Chapter 381: OG 1.22
Long Shen was in no mood to do anything right now. He kept thinking about his sin to Bai Yunyu and how to repent.
Long Shen was in his room, resting on his bed. He had been in this position for a while now as he continuously caressed the pink sticky note that he took from Yunyu’s room silently. The words permeated deep inside his heart,
-This ugly Bai Yunyu loves you, Mr. Long Shen.-
’Do you really love me so much, Bai Yunyu? Even after so many horrible things I did to you?’
’Why? You have the right to hate me. No, in fact, you MUST hate me. Who would be stupidly in love after being treated like shit?
Long Shen stared at the pink note and still couldn’t believe that Bai Yunyu would actually fall in love with him. Despite how horrible he treated him for so long.
’Is this a set up? Did he prepare this kind of writing to make me guilty about myself because, by this, I finally realized how much of a jerk I was for him?’ Long Shen thought for a while. He had considered the possibility, but then, he realized that Bai Yunyu wasn’t the brightest tool in the shed.
Long Shen doubted that clumsy and slow Bai Yunyu could scheme crazy things only to make him guilty. If he wanted to do it, why didn’t he do it back then? Why did he need to wait until he wasn’t working for Long Shen anymore to execute his plan?
So in Long Shen’s heart, all he saw was just a broken hearted young man, whose face was hideous, but he had such a sweet and sincere heart.
And it made Long Shen even guiltier than before. He felt like a piece of crap as the memory of him verbally abusing and harassing Yunyu came and invaded his head, from countless verbal abuse, especially calling him an ugly shit and telling him to die, and also overworked him to death because Yunyu was like a good servant for Long Shen. Long Shen used him to vent all his exhaustion and build-up anger every day.
"Damn it, Long Shen. Did you really do those terrible things just because Yunyu is ugly? Did you really bully him because he’s not pleasant to look at?"