Chapter 103: Surprise
Jason
Kenny’s eyes were still locked with mine and I was trying to figure out what was currently across his mind, if he was deep in thoughts, or what it was that he was thinking about.
Was he thinking about what had just happened? Is he angry and feeling jealous? Or was he feeling something else entirely? I tried to see if he was also aroused but I ended up with nothing. Damn, does this mean I was the only one attracted to him all of a sudden? How would he react if he realized that there’s a urge within me that’s pressing me to lean forward and kiss him.
I let out a long sigh, and then I scrubbed my arm over Mr face before averting it. There was no use thinking about things like that. It doesn’t matter to me if he’s also attracted to me or not, it was none of my business.
But why do I suddenly feel like my chest hurts?
Fuck, this was starting to mess with my head.
I let out another sigh before rising up with the intention of heading over to the bar to get a drink. However on getting to my feet, I realized how aroused I was and I let out another sigh because I had forgotten about that. My eyes darted towards Kenny just as he averted his gaze. I didn’t know what to make of that? Was he angry to see the evidence of my arousal tenting my pants because of the person who responsible for it? Or was it something else?
Fuck, I didn’t have the strength for this right now. I thought within myself as I walked over to the bar, but on my way was when Rory was just returning from the restroom. He stopped beside me and awkwardly cleared his throat, staring pointedly at my chest before walking past me and heading towards the couch. I bit on my bottom lip, still in the same spot. It had been on my tongue to ask him how his throat was fairing, however what almost slipped out was a different question entirely, like if he got himself off in the restroom or something very similar to this.
Fuck. I’m going crazy.
No questions about that.
I didn’t end up walking to the bar again. Instead, I spinned around till I was staring over at the cough where kenny and Rory were already on their feet. Rory’s cheeks were flushed when I approached and Kenny was staring down at him in an adorable way. It made me feel sick, but it also made me feel something I wasn’t ready to acknowledge yet.