The Tyrant's Secret fetish

Ye jun

I stood there in Si Woo’s room with my heart banging so hard I thought it would crack my ribs. His phone was still ringing from his friend calling back and he just glared at me like I was the crazy one for bursting in. My mouth opened but the words got stuck again because how do you even say this without the whole world flipping upside down.

Then he stepped closer, his face all twisted up. "Why do you even care about some random girl you have never met? You acting all weird for days now and now you come in here yelling. What is your problem Ye Jun?"

That pushed everything over the edge. The anger and the fear and the nausea all mixed together until I could not hold it in anymore. I blurted it out loud and fast. "Because I am pregnant you idiot! With your baby!"

Si Woo froze. His eyes went wide and for a second he just stared at me like I had said I grew wings. Then he let out this short laugh that sounded fake as hell. "Ha. Good one. You almost got me there. Pregnant? Yeah right. Come on what is this really about?"

He laughed again but it died quick when I did not laugh back. His face started to change. The color drained out until he looked pale like he might throw up too. "Wait. You are serious? No way. That cannot be."

"Yes way," I snapped back. My hands were shaking so bad I shoved them in my pockets. "I took five tests. Three positive. It is yours because who else would it be you fool."

He ran his hand through his hair and started pacing in a tiny circle by his bed. "This is a joke right? We are not even full anything. I am not a full alpha and you are not a full omega. How the hell does that even happen? It should not work like that."

"Oh so now you are an expert on how babies get made?" I shot back. My voice came out all high and shaky. "News flash Si Woo it did happen. My body is already messing with me. I feel sick all the time and my chest hurts and I cannot stop thinking about it."

He stopped pacing and pointed at me. "Then why did not you take the postinor pills or whatever? You knew you had those omega traits. You could have done something after we did it. Why wait and let this happen?"

I felt my face get hot. "Because I did not think it would stick okay? We are half baked like you said. I figured nothing would come from it. And then when I started feeling off I panicked and now here we are. Do not put this all on me. You did not pull out or anything. Your stupid sperm just went swimming like they owned the place."

Si Woo’s mouth opened and closed a couple times. Then he got angry. Real angry. "My sperm? Oh so now it is my fault? You are the one who let me in there. You were all over me that night remember? Moaning and pushing back like you could not get enough. Do not act like you were some innocent victim."

He moved closer again and before I could step back he grabbed my face with both hands. His thumbs pressed on my cheeks a little too hard. "Are you horny right now or what? Is that why you came in here yelling? Because you missed this?"

His mouth crashed onto mine messy and rough. He kissed me like he was trying to prove something. His tongue pushed in and I tasted the soda he had been drinking earlier. One of his hands slid down to my waist and pulled me tight against him. I almost folded right there. My knees went weak and I kissed him back for a second because my stupid body still wanted him even when my brain was screaming no.

He started sucking on my neck hard enough that I knew it would leave a mark. His teeth scraped the skin and his hand slipped under my shirt touching the small bump that was barely there yet. I let out a shaky breath and my eyes almost closed. It felt good for that one stupid moment. Too good.

But then I remembered. I remembered his voice on the phone telling his friend to just get rid of it like it was nothing. I remembered how he laughed about messing up their dads plans and the inheritance. I pushed him off me hard.

"You fool," I said breathing fast. "You cannot even keep your stupid fucking sperms in check. One time and now look. I am stuck with this and you are over here telling your buddy to abort his kid like it is trash day."

Si Woo wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. His eyes were dark and wild. "Do not start that again. I was just talking. Guys say stuff like that. It does not mean anything."

"It means everything!" I yelled. My voice cracked but I kept going. "You said tell her to get rid of it. Simple. Like the girl is not scared out of her mind. Like it is not your mess too. And now you want to do the same to me? Kiss me and touch me like that will fix it?"

He threw his arms up. "I did not say that about you! I do not even know what I think yet. This is too much. We are young. Our dad has plans for us with those girls from the rich side of town. One kid now and everything gets messed up. Inheritance.. All of it."

"So what? You want me to get rid of it too?" I stepped right up to him and poked his chest hard. "Just say it. Be a man and say you want me to abort your baby because it is inconvenient."

He grabbed my wrist to stop the poking. "I did not say that. Stop putting words in my mouth. I am in shock okay? Give me a minute to think. We are not even supposed to be able to do this. Half alpha half omega. It should not work. Maybe the tests are wrong. Maybe it is not even mine."

That one hurt. I yanked my wrist free. "Not yours? Who else have I been with? You think I am out here trapping you or something? God you are such an idiot sometimes."

He laughed again but this time it sounded bitter. "Trapping me? Maybe. You come in here yelling at my friend on the phone then drop this bomb. What do you want from me Ye Jun? Money? Me to drop everything and play daddy? We cannot even take care of ourselves properly. We are step brothers "

Tears started burning my eyes but I blinked them back fast. "I do not know what I want yet. I just know I am scared and sick and you are making it worse. Titi said I should tell you right away but maybe I should have waited until you were not being a coward."

"Do not bring Titi into this," he snapped. His phone started ringing again from the bed and he ignored it. "This is between us. You cannot just decide everything alone."

"I am not deciding anything alone. That is why I am here telling you. But you are already talking about abortion and plans with rich girls like I am some side thing."

We were both breathing hard now and talking over each other. He would start a sentence and I would cut in and then he would raise his voice louder. "I never said you were a side thing. Stop twisting my words."

"You said get rid of it to your friend. That is not twisting. That is what you said."

"Because he is in the same boat as us. Young. Not ready. Our families expect certain things."

"Yeah well your family did not expect this and neither did I. But here we are. Your sperm won the race even though we are both half baked."

He rubbed his face with both hands and groaned. "Stop saying my sperm like that. It makes it sound like I am some dumb animal."

"You kind of acted like one on the phone."

"Shut up."

"You shut up."

We both went quiet for a second but it was the angry kind of quiet. My stomach did another flip and I pressed my hand there without thinking. Si Woo noticed. His eyes went to my hand and then back to my face. For a moment he looked almost soft. Scared but soft.

Then the anger came back. "This is going to ruin everything. You know that right? Our dads will flip. The plans. All of it."

"Maybe it will," I said. My voice got quieter but it still shook. "Or maybe we figure it out. But you cannot just storm off and pretend it is not happening."

He turned like he was about to do exactly that. Grab his jacket or his phone and walk out. I saw his shoulders tense and his feet shift toward the door.

I grabbed his arm fast and pulled him back. "Do not. Do not walk out right now Si Woo. We need to talk about this. Really talk. Not yell and kiss and yell again."

He stopped but he did not turn around all the way. His back was stiff and I could feel how fast he was breathing. The phone rang one more time then went silent. The room felt too small suddenly.

I held onto his sleeve tighter. "Please. I am scared too. My body is doing all this weird stuff and I do not know what to do. But running away will not fix it."

He still did not say anything. Just stood there with my hand on his arm. I waited for him to pull away or snap again or maybe even laugh like it was all some big joke.

But he did not move. And that silence stretched out longer than any yelling we had done. My heart would not slow down and I kept thinking what if he says he wants nothing to do with it. What if he walks out anyway.

What if this is the moment everything breaks for real.