Chapter 700 - 14.96
—Hidden plot—
"Yunyu, I don’t want you to hate me anymore."
"I... I am a hideous monster. I know you don’t like me."
"But one more, at least give me one more time to prove that I am a decent man for you, to prove that I love you the most."
"Let me enter your heart, my beloved Yunyu...."
Thus, the ugly monster, whose original body was Reed Ville, entered the body of Clarke Gaist. He had only one thing in mind, to love his beloved once more, and prove that he’d be a good man for Yunyu.
But whenever he remembered how much hatred Yunyu had for him in the previous world, even calling him a hideous, ugly, and malicious monster, the Monster got scared.
He was nervous, scared that Yunyu might’ve found out that Clarke was actually him. Maybe Yunyu would be disgusted and leave him again.
"No, I can’t let Yunyu see the true me... he will hate me again..." the monster thought. "If I erase my memory temporarily, that means I won’t remember the terrible thing that happened in World 13."
"I—I can’t let Yunyu see this blood chain between our hearts or the sparks between our eyes. He will recognize me immediately and get disgusted by my appearance...."
"I have to hide everything, so Yunyu would feel comfortable around me."