Chapter 4: Choice
Eleanor's mind raced at full speed. A constant beeping sound echoed in her ears, a steady rhythm that felt oddly distant. The faint scent of antiseptic filled her nostrils, but she was in no mood to acknowledge these minor details.
"What should I do?" she thought, her heart pounding. "This baby... it's theirs. Those bastards. It would be best to erase this stain from my life."
But then, a different thought surfaced, one that made her stomach twist in conflict. "Life... This baby is still alive."
It wasn't just a reminder; it was a truth that struck her deeply. "Although it came to me in a way I never wanted, it is still mine. My baby."
She recalled Ethan's words. If she chose to become a werewolf, she could alter the baby's lineage. She could give it a new father... one that was not tied to the horrors of her past. Wouldn't it be better to change the baby's father instead of killing it?
But then, another question arose. "Who would be the father? Ethan?" Her heart wavered at the thought.
"And what will happen if I become a werewolf?" The possibilities churned in her mind. "Would I be able to live like a human if I wanted?" She had never suspected Ethan was a werewolf until now. "If he could hide it so well, then maybe I could too."
Still, doubt lingered. "What are the downsides? If I let go of my humanity, what kind of life will I have?" Her mind wandered aimlessly until exhaustion pulled her into sleep.
In the darkness of her dreams, a soft voice called out. "Mom! Don't leave me! I want to be with you. Please, Mom! I promise I'll be good."