Master of Minds, Master of Me

Okay. Last night didn’t go as I planned. I made a tiny little mistake. I kind of forgot to ask Theodore to settle my mana. When the battle was finally done, my mind was consumed by a single thought. To go to her. To have her. And apparently that is exactly what I did. I mean I did plan to make her come. But since she has never even touched herself. I planned to be gentle about it. Like letting her softly get to know her sexual desires.

Handcuffing her on the bed and tying the robe around her? Not the most gentle thing to do. But on the other hand, I did not fuck her or shove my dick down her throat. So I call it partly successful.

But judging how fucking wet she was, she didn't exactly mind so much my rougher approach. She really was so stunning. Far more perfect than I could have ever imagined. And far more lewd I would have guessed. No matter how much she tried to deny it. Her body clearly got more excited every time I was rougher with her. Every time I choked her, her thighs just clenched more tightly. So holding myself back was hard. When I went to shower I already made myself come. Thinking that it would ease things. But the moment I saw her again I was rock hard.

She is still sleeping against my chest and my hands are wrapped around her. I could definitely get used to waking up like this. I try my best to ignore the fact that she is still naked under the blanket. Since if I think about too much her delicious breasts pressing against me, or her ass or pussy just in my reach I risk myself getting—

Okay, that was definitely not thinking about it. I feel the blood flowing straight to my cock. Goddammit. I shift a little bit farther from her body, not wanting to wake my pretty flower by poking her with my dick first thing in the morning. But me moving clearly started to wake her too. Her fingers clings to my shirt more tightly and she nuzzles closer to me. Fuck she is cute.

Her mind slowly wakes up but she keeps her eyes closed. I brush her hair with my other hand. And suddenly her eyes dart open and she look shocked. She tries to push herself away from me, but I won't let her. I’m not finished with our cuddling session.

“Good morning, pretty flower.” I say to her with a warm smile.

“Your Highness, what are you doing here?”

“Me? Well when I finished with the battle I came here to see you. Then I kissed you, bound you, took off your—”

“Stop! I don't need a recap. I mean, what are you still doing here?”

“Why would I not be here? Do you think I just came here to sink my tongue into your–”

“Don't say it!”

“ —pussy.” I smirk and she glares at me. “Don't you get it Lo? I don’t want just your moans and screams. I want your smiles and laugh. Your cries and anger. Everything.”

She looks at me in disbelief and doubt. Her big brown button eyes focused on me. They make my heart skip a beat.

“That makes no sense.” She says with a low voice.

“It makes perfect sense to me.”

“You really are a lunatic, aren’t you?”

I can't help but chuckle and pull her against me a little tighter. She freezes.

“Your Highness! Let me go!”

“Why?”

“Your… thing is pressing against me.”

“Well, you can only blame yourself for it. I was doing just fine. But when I thought of your naked body against mine, it just happened.”

Her cheeks flush, and I can sense the embarrassment in her mind. She probably just realised she was still naked under the blanket. She keeps herself silent. So I continue talking.

“So was it good?”

“Was what good?”

“The orgasm?” I smirk.

Her cheeks flare even more red. Probably imagining what happened yesterday. Since I am a gentleman, I help her a little. Giving her an image of her squirming and moaning in her bed.

“Stop that! Don't do that!”

“Do what?” I ask innocently.

“You know what! Just keep yourself away from my mind!”

I lift her chin up, lifting her face closer to mine. Her lips part immediately. So weak. So beautiful.

“Do you prefer that we do it again? Is experiencing it again better than just seeing the memory of it?”

I start to slide my hand against her bare, soft skin. My cock twitches in excitement. She keeps herself silent, her eyes peering into mine. She is clearly tempted by the idea. So clearly she enjoyed what I did to her yesterday.

I press my lips against hers. Not able to resist her parted lips. Her lips are so gentle, so sweet, and she moves them so hesitantly against mine. I slide my hand over her ass and grab the back of her thigh and lift it, making it bend against my waist. And she wraps her leg around me. Making me fire up even more. Fuck she drives me insane.

I deepen our kiss, making it more demanding as I slide my hand back to her delicious ass. I have a huge urge to slap her ass. I bet it would look so good when it's a little red. But I contain myself. All in time. I just need to be a little patient. Especially after yesterday's not-so-patient behaviour. My fingers slowly glide from her ass to the back of her pussy. I gently sink my finger between her lips and find her already a little wet. My dirty little flower.

But then she snaps out of it. I knew it was going way too easily. She withdraws from the kiss, removes her leg and pushes me, withdrawing farther. She sits and yanks the blanket to wrap it around herself.

“Your Highness! I think you should go.”

I keep my smirk on. “Go? Give me one good reason for that."

“You just came from the war, should you not go report yourself? Surely the King wants to see you. And I bet there are still things to handle concerning the aftermath of the war.”

