" he hums his response as he leans back in his chair, he pulls me down roughly to sit on his lap, but it doesn’t distract me.
"Where?" I ask quietly, worried about his health, he has been wincing a lot these days and he has been limping, even when he’s with his cane.
"My leg" he murmurs, and I slide off his leg to kneel on the floor immediately, maybe if I give him a massage it would feel better.
"This one?" I ask, checking his left leg and he lets out a hiss.
"Shit, Seoha" the alpha curses and when I look up, he’s looking at me like a man close to losing control, and his scent leaks even heavier.
"Are you seducing me on purpose?" he asks through his clenched teeth and I furrow my brow.
"What?" I ask.
"You...you don’t fucking kneel like that unless I ask you to" he orders me and my omega whines, "but your leg..." I start to say.
"Get up, Seoha" he says and pulls me up, placing me on his lap again and holding me to his chest.
"Don’t do that unless you know what you’re doing, I have no control when it comes to you" he says next to my ear and I nod, lost and confused, but nodding along.
"Boss" someone knocks on the door and Taesan sighs, "what now?" he asks with irritation.
"The new client is here" the man says, "which one?" Taesan calls in a deep and commanding voice.
"The one for the collaboration offer, sir" the man at the door says and Taesan pats my thigh twice, signaling for me to get up, but I really don’t want to.
"Stay in Jisung’s office, don’t go anywhere else" he instructs and I nod, getting up and watching him pick up his cane.
"Let’s go" he nods at me and we step out of the office together.
Immediately the alpha is out of sight, I rush to Jisung’s office, I open his computer and use the search engine; why won’t my alpha let me kneel for him.
The results come up immediately and I skim over the lines of well explained words...words that shouldn’t be read in public.
Each line I read makes my cheeks burn red, and the images accompanying the results make me blink rapidly.
Oh....
With a blush, I end the search and press my hands to my face to cool off.
Suck his...I can do that? Does Taesan like that too? Will he enjoy it when I put it in my mouth like an ice cream?
The office door opens and Yuki comes in; she locks the door behind her before turning around with a heavy sigh.
"Oh you scared me" she gasps and places her hand on her chest, the leather cladded woman looks startled to see me.
"Are you sneaking in?" I ask and she folds her arms across her chest, "no, I just came to...see if he has finished the book I gave him"
"He’s not here" I say tiredly, amused by the way she runs her fingers through her short hair.
"I knew that, what do you take me for? Shouldn’t you be with Taesan?" she asks, coming to lean on the table.
"Kang Taesan-ssi is busy, he told me to wait here" I say, playing with the small bag containing the merch Jaemin gave me.
"What is that?" Yuki asks curiously and I pull it out; it’s a simple shirt that says ’Sky High’ in english.
"Is that merch from Sky High?" she asks and I nod, hoping to see a smile that says she enjoys their music too, but her face changes.
"Is...is everything okay?" I ask carefully and instead of answering, she takes the cloth from me and holds it up, "don’t let Taesan see it" she says with a growl.
"Why not? I just got this" I defend my merch and get up to snatch it from her, she tries to keep out of reach, but I successfully take it back.
"Roh Jaemin-ssi gave it to me" I say.
"Yah, Roh Jaemin is Sooin’s mom" she says and the words hit me in the chest like a punch, "what?" I whisper.
"Yes, Roh Jaemin is the bitch that walked out on Taesan and Sooin" she says and I freeze, looking at the merch in my hand.