Chapter 116: Never Want To Let Go
Jason
One time somehow managed to turn into a week, then two weeks, then three weeks and a month. It was supposed to happen only once, to get it out of our systems. But now it happened almost everyday, and yet I still wanted more, so much more.
And we didn’t only fuck. We spent a lot of time together now and I’ve gotten to know more about Rory than I could ever imagine. Apparently there was so much of him that I hadn’t known. I couldn’t believe I once thought he was like other omegas. He wasn’t, and this was in a very good way. He was different from them, he was perfect.
These days I rarely go back to the apartment I rented and I was mostly at Rory and Kenny’s. Of course, we haven’t gotten to define this thing currently happening between us, and each day, I found myself wondering about what would become of us as soon as my wolf wakes up. Would they kick me out? Since there’d be nothing holding us together anymore.
About a few weeks ago when I spoke to Malik about wanting more with Rory and Kenny and that I was being very serious and didn’t want to lose either of them, he suggested that I try to make them fall in love with me with the hope of them completely being in love with me by the time my wolf finally wakes up. And that was exactly what I tried doing, I paid attention to them outside the bedroom, so much attention, but alas, I realized that I was the one falling in love with them instead. That realization scared me, but I reminded myself that I’ve never been this happy in my entire life, so If I was actually in love with them then so be it.
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We were currently at my mother’s grave.
I did not know when I began to speak to them about my mother, that was something I never imagined happening because talking about her was always hard. That made me realize how much I had come to trust the two of them, and because Rory suggested we come pay my mother a visit, especially since I’ve never visited her grave before, was the exact reason why we were here right now.
I stood feet away, watching as Rory hummed sorely while arranging a bunch of flowers over the end of the grave. The sight filled up my heart with so much love that I found it hard to breathe for a few seconds.