Chapter 115: I want both of them everyday
Jason
It didn’t come as much of a surprise to me that I had been unable to stop thinking about Kenny and Rory since the time we fucked, a week ago.
It’s been a week since I had the best fuck of my life, and now that was all I could think about it. I had tried countless times to stop thinking about that, especially since I was aware that it was a one time thing and was never gonna happen again.
But somehow, I find myself wanting that again. And I don’t just want it one more time, I want it at all times.
I want it an for an uncountable time and although that thought scared me because I wasn’t the one to want to fuck somehow twice, but I didn’t shy away from that realization. Instead, I acknowledged and welcomed it more and more, because I believed I was now at a point where I didn’t have to keep lying to myself. I wanted the two of them to myself and that was that.
Now, the only problem here was that the two of them were in a relationship, one that didn’t include me, and they told me it was a one time thing, so I couldn’t possibly walk up to them and ask them to come fuck a second time.
I let out a ragged sigh and dragged my palm over my face, and then I splashed some water over my face. I was currently at my grandma’s place. I had avoided the apartment I rented since a week now And that was because the house still strongly smelt of Rory and Kenny, and everything about my bedroom was reminding me of that particular fuck.
I wiped my face and stared at my reflection in the mirror. My face appeared to be glowing. Infact, I wasn’t as cranky as I usually was, and my wolf wasn’t as dormant as it used to be. It wasn’t fully awake yet, but at least now I could feel more of its presence even more. That was helping everything about my life, and that was also proof that the scenting sessions I had with Rory had worked. Or perhaps the sex also worked as well.
Although I hadn’t met up with Rory and Kenny since that day we all fucked, and I sometimes wonder if they now regret it. I met up with Niko once in the week, since he just got enrolled into a new school, I went there as his father and actually saw his principal. That made me feel more like a father and that also felt like a reminder of the dedication I now have to put into my son’s life. And I was more than prepared for that. I had missed so much of my son’s life and I wasn’t gonna waste any more of it.