Master of Minds, Master of Me

I have no idea where we are, but it's clear this is not a good place. The air feels heavy and thick. The light is dim, and somehow I feel the evil lingering everywhere. I look around and realize there is no sky to be seen.

Are we under the ground? Wait. Is this the Underground? Why would Felix ever visit this place? I turn to look at him as he pulls me along with him.

“Felix, are we—”

“Yes.”

“But isn’t this place for cri—”

“No.” Stupid jerk, interrupting me all the time. “Of course, this isn't a place for saints. But not all people who visit are criminals. This is a place for people to be free, to be who they are. No one judges here, everyone is free to be anonymous and true to themself.”

“Do you often visit this place?”

“I can't say often, but I have been here many times. It’s easy to just be a regular human being here. I do enjoy the freedom this place gives me.”

I guess it makes sense. But being here still feels utterly wrong. Felix leads us to some kind of shady restaurant or bar. The music fills the air, and I let Felix drag me to sit in one of the booths. I feel so uncomfortable.

“I fetch us some drinks.”

“Felix! No, I don't—”

And then he is just gone. That jerk. I turn my head and look around. All are wearing some kind of masks. All are clearly having fun, drinking, and laughing. There is a big stage, but it’s empty. I should get up and go. Leave this place. But I can't just get my body to move. I can't rip my eyes off the unfamiliar scene before me. And soon Felix comes back with two drinks and places the other one in front of me.

“I don't—”

“Drink, I know. Don't worry, it’s just juice. “

“But you have the same drink.”

“Yes. You are the only drug I need; I don't need alcohol to lift my mood up.”

I turn my gaze away from him, feeling embarrassed.

“So why are we here?”

His hands land on my thigh, gently just stroking with his thumb. And I feel myself relaxing a little.

“This place is important to me, so I wanted to show it to you. And I’m rather curious how you would react to all of this. So what are your first thoughts?”

I look around again for a while.

“I don't know. This whole place just feels so wrong. Like I shouldn't be here.”

“And what part exactly feels wrong?”

I focus on the people around us. Everyone looks so happy. And now that I really look, many couples are pretty… intimate. It’s rare for anyone to show any physical affection in public. Especially for nobles. I'm not sure are these people even nobles or commoners.

“Just the general atmosphere. What's the stage for?”

“Anyone can use it.”

“Anyone? What you mean?”

“Well, there are sometimes some arranged shows. But mostly, anyone can perform anything they want. Usually, people sing or dance. But there have been even more exotic shows.”

“Exotic, like what?”

“I have a feeling you are not ready to hear what exactly I mean.”

We sit and talk as I inspect everything around us. I feel myself relaxing even more. I guess this place isn’t as bad as I thought. People really seem to enjoy themself. After a while, the light dims even more, and someone goes to stand on the stage. The music changes, and she starts to dance.

She moves so elegantly. She really is good.

I feel Felix's hand slide more against my thigh; it feels more seductive this time. But I let it slide as I stare at the woman on the stage.

But my eyes widen from shock as the woman slowly slides her dress off. She is now only wearing her underwear and corset. How can anyone do something like that in front of all these people?

I glance around, maybe half are watching her. Doesn't she feel uncomfortable? I glance at Felix, wanting to see if he is watching her too. He isn't. His eyes are drilled into me. His hand slightly slides more to my inner thigh. My body tenses.

“What are you doing?”

“Just enjoying myself. Don't mind me.”

I turn my head back to the stage. The woman looks so confident as she moves half-naked on the stage. Is she enjoying all the stares around her?

“What are you thinking Lo?”

“I just don't understand how someone can look so confident doing that while others are watching.”

I feel his lips on my neck, and I instinctively tilt my head to give him more space. His lips brush against my skin, and I close my eyes, focusing on the sensation of him touching me.

‘’Some people like that.’’ He murmurs against my skin.

‘’Like what?’’

