Chapter 420 - 12.28
"I am all alone in this world. And I thought I will be alone forever. I don’t even plan on taking a wife since my heart never beats for someone else in my life. But when I met you..."
"Bai Yunyu, you’re the one whom I love. My star crossed lover."
...
Xu Jiansheng kissed Yunyu’s cheek lovingly and then staring at him with both love and obsession, "Yunyu, I have no demand for you. I don’t want you to do anything for me, just... stay by my side and love me back. Because I will always love you, with just one glance, I will always come to you."
"Even through many eras, many worlds, many lives, I will always love you, Bai Yunyu. No matter how much I have to sacrifice for you, even if I have to die for you, I will never let you get hurt. As long as I’m here with you, I will always protect you."
"And what I want from you other than love is just one..." Xu Jiansheng placed his palm on Yunyu’s chest, where the heart should be beating, but he didn’t have any beating heart since he was dead.
But it didn’t stop Jiansheng from uttering his feeling, "I want your honesty, Bai Yunyu."
Yunyu felt like a piece of driftwood washed away by the torrent of emotion by Jiansheng’s confession. He felt like he didn’t deserve it, just like when he saw Aaron Xu... no, even before that. Just like when he kissed Mamoru Ito, dated Zerocheat, pampered by Aaron Xu, and now protected by Xu Jiansheng.
He felt undeserving of such kindness and attention, knowing how much of a piece of crap he was, especially after he saw that Ragemeter world. Whenever he met with Aaron Xu and now Xu Jiansheng, he still felt undeserving.