“My father doesn't know I’m back. Only you know. So there is no need to rush.’’

‘’How does he not know? Surely he can’t miss an army getting back.’’

‘’The army is not back, only I am.’’

‘’What you mean?’’

‘’My friend teleported me here after we were finished.’’

‘’And you just left your troops there?’’ There is a shock in her voice.

‘’They are not babies. They don’t need me to get back. So come back here.’’ I tap the now-empty place next to me.

‘’No! We are not doing that again. I can’t handle it yet.’’

I raise my eyebrow. ‘’Yet? So you can handle it later?’’

She averts her gaze from me, looking shy. She doesn’t answer. I take her silence as a yes.

‘’So what do you want to do then?’’ I ask.

She thinks for a while. And I can’t help but be happy with the fact that she didn’t just instantly say no to my suggestion to spend time together.

Suddenly, she smiles so brightly. ‘’Oh! I want to show you the flowers!’’

When she smiles like that, it makes the butterflies in my stomach feel more like elephants.

‘’The ones you told me about? That you made bloom?’’

‘’Yes!’’

I sit on the bed. ‘’I’m rather excited to see them, so let’s do that.’’

She exits the bed, taking the blanket with her, leaving me to lie there without it.

‘’I need to shower first.’’

Her eyes fall to my pretty obvious boner in my pants. And she just stares at it, her mind completely still.

I tilt my head and smirk at her. ‘’Something wrong?’’

‘’I…’’ Her stuttering when embarrassed is so fucking cute. ‘’I think you need to do something about that before we go.’’

‘’Oh? Are you offering to help me with it?’’ I tease.

The shock on her face is so visible that there is no sign of her statue-like behaviour.

‘’Your Highness! I—’’

‘’Relax Lo. I’m just teasing you. I might have forced myself onto you yesterday. But my mana is much calmer today. I’m not going to do that. And even if I were feeling more feral, I would not force you to touch me. I might force you to feel my touch, not the other way around.’’

She falls silent for a while, her gaze still drifts to my erection. And her gaze surely isn’t helping calm it down. When she finally speaks, her voice is low and hesitant.

‘’What do you mean your mana is calmer?’’

‘’I told you that having three affinities makes my mana go rampant time to time, right?’’

She nods, so I continue.

‘’Usually, that means that the illusion mana takes more control of my behaviour. It draws some sides or characteristics in me that I usually try to push down. And yesterday, after the fight, my illusion mana was going pretty crazy. I was planning to ask my friend to calm my mana before seeing you, but I kind of forgot. So I honestly wasn’t planning to be that harsh on you. So I do apologise if I scared you.’’

She avoids my gaze again and keeps herself silent. Her acting all shy is rather cute, but sometimes it really stretches my patience. And I really am not a patient man. So I get up and walk in front of her, grabbing her chin and forcing her to look at me.

‘’Say something Lo. If you are mad at me, yell at me. Anything.’’

‘’I should be mad.’’ She finally says.

‘’Should be? But you aren’t?’’

‘’No. I mean sure you could have been more gentle about it. I thought physical activities between two people would be soft touches and gentle kisses. But whatever that was, wasn’t anything like that.’’

‘’Well, they can be.’’ I lean closer, making our lips almost brush together. ‘’I can show you that too. To be soft and gentle. To make you sigh lowly and touch you sweetly.’’

Her gaze is drilled to me, but she doesn’t really react to my suggestion. So I make another one.

‘’Or I could show how hard it can get. Bound you up, make you gasp, make you fear what I would do to you next.’’

Her pupils widen, her body tenses, and her mind clearly reacts to that. Oh my sweet, innocent, devoted pretty flower. You really are a little twisted inside your pretty little head of yours, aren’t you? Not that I mind. If she likes it rough, it makes things easier for me. So I don’t need to be so scared about letting my deeper desires surface along with my illusion mana.

She keeps herself silent, so I push her. ‘’So… Which one you prefer?’’

She gulps and suddenly slaps my hand away from her chin.

‘’Of course I prefer the gentle way.’’

Clearly a lie. But I let her live in her delusion. Surely I can show her the gentle way. I bet she then admits herself that what I did yesterday suits her tastes better. I smile at her widely and she looks at me with confusion.

‘’What?’’

‘’I’m just happy that you agreed so easily to one of those. I thought you would still be stubborn enough to just say neither and keep pushing me away. Not wanting to see me.’’

She clearly looks like she regrets her actions.

‘’Just go. I need to shower.’’

‘’Sure sure. I'll freshen up too. I'll fetch you after breakfast.’’

I lean to give her a kiss on her forehead and walk toward the balcony doors, and she disappears into the bathroom. Before exiting, I place another note and a pawn on her desk.