‘’When others are watching. Or just the feeling of getting caught. It excites them, but you should understand that, shouldn’t you?’’

His left hand slowly starts to lift my hem, and my heart rate quickens as a minor shock overwhelms me.

‘’I don’t, why should I. And stop doing that, you can’t touch me like that. Not here.’’

I try to push his hand away with my hands, but it won’t budge. He keeps kissing my neck, and I let out a low sigh. But immediately seal my lips together and look around, making sure no one is noticing anything.

‘’There is no point in lying to me. Remember when I pinned you against the glass wall in that greenhouse?’’

‘’Yes, and I told you that we couldn’t do anything there since someone could see.’’

‘’But for some reason, all I sensed from your mind was lust and excitement. You enjoy the fear of getting caught. Just like how easily you succumb to my visions in public. Like in that candidate meeting. You just let me touch you, let me lift your hem even though you knew you were in a public setting.’’

His hands slowly slide closer to my panties, and I feel my muscles tightening. Out of fear, hopefully. Definitely not from anticipation.

‘’That was only because it was just a vision.’’

‘’It doesn’t matter, at first you didn’t even know it was a vision. And even if you knew. I’m pretty sure any other person would feel uncomfortable enjoying my sex scenes in public. But you don’t. You enjoy it.’’

His finger goes over my panties, and I halt all movement. Surely he isn’t really going to do this? There are people around us. Everyone could notice.

‘’No, I don’t. Please stop this Felix.’’

He chuckles against my neck. He whispers in my ear at the same time his fingers slip under my panties, and I gasp.

‘’Explain then why your pussy is already so wet for me?’’

‘’I…’’ I fail to answer, since his fingers start slowly rubbing my clit.

Oh God, why does it have to feel so freaking good? But there is still some reason left in me, and I try to push his hand away once more.

‘’Please Felix, stop. Someone could see.’’

‘’Well, if you keep acting like that, someone will definitely notice. But I don’t mind that. I happily show others how my touch makes you tremble with need.’’

‘’What if someone recognises us?’’

‘’You are with me, no one will ever recognise us. I need you to listen and obey me if you don’t want everyone here to figure out how dirty flower you are, letting me touch your soaked cunt in front of everyone.’’

I feel my inner walls clenching for his words. Why the hell do his words make me just want to have his fingers inside me?

‘’Now, put your hands on the table.’’

Should I really do what he says? He bites my earlobe, making me gasp.

‘’You'd better obey if you don’t want people to find out.’’

I obey, lifting my hands on the table.

‘’Now spread your legs open for me, show me how much you ache to have my fingers inside you.’’

Please forgive me God, I really can’t resist him. This is so utterly wrong. But he is right, I want him inside me, so my body just moves on its own, spreading my legs and giving him access.

He growls against my ear, making my body grind against his hand.

‘’Such an obedient pretty flower.’’

Then he sinks two of his fingers inside me, and a moan escapes me. And he immediately stops moving.

‘’Shh… I thought you didn’t want anyone to notice.’’

I shut my mouth tight, and he sinks his fingers deeper. I glance around, making sure no one heard me. Everyone is still looking at the woman dancing, lucky for me.

‘’You really are so wet, Lo. You are soaking my fingers so fucking much. You liking audience was honestly just a hunch from me, but I guess I was more than right.’’

‘’I don’t enjoy—’’

Another moan escapes me as he plunges his fingers even more deeply inside me. I stare around in panic, regretting letting out a sound. His right hand slides under my dress too, and I stop breathing for a while when his finger goes circling my clit.

I lean against the backrest and let my eyes close. All I can think of is him, his touch, and how he makes me feel. Now that he has ripped me from my control, the only option is to just obey and take what he gives. I feel so utterly free. It doesn’t take long before I feel my climax slowly building up inside me, muscles tensing and heat rising.

He bends his fingers inside me, hitting that weird spot he hit that one time. It makes my body twitch and my eyes open with a loud gasp.

He just chuckles darkly.

