Chapter 235 Self-discipline...
She walked a little farther away and continued, "The connection I have with his family... ha..." She chuckled, "I don’t even know where to start. Yes, I know, his mom opposed me being with him, sparing no effort and by any means. Actually, my mom doesn’t approve either. My mom hopes that I can be with a simple person, have a simple relationship, live a simple and ordinary life, without storms, without getting hurt, just happy. But what can I do? I just happened to meet him. I also understand there will be many difficulties in the future, but... I must go on, otherwise, I would regret it..."
After all, she had waited so long, long enough to finally reunite with him.
The calendulas in her vision gradually blurred into a hazy shade of orange, and her low voice echoed in the night, slowly forgetting the surroundings, "His mom saved me once..."
Although it was only a small token of Xiao Xu’s student-grade pleading that led to it, back then Xiao Xu was just a little bean. If his mom hadn’t agreed, no matter how he wished to save her, it wouldn’t have been possible.
"So, I have always remembered this kindness, even if she hates or even despises me, I must return this kindness to feel at ease. I originally thought that the best way to repay this kindness is to love Su Ronggui well, to treat him well, to take care of him, to accompany him; but his mom doesn’t like or accept this method, so what should I do? To let go of him, I can’t do it, and he doesn’t agree either. So, this time, let’s consider it repaid... even though it seems not enough, this is all I can do, and having repaid it, I will feel peaceful inside, and in the future, I won’t always feel I owe his mom anything. Besides, this is the way Su Ronggui has chosen to handle it, and I won’t force him. After all, that’s his mom, no matter how unbearable, she’s still the one who gave birth and raised him. Putting myself in his shoes, I also have a mom, and she’s the most important person in my heart, so how about him? Therefore, since he feels this way is the best, I accepted it. In my opinion, the resilience of anything or anyone is limited, and once you exceed that limit, it will break. He is carefully trying his best to fight for this limit, and this limit happens to be within my tolerance, so I accepted it. As for what you said will happen in the future, I don’t know what will come. I can only wish myself well. Whether it’s my mom’s simple and ordinary or the stormy hardships you mentioned, I will follow his steps, wherever he goes, I will accompany him until the end..." She paused here, initially only wanting to explain the grudge between her and Mrs. Su to Hao Ren, but accidentally said too much, laughing at herself, "Sorry, once I started talking, I couldn’t stop. I even got goosebumps..." She had never said these words to Su Ronggui himself, face-to-face, how could she say them? The two of them still felt more comfortable bickering, of course, he mocked her more often...
Hao Ren hummed, "Give me a break! I almost threw up yesterday’s meal!"
She laughed, "But, Hao Ren, this is my position. You don’t have to be like me, really. If you want to continue pursuing it or have more demands, it’s normal. Don’t worry about me."
Hao Ren sneered, "What’s this trivial matter to me? Let it be. My innocence is restored anyway! That big tree, this little ant can’t shake it for now! I’m going to sleep. You rest early too, goodnight!"
"Goodnight..." She felt somewhat moved inside. Whether Hao Ren’s choice not to pursue was due to her, she wasn’t sure, but if Hao Ren was determined to shake a tree, even if he couldn’t move its roots, he could still strip a layer of bark.