Guilt
Xiao grunted as he released his batter, unloading it all directly down Bedi’s throat as he grabbed her head and pulled her in. His rod twitched for several seconds, and the entire time, the beastfolk simply kept looking up at him with an amorous gaze in her eyes, arousing him further. However, his climax brought a sense of rationality, and he let go of Bedi’s head as he slumped against the alley wall behind him.
‘Crap… What the hell did I just do?’ for a cultivator of his talent and skill, it might usually be fine to have sex with another woman besides their wife or girlfriend. However, Xiao had made it clear to Ai that he wouldn't be doing that.
In fact, he had promised her that she would be the only girl in his life… So there was no excuse to fall back on here. This was plainly cheating and adultery.
Bedi did not seem to notice the storm brewing in his mind. She expertly cleaned his still hard shaft, stroking it affectionately… There really was something otherworldly about her techniques. The way she moved her lips, tongue, hands, and fingers was like she was a virtuoso in the field of pleasure.
Not to mention, the way her ears would twitch, and how her tail would swing around was simply mesmerising. Bedi was the wet dream of any transmigrator like Xiao–An affectionate catgirl. She was literally the first kind of beastfolk anyone from a more modern and non-fantastical world like Xiao would think of.
‘Damnit… I need to put an end to this…’ he thought to himself, but just then, Bedi stood up, continuously stimulating his sceptre with expert strokes as she loosened her robes.
“You’re still so hard, Xiao~ Won’t you give my pussycat some affection as well?” as she said this, she bent over an old barrel left in the alleyway, sticking her butt up and spreading her legs as the robes she wore seemed to perfectly part to reveal a glistening, pink grotto.
“It’s all yours~” she teased, and Xiao felt his secret sword strongly harden in response. The lower brain desired more, and it seemed like the upper brain was not allowed to think for itself.
The determination Xiao had just shown a few moments ago seemed all but forgotten as he moved up to the catgirl, grabbed her hips, and penetrated her with a strong thrust, earning a muffled moan from Bedi as she covered her mouth. Although it was getting dark, this was still just an alley... A certain amount of discretion was required.
Whilst pounding away, the crimson-eyed disciple copped feels from Bedi’s buttocks and small breasts. She was unlike Ai in terms of basically everything. Ai was athletic and muscular, her body toned… But Bedi? She was shorter, and her body was much softer. Her curves were gentle to the touch, and yet, the catgirl was the far more experienced woman of the two.
She knew exactly how to please a man, whilst Ai was much like Xiao... She was still a bit clumsy. Still, both had their attractive features.
As Xiao thought of this, he realised that he was currently placing Bedi on the same level as Ai. As though they were both his girlfriends…
He had a hard time focusing as Bedi’s tail was swinging and rubbing against his stomach and chest whilst he thrusted. Looking forward, he could see one of her orange eyes staring back at him with an amorous expression.
‘She’s just so damned-!’ his thought was interrupted as he climaxed once again, finishing inside Bedi. He was used to doing so because of his trip to Paradiso, but in truth, he didn’t know how safe it really was…
“Don’t you worry, Xiao… I won’t get pregnant, you can fill me up all you want~” Bedi giggled as she pushed herself back up.
“Bedi… I really do have a girlfriend, we can’t…” at last, he managed to say something, but the beastfolk did not seem to care about what he had to say.
“What did I say? She doesn’t need to know… I don’t mind staying in the shadows. I am enough in love to be satisfied with second place… Now, let me clean your sword up~”
After being once again treated to her great fellatio technique, Xiao and Bedi finally separated, with the catgirl promising that this wouldn’t be the last time they had fun together.
Xiao returned to the inn room that he and Ai rented, finding her waiting for him whilst sitting on the bed.
“I knew you were going to be gone for a while, but I was starting to worry a bit!” she said, moving up to him.
“I… I ran into more bandits than I expected, so I was held back longer than I thought, sorry...” he lied, leaning forward to exchange a kiss with Ai. Although she might not be as great a kisser as Bedi, there was something special about it. There was a stronger connection.
Ai smiled as she reached downward, rubbing his crotch through his robes. Xiao was worried that his hidden sword would struggle to rise following his exchange with Bedi. Although he had good stamina, he couldn’t continuously go on like a certain noble scion…
To his surprise, however, his man-tool was as quick as usual to get into action. Soon enough, the two inner disciples unclothed themselves, making love upon the cheap bed of the inn, which creaked dangerously loud with each of their movements.
Xiao unconsciously felt like he needed to prove that he loved Ai more than he loved Bedi, and so, he claimed his girlfriend in the ‘Breeding Press’ position with maximum intensity, kissing her the entire time…
Once they were done, the crimson-eyed disciple made sure to hold her tightly as they slept together... But his dreams were infested with images of the beastfolk… Or rather, with a fantasy that Xiao’s thought had been laid to rest long ago.
Namely, dreams where both Ai and Bedi were officially his, and where the two women worked together to satisfy him...
To Xiao, the idea of a harem might sound enticing, but he knew that it wasn’t the right thing for him. If not for Edrick dragging him to Paradiso, he never would have even thought of going to ladies of the night. He would have been perfectly content with just Ai. Alas, he had tasted the forbidden fruit, and now, he had earned himself a second girl who was determined to be a part of his life–One way or another…
Was there any good way to convince Bedi to let things be and stop desiring him?