‘’You looked to be so lost in ecstasy, so I wanted to bring you back to reality.’’

I turn to look at him, his eyes dark purple, and his gaze shifts something inside me. He starts to move his fingers more forcefully in that same weird spot, making me gasp and moan. I lift my hands and cling to his shirt, needing the support. The heat gathers, and I feel the orgasm growing. He pinches my clit, and I moan even louder.

He tilts his head and grins at me with his devilish grin.

‘’You know that you are everything but a silent, pretty flower.’’

I don’t understand why he is pointing out the obvious.

‘’Look at two o’clock. A couple is watching you there.’’

My heart stops beating when I realize where we are. How the hell does he have the ability to make me forget that we are out in public? I don’t turn to look, I’m too embarrassed.

His fingers thrust into me so deep I almost scream, and then he stops all movement. My body aches out of frustration; the orgasm was so close.

‘’I told you to look. If you don’t, I won't make you come.’’

I hesitantly start to turn my head to the right direction. And Felix starts to move his fingers again inside me, and keeps teasing my swollen, aching clit. My heart beats so loud that I feel it bounding in my ears. It’s not hard to spot the couple who are watching me. Their eyes drilled into me. And for some sick reason, I feel my pussy pulsing more, begging for more from Felix. I look around some more, and they are not the only ones who have spotted us. Even though they can’t see under the table, it’s pretty obvious that they know what’s happening there. Some of them are clearly enjoying themself while looking.

Oh, please forgive me God. Is this really where I have ended up? From being a devoted follower of God, to a dirty flower spreading her legs in Underground, begging to come in front of others?

Felix's lips caress my neck again, and once again I tilt my head to give him more room.

‘’So do you realize how much you like it?’’

‘’Like what?’’ My voice is barely audible from all the moaning.

‘’Doing it while others can see. Maybe you have always been such a kind, gentle, devoted girl, only doing good things, only acting like a perfect saint. That you fear that people will see how dirty you really are. That in reality, you are nothing but a needy slut, aching and begging to come. No matter when or where. Always so weak for me. Always so dirty for me.’’

The ecstasy is overwhelming. I’m so close to coming. So freaking close. Just a little more.

‘’And that fear turns you on. Since you love to be that dirty slut you are afraid of. You love to be stripped of your control. And you love that people might see that.’’

His lips brush against my ear while he whispers in his dark, low voice.

‘’And I fucking love to see you being my little slut. My dirty pretty flower, only weak for me.’’

His words tip me over the edge, and my eyes close when I come to his fingers. The strong feeling floods through my body, making me arch my back and curl my toes. It feels so freaking amazing. Like the most potent drug ever, a drug that makes you forget reality and see stars.

My chest heaves, and I try to catch my breath as I feel Felix’s fingers slowly pulling out of me. He lifts his hand, his fingers glistening as proof of what we just did. He licks his middle finger clean, the purple in his eyes more potent than ever.

‘’Open your mouth.’’

I do. Not even a slight bit of hesitation. He slips his index finger between my lips.

‘’Lick it clean.’’

I freeze. Do I really have to taste myself like this?

His other hand shoots to my throat with force.

‘’I told you to lick it.’’

I do what he says and let my tongue travel, tasting my own arousal. It tastes so weird. Like it doesn’t belong in my mouth, but I watch the lust pouring from his eyes as he watches me. That makes me just lick and suck on it harder. I have to admit how much I enjoy seeing how much I affect him.

He smirks, and my stomach rumbles from the sight.

‘’I think that serves as a perfect appetizer. Now, follow me. Let’s enjoy the main course in a hotel room. Do you know what’s on the menu?’’

‘’What?’’

‘’Me ‘n’ u.’’ He winks and starts pulling me, and I follow.

I glance at the people around us, many of them have clearly sunk into pleasuring themself too. And many of them still watch me as we pass by. I feel my arousal slipping under my panties and gliding against my thigh.

This surely wasn’t a date I expected.