Chapter 97: Confession 2
"Even that time in the restaurant, on our first date after you decided to give me a chance, I tried to confess and come clean. But your friend Rhianna totally ruined it. I started thinking why you hate rich people when you have someone from that circle as your best friend. I couldn’t take risk without knowing the proper story, after all you are the only love in my life. More than confessing, losing you became my nightmare."
"And, after doing some research on your famiLy background, I found out about Russell’s. I thought that it was the reason you don’t like people like them. After coming to conclusion that you will not reject me right away, I again tried to confess to you in your house when we had our dinner date, but I couldn’t muster up my courage."
" And that next day you got to know about Charlotte and me and I assumed that you were having wrong thoughts about me and I decided to postpone it again. Later on, when I found out about the orphanage and your problems linked with them, I realized that a simple confession wouldn’t change anything and that, I have to think of a solution."
"After I had a talk with Charlotte and Calvin, I decided to give away my CEO position if you are not fine with my position as the CEO. As I found a better solution to our problem, at last I mustered all my confidence and got ready to confess to you after our weekend trip. However, the stars weren’t on our side and you met with an accident."
"After that I met Harry and I found out about your past with Nickolas and why you hate him so much, Sabrina. That made me more scared when I started comparing the lies I told to you with what he did in the past to get your love. I felt we resembled a lot and it started giving me nightmares of losing you. But, after you woke up, I have still tried to confess but taking your head injury into consideration I decided to postpone it till you recuperate well." Louis said.
Brina who was listening attentively, couldn’t help but remember everything that happened on the days he mentioned right now.
She nodded her head and smiled a bit. See, she isn’t wrong about her love. He... he.. didn’t cheat her like Nickolas did.
Louis saw the pain that just flicked and evaporated in her eyes. He pursed his lips and took her hand and kissed the back of her palm before holding it to his face dearly.
"I know that I was wrong by getting close to you lying in the first place,Brina. But I couldn’t control myself, believe me. I love you so much that my mind and heart were often in a mess of indecisiveness."
"I am sorry, forgive me, baby girl? I know that I don’t deserve your forgiveness but please...." Louis pleaded, his eyes filled with tears.
He took her hand and placed it right on his heart. "But please understand" he said again as a tear rolled down his face and fell on her wrist.