107. First night at the royal castle
I have always dreamed of living in a castle where everyone would treat me right. This was the reality of Caos who would now be allowed to visit Leonore in all his glory. However, there is a catch to this: she would have to take him there to be allowe inside the castle. The thing is, not everyone could actually be a friend of the royal. Basically, you would actually have to be related by blood to the royal. In fact, the boyfriend of the princess could actually dream of visiting the palace. That is why her last boyfriend has the privilege to do it. In doing so, he was breaking a generational rule. But no at the same time, he could actually be more than invested into his relationship with his new girlfriend despite her being blue blood.
Caos would look at the new gests coming to greet him in a devastating funny way: they would laugh and cry by just looking at him. It looked like something was amiss. He did not actually understand why they would behave this way. The more he looked at them, the more disturbed he felt. After all, it was not normal to react that way. In doing so, he would sit down to think about the rest of the night and how he talked to Kinng philipe. Anyway, it was not like it was such a big deal. The thing is, no one could actually take down the feeling of bing beyond others.
Guest: Oh! It is Caos. I knew it: you were in love with Leonor. I gotta know if they are already expecting a baby. You know I actually think they are the best couple of Europe. Does that mean that we are having another male king? Nothing could actually take down the very few tendencies that we have had as a monarchy. Is this your new approach. It sounds to me that you want all Spain for yourself. After all, you have conquered all Europe. In essence, man and women cannot have the same crown. Just tell me. This goes beyond everything!
Other guests: Caos we love you! Just answer our question. It is just that simple. Answer us! This is the beginning of a new adventure.
As Caos heard this, he was starting to wonder why he felt alone in the presence of others. In general, people cannot actually dream of it. After all, it has overshadowed the main initiative of what he wanted to do in Europe. He had conceived a new reality as the result of the old temptation of being alive and death at the same time (his eyes ingnited a new fire in his eyes, looking as purple as the eternal flame of evil) that made Caos go away out of rage. That is to say that no one could actually break the usual state of life. However, there is a catch: no one could see a better ending to this.
Caos: well, this may sound like a joke, but in truth, I have suffered from being alone, but because I have been able to keep my secret I have overcome the suffering of loneliness. To go right to the end implies knowing how to keep one's secret. And, today, there is no greater joy than to live alone and unknown. I am not a simp, but my deepest joy is to write. To accept the world and to accept pleasure—but only when I am stripped bare of everything. That is to say that there I should do: I should not be worthy to love the bare and empty beaches if I could not remain naked in the presence of myself. For the first time I can understand the meaning of the word happiness without any ambiguity. It is a little different from what men normally mean when they say: i am happy. Anyway, I gotta talk to my father in law.