Chapter 40 - 20 She Doesn’t Believe Him_2
As she spoke, she touched something in her heart and couldn’t help bowing her head again to wipe her tears, sobbing quietly.
Shi Fengju was stunned, feeling an icy chill in his heart, and looked incredulously at the person before him, suddenly feeling a sense of strangeness, as if there was a layer between them, dim and fuzzy, making it difficult to see clearly.
He is Shi Fengju, her childhood sweetheart, the one who grew up with her— he is not just "someone." He had said so himself, yet she still refuses to believe him? Could it be that in her heart, he was this kind of person? To be indistinguishable from those disordered "someones"?
Then, what was the meaning of his persistence, his painstaking efforts? Shi Fengju suddenly felt a wave of exhaustion.
If he had been ready to tell Gu Fangzi before that he and Sang Wan had a year-long agreement, now he had lost the heart to do so.
Because he was sure that even if he explained it to her now, she still wouldn’t believe him! She might even get angrier, convinced that he was deceiving her! Convinced that he thought she was easy to fool!
Gu Fangzi did not really want to fall out with Shi Fengju. How could she give up the affection that she had painstakingly built and accumulated over many years? Her actions were nothing but a ploy to make Shi Fengju see and acknowledge her grievances, to make him feel guilty, to have a place in his heart, to regard her more highly.
Based on past experience, whenever she showed her grief and wept, Shi Fengju would always come back to coax her until she stopped crying and smiled.