Chapter 132: I will hear you~
His shaky raspy voice along with Zenith’s heavy long breaths falling over his broad back paused Kylian a little, as he was squirming with agitation from hearing his confession. Just the thoughts of multiple people climbing onto Zenith’s bed was riling his vexation, and hearing Zenith admit those allegations he had heard from Aiden was further triggering him. But now, his voice didn’t reflect any amount of confidence, rather Zenith sounded very vulnerable and anxious to him, but every word he spoke firmly portrayed the sincerity he wanted to show before Kylian.
He didn’t try to push Zenith away from him and rather let him hold tightly from behind, while bearing a blank glaze towards the window, Kylian muttered, "Do you want me to believe in you?"
"Y-Yes...That’s why, I want to open up about my dark side which I had never done to anybody else." Zenith’s voice trembled a little along with his hands which were holding Kylian by his waist.
He seemed visibly nervous, but to provide him a bit of relief, Kylian clenched his hold tight on his hands this time and uttered in a confident tone, "Go on...tell me whatever you want to. I will be right here to hear you, no matter how long it takes."
A soft sad smile curved his lips after Zenith heard Kylian’s bold assurance. In his heart, he instantly felt this was something Zenith had been searching for his whole life after losing his mother. As if he wanted someone to hold his hand tight to give him the courage to open the deep wounds he had hidden behind a cold heart.
Snuggling closer to him, Zenith inhaled a heavy breath after he continued, "To cope with the withdrawal symptoms of those sleeping pills, after searching countless methods...I found sex as the most effective one which would give me at least a few hours of sleep after exhaustion. No matter how many people I have held until now, except omegas... I never bothered to care for their condition after they spent a rough night with me.
"I have never slept with the same people twice...and strangely, I never lacked finding a partner for the night because there were people who were always hovering around me like fruit flies, seeking a chance to use my name and reputation for their benefit. All of them were scum...but I admit, I was also a much bigger asshole than them.
"However, to cover my sinful deeds, my father always rewarded all those partners’ families with handsome amounts to keep their mouths shut and never file a defamation lawsuit against me.
Some of the parents were evil enough to demand long-term business cooperation...and my father went along with their whims, just so that he could use me as a pawn for taking over his business empire later onwards.